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anyways get off my blog if ur against self diagnosis for adhd and autism. if u wont listen to us when we say its our only option most of the time bc of racism, classism, ableism and straight up poverty, and when we say that that theres not actual harm in it, then its clear u dont care about us in the first place. i dont have time to listen to people who care more about their neoliberal beliefs than they do about the people our system has actively failed and the people our system consistently and often intentionally holds assistance out of reach from.

listen to us when we say its often our only option. if ur first reaction to us saying its often our only option is to tell us we are wrong and shouldnt self dx even if we cant access a professional dx, and not disgust and disappointment in our system + sympathy for those who have spent their lives thinking they were made wrong and that they will never be good enough and that they are somehow a failure because they had nowhere to turn, then u are NOT an ally to this community and u seriously need to reevaluate why u think that self dxing out of desperation is a bigger issue than the fact that professional help is largely inaccessible

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modern au

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i appreciate you

I have created this tumblr account because my good friend of mine, Héloise the queen of the world wanted one and wanted to be read. I feel really privileged to be the only one reading her but also sad because nobody can see how much all of her textes are really interesting. She even have a better english than some native english speakers. I already read all of them at least five times for each because it is really a pleasure !!!!! anyway i’m tired but you can see that i really have a big admiration for her. oh gosh it’s cringey asf do i care no at all okay bye

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I’m tired

i don’t even know how to use this website and my english is becoming worst and worst since we don’t have school. The fact that i’m not in a room with other students and a teacher to make a pressure on me is horrible because since i’m doing scool at home i feel like it doesn’t matter if i don’t work or give back my assignments to my teachers. I didn’t do a single homework since 3 weeks. I’m becoming crazy to spend that much time with my family because i like to be alone but i can’t because there’s my siblings and there’s my mom who is a nanny so there’s others children plus my dad and if i don’t loose my sanity in this few next days i’m a champion. Anyway there’s friends that i can still see but not that much because my dad don’t let me do anything so i can talk to them on my phone but no no no I spend too much time on it. I’m pretty. Sometimes i’m ugly like yesterday bit most of the day i’m pretty. I want to sleep but at the same time i don’t. Jake Gyllenhaal is really handsome. . Zendaya is really pretty too. 

my dad came back from work byyyyyyye.

did i just shared my mental problems with strangers ? Anyway who gives a shit nobody is going to read it except Heloise HI MISS YOU

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Let's share about my plants ! My elephant's ears is doing great ! I cutted her dead leaf and she is growing a new one ! It grows super fast, that's unbelievable. My syngonium is doing great too, and is growing some babies. My misère is going on, she is very good vibes and stuff, love her. I put her in the sun in the morning. My Aloe is worrying me, she seems weak. I will repot her babies this afternoon, she is a tired single mom ! I also planted this bear's ears, I don't where is this going, but let's hope !

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I had a dream

Actually the only thing that spice up my super boring life are my dreams and my big imagination. I can spend hours looking at the ceiling in my room or in class and daydreaming. Sometimes it’s really cool but it’s pretty annoying in class because i don’t listen to the teacher but that another problem for another day.     I really don’t know if it’s because i do not have a good sleep schedule or if it’s my brain who wants me to say something but my dreams are either weird but funny or terrifying and don’t have any sense.

So here we are with my most recent dream.

I dreamt that I was at a 1D concert and that one of the singer was Robert Pattinson (?). At a moment the band wanted to invite a fan on stage. But this fan was Taylor Lautner and as soon as he saw him Robert jumped and run to him to beat him in front of everyone ( do i have to precise that i never seen a Twilight movie in my entire life ??) . But this action shocked everyone and Robert had to run away because his co stars and the public were booing him. His singer career floped and he had to find another job to live so he became a babysitter. But the problem was that he was baby sitting the children that I ( in real life) take care of, so we were two baby sitter for three children. He wasn’t doing anything so I went to talk to him but he didn’t wanted to, get angry, slap the door and went away leaving me with the children. That wasn’t a big deal because it meant that i will have more money and i already take care of them alone so i was happy. It was the last intervention of Robert in my dreams and it didn’t stop there but the rest is not as epic as the begining of the dream.

That it. I still have a lot of my dreams to tell but i’m tired and i’m supposed to do homework so i’m gonna go before my mom punish me BYE