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GRAB YOUR SHVT FELLAS! ITS TIME TO FUKING GO! 🤐🤧💕!!!

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HowWeStarted. LetSeeHereShallWe. MeTryingToTellYou. iLikedYou. AndYouIgnoringMe. LaterYouTriedToTalkToAAnotherGuy. AnotherGuyWhoYouThoughWasBetter. WhoCouldTreatYouBetter. WhoCouldHelpYou. YouLaterRealizedNope. HeCouldnt. AndiWasThere. Waiting. WeTalked. WeHungOut. WeKissed. WeHeldHands. WeMadeLove. WeArgued. WeFought. WeYelled. WeCried. WeBrokeUp. WeGotBackTogether. WeHaveBeenThroughItAll. EverSinceYouCameUpToMe. IveBeenInLove. YourEyes. YourBeautifulFace. YourLittleCuteToesAndNose. iHaveNeverTriedThatHard. YouWereSoInsecure. YouWereFuvkedUpInTheHead. AndiTriedMyHardestMackie. iReallyDid. iWantedYouHappy. iWantedYouToShowMeOff. AndTellPeopleYouLovedMe. iWantedYouToHugMeInPublic. AndShowMeOff. iWantedYourAttention. AndAtTimes. iFeltLikeYouDidintCareAboutMe. AndOurRelationship. ItHurt. ItSureDid. ButTooMe. IveNeverWantedAnotherRelationship. YeahWeCanLookAtFamousPeople. AndSayWow. TheyLeftTheirSignificantOther. AndNowTheyAreSuperHappy. ButThatsNotUs. ThatsNotYou. ThatsNotMe. AndOfCourse. iThought. DamnMaybeItsNotMeantToBe. ButToMe. ItsWasMoreThanJustThat. iDidintHaveTheWillToLeave. DeepInside. iKnewYouWereTheOne. WellAtLeastThoughtThat. iNeverWantedOurRelationshipToBeDifferent. ItWasFineToMe. YeahWeHadProblems. ButThoseProblems. WillComeAndGo. iWasOk. WithNotHavingOtherFemaleFriends. Because. YouWereTheOnlyOneiNeeded. iShowedYouMusic. iShowedYouFood. iShowedYouPlaces. iShowedYouClothes. iShowedYouMyself. AndiDontRegretNotOneBit. YouLeftMeAboutTwoMonthsAgo. AndItStillHurts. NoDoubt. YouWereMyLilBabyMacZzZ. ForGodsSake. YouWereMyBaby. iLovedYou. AndiDontWantToHearIt. YouSaying. IssacWhyDidThisHappenToUs. WhyCouldntWeFixThings. AndTheAnswerIsWeCouldHave. YouJustDecidedToThrowItAway. AllAway. Our2AndAHalfYears. AllGone. WeSaidLetsWorkInSilence. AndYouKnowYouArent. YouDontWantMeBack. BecauseIfYouDid. YouWouldHaveDoneTheSameThingImDoing. NowWeAreDifferentPeople. NoDoubt. iMissTheLilGrinYouUsedToDo. iMissYouJumpingOnMe. iMissYou. ButYouHurtMeSoBadMackie. AndWheniSayThat. iTrulyMeanIt. TheWayYouLeftMe. ReadyToTalkToOtherGuys. ReadyToGetOtherGuysAttention. ItHurtMackie. MyLilBabyMacZzZ. HurtMe. SheBrokeMe. AndThereIsTimesThroughOutTheDay. WhereiThinkMaybeIllGetAText. OrCall. SayingYouMissMe. AndRegretWhatYouDid. ButiKnowItWontCome. AndThatsWheniStartedToLetGo. OfYou. AndUs. Now. iSeriouslyThoughtWeWouldGetMarried. iSeriosulyThoughtWeWouldSeeThatDay. MyVisionMustHaveBeenBlurry. WeSharedSoMuchWithOneAnother. WeHadRingsWeWoreEveryDay. ForEachother. EveryRelationshipWillHaveProblems. Financial. Emotional. Mental. Physical. ItAllVaries. ImJustGladiNeverOnceLaidMyHandsOnYou. ImGladiCouldHelpYou. WithYourThoughts. OfYouBeingBig. OrWithYouBeingATadBitSmelly. OrOfYourFaceBeingBrokenOut. iLovedYouForAllOfThat. AndThatsWhatHelpsMeSleepAtNight. WasiMeanAtTimes. DidWeArgue. DidWeFight. OfCourse. ButTheFactThatiAlwaysLovedYou. DespiteYourFlaws. LetsMeRestEasy. iGaveYouMeMackie. iLetYouExploreMe. YouHadMe. SomethingNobodyElseHasEverDone. AndYouDid. ForTwoYears. YouHadMyHeart. IllRememberEverythingYouToldMe. GoodAndBad. IllRememberEverythingYouDid. GoodAndBad. IllRememberEverythingWeDid. GoodAndBad. ButSlowly. ThoseMemoreisWillFade. iKnowImNotGoingToBeInARelationship. WhereItsAllFine. AndBeautiful. ItsNotPossible. ButWheniDecideToGetInARelationship. IllThinkOfYou. ForAboutAMinute. AndRemember. YouSaying. Issac. DontLetThatGurlTreatYouWrong. MakeSureSheLovesYou. AndThatsWhatIllDo. iHaveSoMuchToSayAboutYou. iCanGoOnForDays. ButItsTime. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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Wow. Lost. iReallyThoughtYouWouldChange. iReallyWasWaitingForYou. iReallyHadHopes. iReallyThoughtMaybeJustMaybe. WeWouldGetBack. AndNow. ItsGone. ItsAllGone. iLookedBecauseiThoughtMaybeYouChanged. AndItsOnlyGottenWorse. MaybeWeAreDifferentPeople. MaybeWeDontBelongTogether. iDontEverRegretShowingYouThings. iDontEverRegretShowingYouMyLove. iDontEverRegretStayingInWithYou. iDontRegretAnythingiDidForYouAndYourFamily. Why. BecauseItWasFromPureLove. TonightWillBeTheNight. WeLeaveThisBehind. IveWaitedFarTooLong. MaybeYouWerentHappyWithMe. AndWantToSeeIfAnotherGuyCanMakeYouHappy. DoIt. iWantYouToo. AndiHopeHeDoes. BecauseIfiCantMakeYouHappy. HopefullyHeCan. IveGivenYouMyAll. AndContinuedToGiveYouMyAll. iDidintGo. UntilNow. iSaidLetsWorkInSilence. AndYouTookItAndRan. YouDidintWantTo. YouDidintThinkOfEverGettingBackWithMe. YouWastedMyTime. YouTurnedMeIntoSomebodyImNot. YouTaughtMeValuableLessons. AndThoseLessonsIllKeepForever. TonightIllFinallyLetYouBe. WithoutMeThere. IllHaveNoContactWithYouAtAll. DoiWishTheWorstForYou. OfCourseNot. ImNotAFool. iWantYouDoingGood. iNeedYouToDoGood. JustThisTimeiWontBeHereAnymore. FeltLikeiWasASafetyBlanket. WhoWouldOnlyBeThereWhenYouWereCryingAtNight. OnlyThereWhenYouNeededMe. Now. iCantDoThat. YouDoCertainThingsThatForcedMeToLeave. Forever. IllPostMyFinalThingOnThisAccountTonight. AndLeaveEverythingBehind. iWontDeleteAnyOfIt. Why. BecauseiMeantEverythingiTypedOnHere. EveryLittleThing. OfMeLovingYou. OfMeHatingCertainThings. OfUsBeingOne. OfMeCryingToSleepBecauseOfYou. MeNotBeingAbleToFocus. NotBeingAbleToMaintainEverything. ItWasAMentalGame. iWasNeverAllowedToLeaveYou. YouWereTheOnlyOneAllowedToLeaveMe. ButTonight. iLeaveYou. iLeaveUs. iLeaveMyselfBehind. AndStartSomethingNew. ItsTimeIssac. ItsTimeToMoveOnFromIssacAndMac. ItsTimeToLeave. OneMoreFinalGoodbyeTonight. AndWeWillCallItQuits. JustKnow. ItWasToughForMe. ItWasntTheEasiestChoice. ItTookTime. iWishiCouldSay. IllAlwaysLoveYou. ButIllBeLyingToYou. AndIllNeverLieToYou. AndNeverHaveLiedToYou. WeSharedOurFirsrWithEachother. AndItsGoingToBeWeirdSharingThatRelationship. WithAnotherPerson. ButItsTime. MyLastPostWillBeAboutYou. AndIllLeaveItAtThat. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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CheersToYouBeautiful. OhWow. PleaseDontLetMeBecomeThis. PleaseDontLetMeTurnIntoOneOfThoseGuys. iCant. iWontLetMyself. iKnowWhoiAm. LastNightiDidSomething. AndWokeUp. ThinkingWhy. ThatsNeverBeenMe. ImNotLikeTheseOtherGuys. TheOnesWhoDontCare. iCanFeelMyselfTurningIntoOneOfThem. ButWhy. ThatsNeverBeenMe. IveAlwaysHadMyEyeOnOneGurl. AndTriedWithOnlyOneGurl. AndNow. ItsLikeImTurningIntoSomebodyNew. AtNightImNotTheSamePerson. TheAlcoholAndDrugsTakeOver. AndiTurnIntoSomebodyImNot. iShouldntBeDoingTheseThingsAtNight. WhoTheHellEmiBecoming. WhyTheFuvkAreYouDoingThisIssac. iWokeUpThinking. IsThatReallyMeNow. EmiReallyThatPerson. AGuyWhoDoesntCareAboutWhatGurlsFeel. OrThink. SheSaid. OhWowWhatNiceCarYouHave. AndiFeltLikeGreat. Later. LeftHer. FeltLikeShvt. StoppedAndJustStaredAtTheSky. AndThoughtAllTheseThoughts. WhileBeingFuvkedUp. Why. WheniWasInARelationship. iCaredToGetHomeSafe. iCaredWhoiTalkedTo. iMadeSureToUnderstandWhatImDoingAtAllTimes. AndToMakeSureEverythingWasMeaningful. AndNow. ItsTheOpposite. iDontCareReally. AlliCareAboutIsFinishingSchool. HavingMoney. AndHavingAGoodTime. IsThisWhatBeingSingleTurnsYouInto. ItCantBe. ThereHasToBeAnotherRoute. OrMaybeItIs. MaybeYouDoTalkMore. AndMeetMorePeople. AndInteractMore. AndItsJustMeDoingMore. ButThatsNeverBeenMe. IveNeverTalkedToSeveralGurls. IveNeverTriedHookingUpWithARandomGurl. IveNeverNotCaredWhatAGurlThinksOfMe. OrHowSheFeelsAfter. AndThatsWheniRealized. MaybeJustMaybe. ItsMeTurningIntoThatPerson. PleaseShowMeAnotherRoute. BeforeItsTooLate. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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NeverThoughtiWouldOpenMyBook. ThisBookWasWrittenByMeThreeYearsAgo. iOpenedIt. AndHadSeveralDifferentFeelings. IveLearnedAlot. IveFeltAlot. IveDoneAlot. ThreeYearsAgoiWouldHaveNeverThought. iWouldBeWhereiAm. iDidintEvenThinkAboutGoingToSchoolInSanFrancisco. WouldHaveNeverThoughtiWouldSeeTheThings. AndFeelTheThingsiDidThePastThreeYears. iWouldHaveNeverThoughtTheThingsImDoingNow. WouldBeMe. LifeChanges. AndAllWeCanDoIsAdapt. TheseLettersBroughtJoyToMe. ItFeelsGoodReflectingOnWhatIveAchieved. ItFeelsWeirdYeah. ButWeToldOneAnotherNoMatterHowMuchWeLove. IfWeWantDifferentThingsItNeedsToEnd. WeDontSeeEyeToEyeOnCertainThings. AndThatsWhatRuinedUs. TheThoughtOfUsLayingDown. RidingAroundTownInMyCar. HoldingYourHand. YouDrivingMeLickingYourNose. YouComingOverAndLayingInbedWithMe. MeComingOverAndSeeingYourDogs. UsLoving. ItSeemsLikeItsSoEasy. TheThoughtOfWhatWeWereSupposedToBe. IsWhatKillsMe. iSeeOtherCouples. AndJustThink. WowTheyAreStillTogether. OurRelationshipWasNotSoBad. IveSeenWayWorse. AndToMe. ItWasntPerfect. OfCourse. ButCouldWeHaveWorkedItOut. NoDoubtInMyMind. AndThat. IsWhatGetsToMe. Mom. ThankYou. ReadingThatPage. MadeMeCry. ItMadeMeRealize. NoMatterWhat. YouAlwaysMadeSureiWasOk. NoMatterWhat. ThatDayWeLost. iCouldHearYou. Saying. LetsGoBabyPickYourHeadUp. DontLetThemGetToYou. AndAfterYouHuggedMe. AndSaid. BabyItsAGame. YoullGetOverIt. ImProudOfYou. iLoveYou. AndTillThisDay. ItRemindsMe. ThisLifeIsAGame. MyLifeIsAGame. IllSoonFigureOutThisGame. AndBeatIt. iHaveSoManyThingsiThinkAbout. AndiJustHaveToSay. ItsNotThatSerious. ItsJustAGame. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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YourKindWords. YourWordsSoothMe. TheyHelpMe. TheyForceMeToThinkPositive. LateAtNight. WheniCantSleep. YourThere. WeArentTogether. ButiKnowYou. iKnowYouAreWorking. AndImWorkingToo. MaybeOneDayWeWillFindEachother. MaybeItsTimeToAskYou. IfYouThinkiMadeAMistakeOurSeniorYear. MaybeiShouldTellYouHowiFeel. WeTalkHereAndThere. AndThatsOkWithMe. BecauseiKnowWeArentTogether. ButYouTrustMe. AndiTrustYou. AtTimesWheniGetDown. YouAreStillThere. YearsLater. ToHelpMe. TellingMe. HowMuchiMatter. iGetToughOnMyselfAtTimes. AndYouAlwaysToldMeToRelax. WeAreBothWorkingInSilence. AllWhileNotTellingOneAnother. ImPuttingMyTrustInYou. iPutMyTrustElsewhereBefore. AndItDidintWork. AndEvenThenWasTheFoolToPutTrustInAgain. TheySay. FoolMeOnce. ShameOnMe. FoolMeTwice. ShameOnYou. AndThatsWhatHappened. NowAlliCanDoIsStayFocusedOnWhoiWant. AndWhatiWant. YoullBeHomeSoon. AndiAmCountingDownTheDays. BeforeiLeaveThisBehind. AndMoveOnToSomethingElse. SixTwentyEight. ThatsTheDay. IllBeAskingYou. IveMadeUpMyMind. IllSeeYouSoonFromYourVacation. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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AsiSitHere. iChargedMyOldPhone. AndWentThroughOurOldMessages. AndBoyOhhBoy. WhatATerribleMistakeiCommited. iLookAtTheWayYouTalkedToMe. AndTheWayYouCaredForMe. AllWhileNeverDating. TheAmountOfLoveAndCare. ToMakeSureiWasOk. ToMakeSureiWasFeelingOk. AndToOnlyPushYouAway. Why. WhyDidiDoThat. WhyDidiLeaveYouAfterComingHomeFromEurope. WhyDidintiTryToWorkThingsOut. WhyDidiWantToLeave. WhyDidintiGiveYouAChance. Why. iMissYou. AndNow. iStartToThinkAboutYou. MoreAndMore. OurFirsrDate. LeavingSchoolInMyCarToTakeYouHome. GoingToTheParkNearYourHouseToTalk. ImagineIfiNeverWentToEurope. WouldWeHaveGoneToHomeComingTogether. WouldWeStillBeTogether. WouldWeHaveLastedLonger. WouldWePushedOneAnother. iSawAMessageBeforeWeStartedDating. ThatSaid. HowAlthoughiWasLookingToLeaveForSchool. ThatItWasGoodForMe. AndLongDistanceShouldNotBeHard. TellingMe. ToLeaveForSchool. TheWayWeSpokeToOneAnother. TheWayWeGotAlong. TheNonStopLaughingAndEnjoyment. ItAllBringsBackMemories. MaybeiShouldReachOutAgain. MaybeiShouldNotCare. AboutWhatOthersWouldThink. AndJustTellYou. ThatiMissYou. ThatiWantYou. ThatiJustWantToTalk. iStoppedTalkingToYouBecauseItWasntRightYet. iStillHadFeelingsForHer. AndYouAcceptedItOnceAgain. Again. NoArguing. Nothing. JustAnotherOkItsFine. LikeAlways. AndWhy. EmiSoBlind. MaybeiDoNeedYou. MaybeYouAreTheOne. TheySayIfItsMeantToBe. ItWillComeAround. ButHow. HowDoiTellYouAgain. ThatiWantYou. ThatiWantToSitAndTalk. AlthoughWeHungOut. iStillDidintFeelOk. AndNowThoseMessages. MadeMeUnderstandHowiTrullyFeelTowardsYou. HowDoiAskAgain. DoiJustSendAnotherMessage. DoiCallYou. DoiAskToHangOutAgainAndTellYouToYourFace. iHaveNoIdea. JustKnowImWrittingAboutYou. AndOneDay. IllShowYou. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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AdviseYouToNotHideYourFeelings. Don’tPretendToBeOkayWhenYou’eeNotOkay. Don’tPretendToBeHappyWhenYou’reSad. It’llOnlyLeadToYourMisery. Don'tYouFuvkingHateItWhenYouHearMyName. iFeelTheSame. AndAllTheseGuysThatYouFuvkingWithToGetAway. ButGurliKnowYouThinkAboutItAlmostEveryday. AndIllBeHonestiBeJealousOfTheseGuysTrue. HowYouFeelinWithTheseGuysThatYouTalkTo. CaptivatedByYourMindAndYourWalkToo. Can'tReplaceYouWithTheseGurlsThatiTalkTo. ThisAin'tLustIt'sLove. WeHadTrust. iShould'veHeldYouClose. Should'veKeptYouWarm. AndWhenTheRainIsFallinWonderWhoYouCall. Don'tPrayToGodYouRatherCryThanCall. Don'tJump. PretendItDontHurt. RepentiWontStompMyFeetInARage. I'mNoChump. NeedYouAndiCraveYouHateYou ThinkiRippedTheWingsOffOfMyFuvkingAngel. ItDontHurtMe.

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WokeUp. OneMorning. AndJustWondered. How. And. Why. AndSlowly. StartedToRealize. NotToComplainAboutTheResult. ButToLookAtItForTheGood. YouLeftMe. NotSoiCanBeSadAndDepressed. ButSoiCanShowAnotherPersonMyLove. ToShowAnotherPersonWhoiAm. ThisGuyAlwaysHelpsMeAtMyToughestPoints. Always. HeTendsToAlwaysBeThere. DuringOurTrip. iEnjoyedMySelf. ItFeltGoodPuttingMyPhoneDown. AndNotLookingAtSocialMediaForDays. WeWereSittingDown. AndItSeemedLikeInABlinkOfAnEye. iWasBackToHowiWas. LastEarlyMarch. WhereiWasLettingGo. ButStartedToGetMessages. ItFeelsWeird. ItHonestlyDoes. HeHasSoManyFriends. AndFromThereWeInteract. OneOfMyBiggestFears. WasiWouldNeverGetAnotherGurlAfterYou. iAlwaysThoughtiWasntGoodLooking. AlwaysThoughtGurlsWouldThinkImUgly. AndItSlowlyStartedToChange. HimShowingMeMessagesToProveMyThoughts. Wrong. ItMadeMeFeelAlotMoreConfident. JustLikeLastTime. WhenHeBoostedMyConfidenceWithOtheMessages. ItFeelsWeirdThinking. LikeDamn. GurlsReallyThinkImCute. Really. Me. OfAllPeople. DoiThinkImSpecial. YeahOfCourse. NobodyIsMe. NobodyHasMyHair. NobodyHasMyStyle. NobodyDressesLikeMe. NobodyHasTheSameBodyAsMe. NobodyActsLikeMe. NobodyWillLoveLikeMe. NobodyWillEverBeMe. IllContinueOnWithMyJourney. ButAtThisMoment. TheJourneyHasSwitched. ItsWeirdTalkingToOtherPeople. ItsWeirdGettingMessages. iWasThisYoungMan. WhoThought. IfItWasntYou. ItsNobody. IfItWasntYouLovingMe. NobodyElseWould. Yet. ThatCantBeTheCase. AndImSlowlyStartingToRealizeIt. UpAndDown. DownAndUp. WhatADamnTime. CantThankMyFriendsEnough. JustHaveToRemember. ThatThisDidintHappenForMeToBeSad. ItHappenedToMeSoiCanBeHappy. SoiCanShowOthersMySelf. AndAlthoughThatMightTakeTime. ItWillCome. AndItIsComingAlong. JustTalkingToOthersBringsMeConfidence. JustKnowingWhatTheyThink. MakesMeConfident. ConfidenceIveNeverHadBefore. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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SeeingSoManyThings. FeltSoDifferentAtTimes. NotKnowingWhatiWanted. MaybeWeAreDifferentPeople. iSeeHowMsTonyTreatsMrVic. AndThatsSomethingiWant. SheCaresForHim. MakesSureHeIsFirst. MakesSureHeIsWell. ItsEyeOpening. OnceYouSeeRealLove. AndThatIsWhyiStartedToFeelBetter. iWasntTreatedTheWayiWanted. iNeverOnceSaidAThing. iKeptThinkingYouWouldChange. YouWouldMakeMeFeelBetter. YouWouldHelpMe. ItWasFalseHope. TravelingOpensYouUp. ThisTripHasTaughtMe. NotOnlyWhatIsTrueLove. AndHowiWantToBeTreated. ButHowManyThingsAreOutThere. People. ThingsToDo. ThingsToSee. Everything. MaybeItWasFakeLove. MaybeWeHadAnIdeaOfLove. ButDidWeReallyLoveOneAnother. IveStartedToFeelOkWithTheFactYouHaveMovedOn. Why. BecauseiKnowWhatiWantNow. iKnowHowiWantToBeTreated. iHaveAnIdeaOfWhatTypeOfPersoniWantLovingMe. iDontWantAGurlWithABeautifulFace. OrANiceBody. iWantAGurlWhoWillLoveMe. ForMe. AndWontStopLovingMeForMyFlaws. YoullAlwaysBeApartOfMyCollection. AndYoullAlwaysHaveAPieceOfMe. AlliAsk. IsThatYouDontMisuseThatPieceOfMe. DontThrowAwayThatPieceOfMeForAPieceOfShvtGuy. AndIfYouChooseToo. WelliTried. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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ThankYou. ThankYouForShowingMeThings. ThankYouForAllowingMeToExplore. ThankYouForLettingMeSeeThings. ThankYouForLeadingMe. ThankYouForLettingMeBeMe. iWasSoDown. NotKnowingWhoiWas. WhatiWantedToDo. FeltSoDown. FeltLikeiMeantNothing. FeltLikeiMeantNothingToYou. iMightStillMeanNothingToYou. ButiKnowWhoiAmNow. iKnowWhatiWant. iKnowWhatiDeserve. ItsAlotiLearnedBeingAway. YouCantTrustEverybody. SomePeopleWillLieToYourFace. AndWillHaveYouWaiting. SometimesYouNeedToLetGoOffThings. ToExploreOthers. WellSeeHowItGoes. WaitedForWayTooLong. ThankYouAll. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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FeelsLikeTheDayHasArrived. iKnewThisDayWouldCome. iHadNoIdeaWhen. Where. OrWhy. ButNowItsHere. AndNothingiCanDo. ItsJustHowiFeelNow. WhyIsItAlwaysAMonth. WhyAMonth. ImagineWhatWillHappenInTheNextMonth. ImagineHowIllBe. TheToughestPartAlreadyHappened. NowItOnlyGetsBetter. IveTriedToStay. IveTriedToTellMySelfYouWouldChange. ThatYouLovedMe. ThatYouCareAboutMe. NowItsTheCompleteOpposite. IllBeLeavingSoon. AndJustInBedThinkingAlliDid. AlliGaveYou. EverythingiShowedYou. TakingYouToCertainPlaces. ShowingYouCertainThings. iHopeOneDay. YouRealizeThatYouLeftAGreatThing. YouLeftALovingPerson. YouLeftYourHighschoolSweetheart. ThereIsNoSuchThingAsConnectingLaterOnInMyBook. OnceYouMoveOn. ItsOver. AndYouMovedOn. AndItTookMeSoLongToRealize. ButLastNightiDid. iFinallyRealizedItLastNight. IveBeenWayTooNice. ItsTime. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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TwoNightsThisWholeMonth. TwoNightsThisWholeMonthIveGoneToSleepSober. AndLastNightWasOneOfThem. IveTurnIntoSomebodyiWasNeverBefore. AMonsterOfSomeSort. LastNight. iCameHome. ToMyLittleBrotherWaitingForMe. iWasGoingToGoOut. ButHeToldMe. HeWantedToSleepWithMe. iAlmostStartedToCryRightThenAndThere. NotBecauseOfOldMemories. Because. NotThatLongAgo. iWasGoingToTakeMyOwnLife. AndTheOnlyPersonStoppingMeWasHim. HeSavedMe. AndWillNeverKnow. iPutHimInMyBed. AndKissedHisForeHead. HeLookedAtMe. AndSaid. iLoveYouTatchi. iLostIt. iStartedToCry. HeLookedAtMe. AndSaidWhatsWrong. iWipedMyTearsAwayAndToldHimiLoveHim. AndTheFirstThingHeSaidWasiLoveYouMore. AndTurnedAroundAndFellAsleep. iStaredAtTheBackOfHisHeadForSomeTime. JustThinking. HowCanAYoungBoy. SaveHisOlderBrotherFromDoingSomethingTragic. IllNeverUnderstand. iTurnAroundAndCheckMyPhone. SeeThatYouHaveCalledMe. iWasNotSureWhatToDo. DoiIgnoreYou. ForAllThePainYouHaveCausedMe. ForAllTheNightsYouForcedMeToOpenUpToPeople. OrDoiCallYou. ToHelpYou. EaseYourMind. ToHelpYouUnderstand. ThatNoMatterWhatYouPutMeThrough. IllAlwaysBeHere. NoMatterWhatYouDoToMe. IllAlwaysHaveAHeart. WhoKnowsHowLongThisWillLast. MaybeOneDayIllWakeUp. AndCompletelyForgetAboutYou. IllWakeUp. AndRealizeItsTime. IllWakeUp. AndThinkOfWhyiWasPutDownSoManyTimes. OfWhyYouTorturedMe. OfWhyiGaveYouMyAll. DoYouEverMissGoingOnTripsWithMyFamily. DoYouEverMissTalkingToMyFamily. iKnowYourTryingToGetThoseGuysAttention. AndTheMoreiTellMyselfThat. TheFasterTheseFeelingsWillGoAway. TheMoreiTellMyselfYouNeverLovedMe. AndAlwaysWantedOneOfThoseGuys. TheEasierItIsForMeToLetGo. ItsGoingToTakeSomeMoreTimeForMeToLetGo. JustBecauseOfHowMuchLoveiHadForYou. iHadSoMuchHiddenLoveForYou. NobodyKnew. OnlyMyself. AndNow. AllThatHiddenLoveIsFadingAway. Slowly. TheMoreiTellMySelfYouWantThoseGuys. TheMoreAttentionYouWantFromThem. TheMoreDifferentYouGrowFromWhatYouWere. HelpsMe. ItHelpsMeRealizeItsTimeToGo. ThatShvtHurtMe. SoBad. AndOneDayIllWakeUpAndJustMoveOn. JustLikeHowYouDid. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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DoYouEverWishYouCouldGoBackAndChangeThings. DoYouEverWishYouNeverDidThat. AndTheThingsThatFollowed. DoYouEverWishForMeBack. DoYouEverWishForUsBack. DoYouEverWishToHoldMeInBedEveryNight. DoYouEverWishWeCouldSeeEachother. WeDontTalkAnymore. AndWeHaventInAFairAmountOfTime. HowOftenDoYouThinkOfUs. DoYouEverWishWeWereStillTogether. Kissing. Hugging. SleepingWithOneAnother. CookingAndEatingWithOneAnother. iSometimesWonder. IfYoullEverApologizeToMyFamilyAndi. AndInHopesOfUsGettingBackTogether. iWonderIfYoullEverTextMyParents. iWonderIfYouMissTheFamilyPartiesiBroughtYouToo. iWonderIfYouMissHangingOutWithMySiblings. IfYouEverMissOurDog. IfYouMissMeAsAPerson. TheWeirdYoungMan. WhoWouldLickYourNose. LickYourLips. LovingYouUntiliCouldntAnymore. HoldingYouTight. WhenYouWereInsecure. AboutYourBodyAndFace. TellingYou. WeWillGetThroughThis. AndHelpingYou. TellingYouiWouldNeverLeaveYou. BecauseOfThoseThings. iWonderIfOneDay. IllGetAMessage. SayingYouMessedUp. AndWantingToTalk. IfAMessageWillComeMyWay. SayingHowiWasRight. OrMaybeNot. MaybeYouAreEnjoyingYourself. MaybeYouAlreadyMovedOn. MaybeYouEnjoySocialMediaMoreThanMe. MaybeYouWantToBeApartOfThatScene. AndThatsFine. IllNeverBeAbleToStopAPerson. iCanOnlyTellPeopleHowiFeel. AndWillNeverBeAbleToChangeHowAPersonFeels. DoYouEverWishYouStillHadMe. DoYouEverWishYouCouldLoveMe. DoYouEverWishForMeBack. IllStillBeMe. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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HowOftenDoYouThinkOfMe. IsItEveryDay. EveryOtherDay. NeverAtAll. DoYouEverFeelLikeYouMadeAMistakeByLeavingMe. DoYouEverWantMeBack. DoYouEverCraveMyLove. DoYouEverMissDrivingAroundWithMe. DoYouEverMissLayingWithMe. DoYouEverMissMyLipsOnYours. DoYouEverMissMeHoldingYouTight. DoYouEverMissTheDumbThingsiWouldDo. LikePickYourNose. OrLickYou. DoYouWishYouCouldGoBack. DoYouWishYouNeverLeftMeLikeThat. TheresAlotiWonder. DoYouEverCryBecuaseYouMissMe. HaveYouRealizedThatNobodyWillLoveYouLikeMe. HaveYouRealizedThatYouArentTheseGuysFirstChoice HaveYouRealizedThatTheseGuysDontReallyCare. FromTheBeginningYouWereMyFirstChoice. NobodyEverCameFirst. iEvenWaitedForYou. AfterYouLeftMeForThatDrugAddict. iDidintGoOutAndLookForAnotherGurl. AndHaveiNow. Nope. WhyBecause. ThatsNeverBeenMe. NeverBeenTheGuyToMessAroundWithNumerousGurls ItsNeverBeenMe. NeverWillBe. iCareAboutMySelfTooMuch. DoYouWishYouCouldCallMeAtNight. DoYouWishYouCouldComeOver. AndLayDownWithMe. DoYouWishYouCouldApologizeForTheSituation. iWonderIfMaybeOneDay. ItWillHitYou. ThatSocialMedia. WontMeanShvt. InTwentyYears. YouWontShowYourKids. HowManyFollowersYouHad. HowManyLikesYouGot. HowManyPeopleCommentedOnYourPicture. YourKidsWantToSeeHowHardYouWork. TheyWantToKnowWhoWasYourHighschoolLove. TheyWontGiveAShvtAboutSocialMedia. ItsAlmostAMonth. AndImStartingToFeelBetter. JustLikeHowiThought. ThePartImStuckAt. IsWhereFromThere. AfteriFeelOk. IsItOkToTalkToAnotherGurl. IsItOkForMeToMoveOn. WhenWillItBeOk. IveAlwaysWantedItToBeYou. AndMyFriendsAsked. DoYouReallyThinkYouWillEverGetBackWithHer. AndItMadeMeThink. AboutEverything. iWishYouNeverLeftMe. AndEspeciallyTheWayYouDid. WhoKnows. BecauseiForsureDont. SoonIllWakeUp. AndRealize. ItsTimeToMoveAlong. WhoKnowsWhatWillHappen. WeWorkedThingsOutLastTime. WithAMonthBreak. ButNow. ItsDifferent. ItsCompletelyDifferent. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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DoYouEverThinkAboutOurMemories. OurOldPictures. OurFutureWeThoughtWeHad. IveAlwaysSaid. iDidintCareWhatOthersSayAboutUs. AsLongAsWeAreTogether. BecauseiKnow. AsOne. ImHappyWithYou. iNeverThoughtAboutThosePeopleSaying. OhGoshMackieAndIssacAreBackTogether. Because. TogetherIsWhereiThoughtiWasAtMyBest. MaybeImOverReacting. iJustDontWantToLetGo. IllBeWaitingForYou. IllBeWaiting. ImInNoRush. YeahImHappyThatiDontHaveYouNaggingMe. ThroughoutTheDay. ButIdMuchRatherDealWithThat. AndToBeAbleToEnjoyYourCompanyRightByMySide. YeahItsCoolGoingOutToPlacesWithoutFighting. ButAtTheEndOfDay. iDontHaveYouNextToMe. IfMyMomAsksMe. AnythingAboutYou. IllBeHonestToHer. AndTellHer. ImWaiting. ImWaitingForYou. Because. ToMe. YouAreTheOne. YouAreTheGurl. IfYouMoveOn. iWontGetInvolved. iWontSayAnything. iWontDoAThing. OtherThan. JustWait. IllBeWaitingMackie. JustLikeHowiWasWaitingWhenYouWalkedUpToMe. ImSorry. ThankYou.

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WhateverItIs. ItsOverWith. LetsStartItOff. AGreatWeekend. WeHad. FollowedByABreakUp. Again. YouLeavingMe. KnowingItWasLies. ThenYouStartTheSocialMediaThing. AndContinueToDoIt. DidItHurt. OfCourseItFukingHurt. YouHurtMe. TillThisDayiStillThinkThatYouAreDoing. ThatSocialMediaThingToHurtMe. OrWantMeToBegForYou. IllLetYouBeForNowOn. YouLeftMe. YouHurtMe. iWillForeverKeepMyDistanceAndContinueOn. iWasWaiting. AndEvenAfterBeingHurt. iWasWaiting. WeGaveItOurAll. AndWeCameUpShort. WhoKnowsWhenOrWhereWeWillTalkAgain. ButAlliKnowIsThatWeWillBeOk. ItsAHeartbreak. MyHighschoolSweetheartIsGone. ThisHeartbreakWontLastLong. ProbablyAnotherTwoWeeks. AndAfterThatiTendToForgetThings. iWontChange. ImNotGoingToBeFollowingABunchOfGurls. ImNotGoingToLikeThierPictures. ImNotGoingToMessAroundWithOtherGurls. Why. BecauseThatWasNeverMe. AndWillNeverBeMe. YouAreYou. AndiAmMe. iWishYouTheBestLilBabyMacZzZ. AndWhomeverYouTalkTo. Please. TellThemToLoveYou. LikeHowiCouldnt. GiveYourLittleDogsATreatFromMe. TellAuroraiSayHiAndiWillNeverForgetHer. IllTellSaintAndMyGrandmaYouSaidBye. AndForYourself. ThankYou. ForTeachingMeSoMuch. iForcedMySelfIntoThisRelationship. WeWereSoDifferent. AndWantedToBeWithEachother. iWillUseEveryOneBitOfWhatYouTaughtMe. OnMyNextRelationship. NobodyWillEverBeMe. NobodyWillBeThatKid. WhoHasLongHair. WhoGoesToUSF. WhoDrivesAMercedes. WhoIsWeird. WhoIsQuiet. AndDoesntTalkToManyPeople. ImNotCryingAnymore. MyTearsAreGone. TheyHaveRanOut. JustLikeMyTime. ItsTimeForMeToLeaveNow. CantBelieveThisHappened. ButItIsWhatItIs. IllNeverForgetCryingInYourHandsInMexico. WhenMyMomWasTalkingToYou. IllNeverForgetWhenYouLookedMeRightInmyEyes. AndToldMeYouLovedMe. IllNeverForgetAllTheFightsWeHad. IllNeverForgetWhenYouDroppedMeOffForSchool. AtTheHotelInUnionSquare. WhatGreatAndBadTimesWeHad. AtTheEndOfTheDay. iLoveYouMackie. AndIllBeTheSameOldKid. WheneverYouComeAroundAgain. JustPlease. DontLetOneOfTheseFoolsTakeAdvantageOfYou. YouKnowWhoTheyAre. YouArentStupid. ButIfYouDo. iFailed. OhMan. IveGottenCarriedAway. iLoveYouMackie. BeSafe. ImSorry. ThankYou.