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anyway I want to be stepped on

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I get really uncomfortable sometimes when I like. say I want something and someone jumps to an assumption or forcefully inserts themself (or someone else even) into the fantasy. and it's probably not that common but it's apparently bothered me enough that I'm always thinking about it

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haters will see you express respect and admiration and call it loyalty and devotion. I will bite your fucking hand off

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AND EVEN THEN! AND EVEN THEN!!!!!!!!! MY WILL REMAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DARING to call a few lost points a defeat. EMBARRASSING.

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I want to touch... I want to touch someone all over... very gently... or not if they want something else

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I will only be DEFEATED when I have lost BOTH MY ARMS. AND MY LEGS.

DARING to call a few lost points a defeat. EMBARRASSING.

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DARING to call a few lost points a defeat. EMBARRASSING.

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this is funny to read again because SOMEONE won like 6 matches against me out of like 100 and everyone and their moms is like "ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE YOU LOOOOOOOST AHAHAAHAHAHAHAH" you people have so little idea of what a loss actually is that it must be why my posts about cruelty seem so impressive

the thing about pain is that it's no fun if it's self inflicted because I need the crushing reality of someone being stronger than me too. I need to be destroyed like a car crash test dummy. I need you to teach me a lesson

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Vitória Marino save me... save me Vitória Marino...

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I'm actually rich I just work an IT job that's slowly killing me due to my ryona followers

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what the fuck

akirose montage… if someone made an akirose amv, what song should it be set to?

i bet on losing dogs

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nobody owes me anything for what I do. I do what I do because I like to make people smile and that’s the end of it. thanks would be nice though. [12 hours later] how much of me do I have to give until you people just start eating me

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I’m like a harem protagonist except the harem broke so nobody’s interested and I’m not interested but the rest of the elements are still there

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notice how they never replied.

I get the vibe you'd be kinda bad at sex

before I publicly shame you for the audacity to be wrong define "bad at sex" for me please

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they should make a world where everyone gives me what I want forever actually

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godddddddddddd I want. I want. I want I want I want I want

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pros and cons of []

cons: endless pain and torment

pros: hehe...