nekomilkue

[nekomilkue]

wala man gani ka gapangutana kung gikapoy ba ko, kung kumpleto na ba akong pambayad sa akong tuition. Pati ba naman pag ginhawa ug lalom sala pa nako?? Ngano gi gusto ba diay nako mabuhi aning kalibutana ni. dili man nako obligasyon nga paskwelahon akong kaugalingon pero ngano ani man? Unsa akong sala para ani akong kinabuhi? Ginabuhat man nako tanan ah

[nekomilkue]

I watched this YouTube video that talks about Radical Acceptance. And I came to realize that maybe I easily get hurt because I am always expecting something from people around me. I expected that they would do this and that for me or for others.

And this video helped me now to filter my mind. To assess myself. Just like right now, I am asking myself, "does your expectations helped you?" "Does it gives you peace?"

This is just the beginning, its hard for me now to fully understand my emotions but I know this would lead to a great result.

[nekomilkue]

Idk

So, I'm at the age where I am experiencing an existential life crisis. I've been juggling a lot of jobs while studying pressuring myself to be successful at this very age. At the same time, I keep believing that everyone has their own timeline, just like what others always say.

But does that really work? Especially when there are a lot of pressures around you. People would literally say "Nah don't mind them", "keep your eyes on the road" whatsoever. I'm sure Mark Manson won't be proud of this mindset after reading his books hahaha. Am I the only one experiencing this?