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Want to be loved, respected , understood but I guess only I can barely give myself that

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One day you’ll find someone who gives you more effort than you expect…and it’ll scare you…

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You might see the potential in someone but that doesn't mean they're going to do anything with it. Stop holding on to people who act like they don’t care whether or not you let go until you start to.

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I waaaaant deep connection

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I’ve tried this before, countless times. Blogs are so incredibly outdated, who even reads so much anymore - we don’t even push ourselves to read long ass captions.

I need to clear my mind and because I don’t want to complain anywhere else, here I am!

LET THE COMPLAINING BEGIN!

1. I want a fcking job

Obviously for selfish reasons... Yes, I’d like money to spend, and to have money when school starts, oh shoot and Spain! Yes, I’m going to Spain in august and I’m very excited! My current mentality is to see as many things and experience as many things. Visit countries, speak languages and see their natural beauty!

2. I feel useless

There’s nothing anyone can do about that one. This one is all me. I no longer find the guitar fun - what’s happening to me?? I study architecture why am I not more artistic

I remember hearing the term existential crisis from a danisnotonfire video and how did my 10 year old self relate? If anything, I relate more now than before. I know what I want to do with my life, right now it’s study but not to wait around during the breaks for the start ups.

FINNEAS - Let’s Fall in Love for the Night

Sometimes I think tears are feelings going overboard to the point of becoming physical and should just fall - I still don’t understand

UMI - Remember Me