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realized I never posted this portrait/repaint of Father Paul from Midnight Mass I did for my digital paint class last semester

reference, closeups and painting without grain under the cut-

reference-

closeups-

full painting without grain-

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And not to pull your halo down

Around your neck and tug you off your cloud

But I'm more than just a little curious

How you're planning to go about making your amends

To the dead

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ill keep writing about surviving because i don't know what else there is

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the universal experience

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Everyone is busy at their desks as you walked up to Spencer.

You: *sigh and put on a silly voice* I love you

You gently remove his glasses before kissing him all over his face multiple times.

You: *silly voice continues* Ah, you set my soul on fire!

You give him a big smooch on the lips and smile at his bewildered expression, putting back on his glasses. You hurry back to JJ’s office, giggling to yourself.

Emily: Wow, you okay boy genius?

Derek: Hey, pretty boy? Still with us??

Spencer: Yeah… We have been watching the old Tom and Jerry cartoons together. We just finished that episode last night. They mentioned it but didn’t think they would do it..

Emily and Derek chuckle at Spencer’s reaction as they get back to work.

JJ: Omg, you actually did it!

You: Yeah, I bet he is still flustered. His eyes.. JJ, they were so big looking at me for an answer.

Spencer couldn’t stop blushing and smiling about how dorky you can be as well.

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i should be riding some nerd's thigh while he gropes all over my body & tells me i'm the girl on his dreams

#thinking about this again

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Hamish Linklater photographed by Jenna Jones.

#FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

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oh shit, it's 3/21/23, 32123, palindrome day

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Back in my day all you needed to be a cannibal was a chainsaw, blackout curtains, and a dream. Not like nowadays when everyone expects you to wear a ten thousand dollar Armani suit and deliver epic monologues about the nature of humanity. We made the best damn sausage and chili in the county and that's how we liked it. It's gettin' so you can't even afford abandoned houses in an isolated back road anymore, I tell you what. We shoulda known something was up the first time they started serving people with wine. Now look at us, they gentrified cannibalism is what happened.

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he’s got that previously neglected shelter dog rizz. he looks like he wants to quietly sit next to you on the couch while you watch TV

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johnny the type to walk up to sissy and say ‘what kinda crap are you watching now’ 🤨 he proceeds to hover over her for an hour getting more and more invested in the show throwing out a disgruntled insult every now and then to tell sissy that this is definitely stupid and only idiots would watch this kind of stuff. he repeats next week when the new episode airs.

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so for our first date i was thinking that maybe i could eat your heart like a pomegranate in front of you?

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would you put a discarded fruit sticker on my forehead in whimsical jest yes or no