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Does anyone else also feel like they can’t express negative emotions correctly because they’ve been mature since a young age and now they feel like a burden when they’re angry or sad?

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And violà! @kazanskys-mitchell

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Sell Me a Dream

Pairing: Asra x Fem!Reader

Tags: nsfw, smut, dream sex, reunion sex, outdoor sex (sort of), gentle sex, praise, clit stimulation, emotional, kink discussion, breeding kink

Word count: 1.2k

A/N: The amount of thirst for this man is unreal and yes I know I'm contributing to that too.

Working in the palace was an amazing experience for the most part. You'd made friends with the lovely Countess and her bubbly, trustworthy maid, you'd been to a few festivities here and there and even made friends in town, some less shady than others.

All of that, while wonderful, made you miss Asra that much more. You knew he would come back, he always did, but that didn't stop the waves of loneliness. Or the amount of dreams he's appeared in for that matter. In fact those dreams have only been increasing in frequency as time went on.

It was always the same setting: a moonlit field with a ring of threes, lights flickering among them and a starry ska above. In some you were dancing, in some you were kissing, in some you were talking, in some you were doing a whole lot more with a lot less clothes. This was one of those dreams.

You lay on the grass, your silk sleeping robe untied and falling around your shoulders, fully exposing your naked body to Asra's hungry eyes and touches.

"How should I do this starlight? What do you want from me tonight?" He kept asking all the while knowing exactly how his barely there touches and lips riled you up.

"To stop teasing me already." You reached between your bodies and grabbed hold of his hard cock and upon giving it a few strokes got a heavy trail of cum smearing your forearm, "I miss you Asra. A lot."

"I miss you as well. That's why we have these dreams. This place in which only you and I exist. Where we can do anything." His hips jerked against yours, hard cock rolling over your clit causing you to gasp against his neck. "So tell me, what do you want from me tonight? I need a clear answer."

"Well since this is a dream," You wrap your legs around his lower back, preventing him from moving back, "I want you to come inside me. There's no risk this way right?"

Asra's face went a shade darker at your request. There were herbs and teas that you used in the event that the two of you were too caught up in each other. He never considered that there would be no need for such things here.

"Is... this something you've been afraid to ask me?" You attempted to avoid the answer by rubbing your slick cunt across his cock and trying to get him at the correct angle. "Love please. I won't be mad with you. I want to make your dreams come true. That's always been my goal since the day we met."

Make your dreams come true. Is that why he was here right now? A part of you knew that this was the real him, but somehow living in this dream-like reality and the one where he's away made everything all the more painful, yet easier. In these moments, where he was ready and willing to give his all to you, there was no doubting his love and devotion.

"Not scared of you, I would never be scared of you. If something were to happen to you and I was left all alone, as much as I love how it feels when you finish inside of me I'm not to selfish as to put a kid though a world without you."

"How long have you felt this way?" His hands smoothed over your shoulders in comforting rubs, his lips hovering inches above yours, beautiful starry eyes looking into your very soul.

"Since I first asked you to being me the tea." That was months ago. Almost a year in fact. "I should have told you. You're my lover, you deserve to know these things."

Asra smiled and shook his head. His lips were warm on your forehead as he tried to kiss the sorrow away, "I'm very happy you told me. So it's the sensation of it that you like, rather than the opportunity to get pregnant? You don't want a child?" He pressed his warm palm against your stomach.

"Not right away. Perhaps some day in the future, if that's alright. I'm sure you'd be a great father." You believed that with all your heart, you saw how much he cared for you, how he cherished you, there was no doubt he'd do the same for his kid.

He let out a delighted hum, his cock jumping at the idea of getting you heavy and pregnant with his child. "I understand now." He smiled a little mischievously as he lined the tip of his cock with entrance, "So you want me to breed you. I wish you'd asked this sooner, I would have spend an entire month filling you up with cum."

"Please. You can fill me up now, I'll take all your cum." You couldn't stop a hint of desperation from appearing in your trembling voice. Your hands found purchase right above his hips working together with your legs to push him inside.

You cloud see any hint of hesitation that was still on his features vanish as he sank in, your soft, velvety walls welcoming his cock. "As many times as you want." He started rolling his hips, moving slow and deep, one hand hovering close to yours on his hip, "You've been so honest in what you want. I won't stop until my cum is flowing out of you like a river. I won't stop until you tell me to, plead me to." With each sentence he increased the speed of his thrusts, "I long to see you like that, my cum where it belongs, my cock where it belongs, your body shaking with pleasure."

"Asra." You let out a long sigh, you wanted to milk his cock dry, you wanted it now, "I don't want to wait."

"You're being impatient. Have you perhaps become a bad girl in my absence?" His lips closed around one of your nipples, hardening it with his teeth and tongue before releasing it to the cool air with a wet pop sound.

"No. I'm your good girl." You hugged his head close to your chest, your heart racing as your orgasm began to build rapidly, "I'm always good for you. So really should reward me."

"That so? Do you think good girls beg to be breed like bitches in heat? Do they beg to have a cock shoved deep into a tight little pussy? Do they beg to have said pussy ruined by cum?" He was playing with you, testing and prodding your boundaries, your limits.

"Yes, yes, I'm begging you. Breed me, push your cock deep into my pussy, ruin me with your cum, make me yours." You nearly wept as you managed to choke out the words interrupted by your moans.

Asra delivered a firm kiss on your lips, his hot tongue sliding soothingly against yours, "You are mine. You always shall be, my beautiful starlight." He sealed the promise with his cum, shooting it deep into your womb, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as the only thing that still kept you grounded was the warmth and safety of Astra's body on top of yours.

It was more than enough to bring you over the edge, your dream ending in a beautiful, almost painful climax and Astra whispering sweet nothings into your ear.

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Angel and David are just mick thomson and his wife😐

Tell me I’m wrong…

#redacted david #redacted audio #redacted angel

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Rook being an artist is literally cannon because I’m an artist and I’m actually rook🔫😐

#yuurivoice #yuurivoice auron #yuurivoice rook

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Autistic angel! ADHD angel!

these are all great headcannons BUT HEAR ME OUT

Arfid! angel.

#redacted audio #redacted angel #redacted david

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Ass or tits

Redacted and yuurivoice

A/n: made this in first period 💀

Ass

Gavin, Huxley, Asher, Milo, Sam, Charlie, alphonse, Lucien, Seth, Damien, Guy, Aaron, Elliot, Ivan

Tits

David, Vincent, Lasko, Auron, Finn, Faust, Geordi, Avior, Ollie

#redacted david #redacted asher #redacted huxley #redacted milo #redacted aaron #redacted audio #redacted damien #redacted gavin #redacted sam #redacted vincent #yuurivoice auron #yuurivoice #yuurivoice seth #yuurivoice alphonse #yuurivoice big red #redacted elliott #redacted ollie #redacted lasko #redacted avior #redacted geordi

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So Asher and babe coded

#redacted asher #Asher and babe

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Assigning mitski songs to redacted characters

A/n - i love song/character posts so much

David shaw - I’m your man

You're an angel, I'm a dog.

Asher talbot - Your best American girl

You're the sun, you've never seen the night

Milo Greer - Townie

I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be

Vincent Solaire - I bet on losing dogs

Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down. I'll be there on their side

Sam Collins - Last words of a shooting star

I always wanted to die clean and pretty

Lasko - Class of 2013

Mom, would you wash my back? This once, and then we can forget

Damien - working for the knife

I always thought the choice was mine. And I was right, but I just chose wrong

Gavin - liquid smooth

I’m liquid smooth, come touch me, too

Huxley - a burning hill

And I've been a forest fire, I am a forest fire

#redacted huxley #redacted asher #redacted david #redacted milo #redacted audio #redacted damien #redacted gavin #redacted sam #redacted lasko #redacted vincent

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When David carries you he throws you over his shoulder and sometimes always slaps your ass

#david and angel redacted #david shaw x reader #redacted david

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Redacted characters as songs

A/n: this would have been angsty if it wasn’t 7:02 in the morning where I live and I haven’t slept. I only done this with a few characters cause my brain is fried currently, I have like 10 drafts I need to finish and post.

David shaw:

Joshua - Dolly Parton

‘It growled at me and I swallowed hard, when he spoke his voice was low and deep but he just didn’t frighten me, ‘cause somehow I just knew he wasn’t mean’

Asher Talbot:

Harness your hopes - Pavement

‘Harness your hopes on just one person, You know, because a harness was only made for one. Cauterized in syrup and syrup's not molasses and I'm checking out the asses, the assets that attract us to anything that moves’

Milo Greer:

That’s what I like - Bruno Mars

Jump in the Cadillac, Girl let's put some miles on it, Anything you want just to put a smile on it, you deserve it baby, you deserve it all and I'm gonna give it to you. Gold jewelry shining so bright Strawberry champagne on ice Lucky for you, that's what I like, that's what I like Lucky for you, that's what I like, that's what I like Sex by the fire at night Silk sheets and diamonds all white. Lucky for you, that's what I like’

Vincent Solaire:

Bring me to life - Evanescence

‘Wake me up inside, save me, Call my name and save me from the dark, wake me up, Bid my blood to run, I can't wake up, Before I come undone, save me, Save me from the nothing I've become. Bring me to life, I've been living a lie There's nothing inside’

Sam Collins:

Before he cheats - Carrie Underwood

‘I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped-up four-wheel drive, Carved my name into his leather seats. I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights, Slashed a hole in all four tires, Maybe next time, he'll think before he cheats’

Gavin:

Closer - Nine Inch Nails

‘I broke apart my insides, I've got no soul to sell, Help me, the only thing that works for me, Help me get away from myself. I wanna fuck you like an animal, I wanna feel you from the inside, I wanna fuck you like an animal. My whole existence is flawed. You can have my isolation, You can have the hate that it brings, You can have my absence of faith. You can have my everything’

Damien:

Do I wanna know? - Artic Monkeys

‘Do I wanna know?, If this feelin' flows both ways? Sad to see you go, Was sorta hopin' that you'd stay Baby, we both know, That the nights were mainly made For sayin' things that you can't say tomorrow day’

Huxley:

Dark Red - Steve Lacy

‘I think of her so much, it drives me crazy. I just don't want her to leave me. Don't you give me up, please don't give up Honey, I belong with you and only you, baby. Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you) Only you, darling, only you, babe (you) Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you) Only you, darling, only you’

Lasko:

For the First Time - Mac Demarco

‘While she's been away, Living day-to-day has been tough. Without her at my side, Simply being alive has been rough and though she won't be gone forever, There are many times I find it feels that way and I'm not trying to forget her just understand how I'll be feeling on that day. It's just like seeing her for the first time again’

Kody:

Pumped up kicks - foster the people

‘Robert's got a quick hand. He'll look around the room, but won't tell you his plan. He's got a rolled cigarette hanging out his mouth, he's a cowboy kid, yeah he found a six-shooter gun in his dad's closet, and with a box of fun things I don't even know what But he's coming for you, yeah, he's coming for you. All the other kids with the pumped up kicks, You better run, better run outrun my gun. All the other kids with the pumped up kicks, You better run, better run faster than my bullet’

#redacted david #redacted asher #redacted milo #redacted vincent #redacted sam #redacted gavin #redacted damien #redacted huxley #redacted kody #redacted damn crew #redacted shaw pack #redacted solaire clan #redacted audio

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I like to think they’re kinda like the wendigos from until dawn

That might just be because I saw an edit on TikTok using them as shades💀

has anyone imagined any concept for what Shades look like? i know they‘re just life suckers but i like to imagine them as distorted bat-like creatures but much bigger. glowing black and grey leaving a glowing trail when they move. basically demon bats.

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it's the last day you can rb this

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It's not that I don't want to visit, it just wasn't on the list I made in my head

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Thinkin about Anton’s reader finding out their pregnant and before he leaves their bump is barely showing.

By the time he comes back they can’t even see their toes.

#anton #redacted anton #this wasn’t supposed to be angsty but somehow it is💀

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Huxley hcs

Genre: fluff and smut

A/n: this isn’t proof read and my first language isn’t English but otherwise enjoy! <3

General headcannons:

I love him, he’s so sweet man

He smells so nice (it’s a whole ass list cause I cannot contain myself when it comes to scents)

Floral, herbal, earthy, fruity and cocoa

Bro just smells nice idk what to tell you

He wears hoodies, sweatpants, tanktops, basketball shorts and a lot of shirts that reference video games etc

I think he likes r&b, hip hop and classic rock (maybe rap but idk)

Bro cannot live without headphones/AirPods (projecting)

He picks at his hands a lot so he always has hangnails by the end of the day but he cuts them off

HAS A SKINCARE ROUTINE

Amazing hands

Like these

Romantic headcannons:

He likes to spoon while cuddling(that one Patreon audio👀)

Bros like 7’0ft tall so he has to bend down while kissing you

Alternatively he lifts you up to kiss

You hold his pinky when y’all walk together

He likes to walk you to your classes (if your classes aren’t together)

He kisses your forehead all the time

You get matching pjs for Christmas

When you can’t sleep he either-

Takes you on a late night drive while music plays on the radio

Or

Wraps you in a blanket burrito and lays you between his legs while you watch a movie together

He traces shapes on your back to help you sleep

If you get anxious in crowded spaces and start to panic, he’ll stand infront of you and wrap his arms around you so no one can see you

You have midnight snacks together all the time which often end in him having to carry you to bed because your too sleepy to walk back to your room

Speaking of, he carries you all the time, usually the go-to carrying position is you sitting on his shoulders

If your dorms are far apart he walks you back to your dorm late at night so he knows your safe

You guys go on a lot of picnics together, you end up falling asleep with him on the blanket with the sound of birds chirping around you (bros just comfy like that)

Sometimes he calls you randomly and you talk for hours

You run around in the rain together, not caring if your clothes get soaked

Smut headcannons(below the cut)

Big hands and long, thick fingers

He likes to finger you in the morning when your all sleepy and sappy, whining cause it just feels too good

Before you were dating their was so much sexual tension so you KNOW y’all fucking good

Fucking in the locker rooms after he wins a game

Loves when you get needy while kissing him and start grinding on his thigh

Forehead and neck kisses in doggy

He leaves so many hickeys, when you walk into the kitchen in the morning he can’t help but smile like an idiot, looking at the mess he left on your neck and chest

This usually ends in another round before breakfast

Talks you through it

If he’s away for a game, you have soft missionary sex when comes back

He likes doggy style, missionary, full Nelson, cowgirl and spooning

Maybe lotus if your feeling up to it

likes when you tell him what you want, he already knows what you want but he likes hearing you say it

Holds your waist while you bounce on it

He doesn’t mind if you get tired while riding him, he can just move you up and down himself

He always asks before he does something (consent is hot)

Likes to make you finish at least two times before he even takes his pants off

Foreplay is just as important as actual sex to this man

He’s BIG(canon)

And he doesn’t want to hurt you so he takes his time making sure your properly stretched out

Aftercare is so good with him

He holds you while you come down from your orgasm then carries you to the bathroom to get you cleaned up

He gives you his clothes which look ridiculous on you but he thinks you look cute

He makes you something to eat and gets you to drink some water while you sit on the counter

If he’s making something in the oven or microwave, he stands between your legs and holds you while it cooks

He feeds you (yk whatever he feeds you it’s gonna be scrumptious)

Then he takes you back to bed (after he changes the sheets) and snuggles you while telling you how good you did and how proud he is of you

#huxley x freelancer #huxley x reader #redacted huxley #redacted freelancer #redacted headcanons #Huxley #freelancer

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Sometimes inside thoughts are nice😄

me after posting i wanna peg marcus and put my phone on vibrate and put in my ass