A female friend told me: “Gay men always think they’re worse looking than they actually are. It’s a combination of the childhood trauma of not fitting in and being constantly subject to the male gaze.”
A long strange trip. A fear submitted by Rafael to Deep Dark Fears - thanks!
You can find two DDF books at your local library, bookstore, online, or hovering inches behind your head right now, emitting a low humming noise just above an audible level.