nolongcrhuman

[nolongcrhuman]

“You’d be surprised how quickly the mind goes soggy in the absence of other people. One person alone is not a full person: we exist in relation to others. I was one person: I risked becoming no person.”

— Margaret Atwood, The Testaments

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compilation

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I wonder if anyone would care to read about me in the future. I mean if people seem like to like nlh would they find my story interesting? Would anyone even care? It’s just a silly thought anyway. I wish I had half of the talent dazai had as a writer. I’m nothing next to him or anyone really. But it’s fun to think about it.

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I think Yozo from no longer human was autistic. Like, the guy was struggling with masking and thinking it made him a horrible person throughout the entire thing. I genuinely still can’t believe everything I read, I’ve never seen my own thoughts written so clearly in a work of fiction before. There are many parts that seem to have been taken straight from my own diaries. I wouldn’t try to diagnose Dazai of course because I obviously never met him, there was no way he could’ve been diagnosed with asd either, but I do think Yozo could have been autistic as well as chronically depressed and anxious, and with a highly paralyzing social phobia.

#no longer human #ozamu dazai #I messed up the decades. he’s way before the 40s even. I still have to read some more about dazai. I’m still shook

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I know the end- phoebe bridgers // war of the foxes- richard siken

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“The weak fear happiness itself. They can harm themselves on cotton wool. Sometimes they are wounded even by happiness”

— Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human

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"ℑ 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔡 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔟𝔶 𝔊𝔬𝔡. ℑ 𝔠𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔡 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 ℌ𝔦𝔰 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢, 𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔶 ℌ𝔦𝔰 𝔭𝔲𝔫𝔦𝔰𝔥𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱."

- 𝐎𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐮 𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢. (𝟏𝟗𝟒𝟖). ‘no longer human’

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I've never watched that stray dogs anime but i wish they had used a different name for the Dazai character because man it's hard to find stuff from the books or him (the author). I feel like I'm always drowning in anime gifs. I just wanna reblog some quotes

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"Cuanto más pienso, menos entiendo. Me persigue la inquietud y el miedo de sentirme diferente a todos. Casi no puedo conversar con los que me rodean. No se qué decir, ni cómo decirlo."

------- Ozamu Dazai

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I live for books that heavily radiate “how long can you keep listening to this...and not help me?"

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Oresteia: Agamemnon by Aiskhylos, tr. by Anne Carson [ID in alt text]