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#thanks to everyone who sent in prompts! #i’ll probably get to them this weekend. and the one-liners. #trying to be so normal about missing the hann/bal reunion #tying to be SO normal about it. i thought i wouldn’t mind #not going/not having the money but gee golly! guess who #actually feels kind of gutted that they didn’t go. 😌

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&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜

❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜

❛ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜ 

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜ 

❛ you look like you've got something to say. ❜

❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ well? how do i look? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ do you mind if i smoke? ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜

❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ i’ve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ i want you to forget this ever happened. ❜

❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜

❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜

❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜

❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜

❛ kiss me again. ❜

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜

❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜

❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜ 

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ i was wrong about you. ❜ 

❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜

❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜

❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

#* <3 * #going to nap for a bit then continue to work on things.

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#okay - updated my aesthetic and slides! #i do need to re-do my icon border but i'm going to take a small break. #liking this sooo much more.

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THE CROWNLESS KING SPOKE WITH STONE-CERTAIN DISDAIN, a stiffness upon bearded mien. “ such is the world of men. i would not expect much of them. ” @arondir

#* IN CHARACTER. #ONCE WE WERE KINGS. #arondir #arondir my beloved. x #probably sometime post - azanulbizar.

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* like for a one-liner.

#i’ll be taking a look at any this weekend! #i may message you for a wee bit of plotting. 🤍

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THE HISTORY OF THORIN; A TIMELINE AND RELATING EVENTS.

here offers a brief overview of the different events marked in thorin's life from his birth to his death, as well as the coming of the messenger of morder to the gates of erebor. 't.a.' refers to the third age of middle-earth's history, in the time of the sun and the moon.

T.A. 2590: king thrór re-establishes erebor, 591 years after thráin the first founded it, and 380 years after thorin the first abandons it for the grey mountains. though the alliance between durin's folk and the kingdom of mirkwood had already been made, it is strengthened by king thrór's return. the arkenstone is discovered. in T.A. 2644, thráin the second is born.

T.A. 2746: thorin the second is born. frerin, his brother, is born in T.A. 2751, and dís, his sister, is born in T.A. 2760.

T.A. 2767: the alliance between king thrór and king thranduil is ended over a dispute of jewels.

T.A. 2770: smaug takes erebor. dale is burned. fréris, wife of thráin, is eaten by the dragon. all who can escape the mountain hide, awaiting more survivors. after a week, king thranduil arrives with a host to aid erebor. however, seeing it lost and deeming it and the dwarves without hope, he turns and leads his army back into mirkwood. while some dwarves go to the iron hills, the rest of the dwarves of erebor depart to dunland. after a few months, the remaining dwarves, led by queen durís, wife of thrór, starve to death in hiding in the mountain.

T.A. 2799: the battle of azanulbizar takes place in front of moria. here, king thrór and frerin are slain, and thráin is taken captive. thorin faces azog the defiler and earns his epithet. balin and dwalin fight by his side, while their father fundin is slain. lord náin, and his son dáin, arrive late to aid the house of durin. náin is slain, and dáin ironfoot, looking into the gates of moria, sees durin's bane. the battle is won, but no one is willing to enter the mountain while durin's bane still lingers. they return to dunland.

T.A. 2800: after thráin has been missing for a year, thorin is named king of durin's folk. he and his people dare to enter the realm of mirkwood, asking for food and shelter. king thranduil turns them away.

T.A. 2802: the dwarves of erebor, now led by thorin, travel to and establish themselves in the blue mountains. in T.A. 2854, dís marries víli of the blue mountains. in T.A. 2859, fíli is born, and in T.A. 2864, kíli after. víli is killed in T.A. 2875.

T.A. 2941: gandalf comes across thorin by chance at the prancing pony in bree while thorin is out looking for thráin. through gandalf's council, the quest for the lonely mountain begins. erebor is re-taken, smaug is killed, the battle of the five armies takes place, and the deaths of thorin, fíli, and kíli occur. dáin becomes king of erebor.

T.A. 3017: an emissary of mordor approaches erebor asking after a lesser ring and a certain hobbit ...

#* ESSAYS. #i think this will be helpful to have here posted as #a reference for people interested in plotting but intimidated #by the timeline!

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i am not asking you to die for me. say you will die for me.

lynn xu, “say you will die for me,” debts and lessons (orig.)

#THE CURSE RULED FROM UNDERGROUND.

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HEAR THE CALL, MOUNTAIN BOLD; IT BECKONS WITH SONGS OF OLD. SILVER WASHES OVER AND ITS PEAK WEEPS GOLD. DURIN'S KING BECOMES LEGEND IN STONE. by guinevere.

#* PROMOTION.

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THE ARKENSTONE,   ONE OF THE SILMARILS;   A SHORT ESSAY.

what we wanted was to say that even with all the wealth of erebor,   thorin could not rest until he had the arkenstone.   this one peerless jewel that,   in thorin’s estimation,   bestowed kingship upon its possessor.   without it he was not whole.   he had invested so much meaning in the arkenstone that without it he felt his identity and legitimacy were incomplete.   in the end,   as impressive and otherworldly as it was,   the stone was just a material object,   a bauble,   a trinket.   its power was attributed and not innate.   though he does not understand it,   thorin has given that power to the stone and trapped himself.     weta’s the hobbit chronicles,   PHILIPPA BOYENS’ COMMENTARY.

the story already had the ring and the gold,   so another talisman may have been one too many,   but the right to rule,   it being the king’s jewel,   is where the power of the arkenstone lay.   [...]   ultimately,   the arkenstone was just a gem and the power of loyalty was beyond a talisman.     weta’s the hobbit chronicles,   RICHARD ARMITAGE’S COMMENTARY. 

like the crystal of diamonds it appeared,   and yet was more strong than adamant,   so that no violence could mar it or break it within the kingdom of the arda.   [...]   and the inner fire of the silmarils fëanor made of the blended light of the trees of the valinor,   which lives in them yet,   though the trees have long withered and shine no more.   therefore even in the darkness of the deepest treasury the silmarils of their own radiance shown like the stars of the varda;   and yet,   as they were indeed living things,   they rejoined in light and received it and gave it back in hues more marvelous than before.   [...]   for fëanor began to love the silmarils with a greedy love,   and grudged the sight of them to all save to his father and his seven sons   [...]     the silmarillion,   OF THE SILMARILS AND THE UNREST OF THE NOLDOR.

but the jewel burned in the hand of maedhros in pain unbearable;   and he perceived it to be as eönwë had said,   and that his right thereto had become void,   and that the oath was in vain.   and being in anguish and despair he cast himself into a gaping chasm of fire,   and so ended;   and the silmaril that he bore was taken into the bosom of the earth.     the silmarillion,   OF THE VOYAGE OF EÄRENDIL.

“ the arkenstone!   the arkenstone! ”   murmured thorin in the dark,   half dreaming with his chin upon his knees.   “ it was like a globe with a thousand facets;   it shone like silver in the firelight,   like water in the sun,   like snow under the stairs,   like rain upon the moon! ” the hobbit,   CHAPTER TWELVE.

it was the arkenstone,   the heart of the mountain.   so bilbo guessed from thorin’s description;   but indeed there could not be two such gems,   even in so marvelous a hoard,   even in all the world.   [...]   now as he came near,   it was tinged with a flickering sparkle of many colors at the surface,   reflected and splintered from the wavering light of his torch.   the great jewel shone before his feet of its own inner light,   and yet, cut and fashioned by the dwarves,   who had dug it from the heart of the mountain long ago,   it took all light that fell upon it and changed it into ten thousand sparks of white radiance shot with glints of the rainbow.     the hobbit,   CHAPTER THIRTEEN.

the elvenking himself,   whose eyes were used to things of wonder and beauty,   stood up in amazement.   even bard gazed marveling at it in silence.   it was as if the globe had been filled with moonlight and hung before them in a net woven of the glint of frosty stars.     the hobbit,   CHAPTER SIXTEEN.

they buried thorin deep beneath the mountain,   and bard laid the arkenstone upon his breast.   “ there let it lie ‘til the mountain falls! ”   he said.   “ may it bring good fortune to all his folk that dwell here after! ” the hobbit,   CHAPTER EIGHTEEN.

the arkenstone,   the heart of the lonely mountain named erebor by the dwarves,   and found deep beneath its roots,   was unearthed during the reign of king thrór and declared to be a divine show of his right to rule.   thus the jewel was established to be a crowner of kings¹,   bestowing as much power as the descent of durin,   for the dwarves believed it to be a gift of mahal,   put forth in the mountain as a homage to their race.   in their creator’s honor did they mount it above the throne of thrór,   where it glittered for all who sought audience with the king of dwarves to behold².   inscriptions depicting the arkenstone were carved all throughout the mountain halls³ and upon great tapestries that hung in the places of history and remembrance.   so it remained ‘til the coming of the dragon,   smaug,   who claimed the mountain and all of its treasure,   devouring the dwarves within it.   in this manner the arkenstone was lost,   for thrór took it from his throne and carried it with him to the treasury,   where the dragon was reveling in its hoard and causing great flying mounds of gold and gems with its wings.   thrór fell and the arkenstone fell with him,   out of his grasp and into the swell of coins that mounted the steps before him.   as it was to be,   the arkenstone remained in smaug’s piles ‘til the company of thorin,   son of thráin,   son of thrór,   descended upon the mountain,   and with the help of the contracted burglar and hobbit,   bilbo baggins,   procured the arkenstone from the dragon,   a creature later slain by one of the race of men.   the arkenstone exchanged hands ‘til,   at the death of thorin,   it was placed upon his breast by bard,   dragon-slayer,   in a display of good will to the dwarves who were now to be the allies of the men of dale henceforth under the reign of king dáin,   son of náin,   son of grór,   and king bard,   descendant of girion.   no longer would the arkenstone crown a dwarf on the throne,   for it was decided,   in honor of his great sacrifice and the mourning of the cost of his quest,   that the jewel would be buried with thorin,   so that he would be crowned forevermore. 

the arkenstone,   though called by the dwarves to be the heart of the mountain,   may never have been so,   and instead be a silmaril forged by fëanor and lost to the depths of the earth with the undoing of maedhros,   son of fëanor,   who flung himself into a gaping chasm.

the choice of arkenstone is significant,   since in other writings tolkien was making at the same time he was using a variant of the same name as a term for the silmarils themselves,   forging a link between the jewels of fëanor and the arkenstone of [thrór] in the legendarium   [...]   the idea that the arkenstone could be a silmaril,   or was at least somehow linked to the silmarils in tolkien’s mind,   has additional support from the philosophical roots of the word.   [...]   like the silmarils in the main branch of the legendarium,   and unlike the one ring in the sequel,   the arkenstone inspires greed but is not itself malicious in any way   [...]     THE HISTORY OFTHE HOBBIT.

though many will point to the finality of one statement that the silmarils could not be found again unless the world was broken and re-made anew:

tolkien had in fact at that point changed his mind four times in the previous fifteen years about the holy jewels’ fate,   all in a series of unpublished works that remained in flux and were each to be replaced by a new version of the story   [...]   it is thus more than possible that tolkien was playing in the hobbit with the idea of having one of fëanor’s wondrous jewels re-appear,   no doubt the one that had been thrown into a fiery chasm,   and lost deep within the earth   —   which is,   after all,   exactly where the dwarves find the arkenstone,   buried at the roots of an extinct volcano.     THE HISTORY OFTHE HOBBIT.

the silmarils may inspire greed,   but they merely reflect the heart of the one who possesses them,   and are no source of evil,   nor do they hold magical sway beyond the manner with which all covet them for their great beauty⁴.   the silmaril named the 'arkenstone' by the dwarves did not encourage madness in either thrór nor thorin⁵.   while they both desired the jewel greatly,   it was because of the power that they themselves attributed to it,   and not anything that the arkenstone itself was able to exact.   the light of the two trees,   which the arkenstone encases, is a good and beauteous light,   and it is only the imperfect heart that all carry and that drives those who see the silmarils to commit treacherous deeds for them which taints the jewels⁶.   in the end,   it was the corruptions of the dwarf ring given to the line of durin long ago that wholly cursed them with a dark greed and a darker madness.   as said by balin,   the arkenstone would not have stayed thorin’s madness,   nor prevented it,   but exacerbated it by its presence.

FOOTNOTES:

1 “ that stone crowns all.   it’s the summit of this great wealth,   bestowing power upon he who bears it.   would it stay his madness?   no,   laddie.   i fear it would make him worse.   perhaps it is best it remains lost. ” THE HOBBIT TRILOGY FILMS.

2    fëanor,   having been supposedly taught by aulë   (mahal),   and with the dwarves being the creation of aulë,   leads to the belief that they would be able to facet the otherwise impervious silmaril,   whilst any other race would not be able to do so,   no matter any secrets learnt.   however,   this interpretation will adhere to the film portrayal of the arkenstone,   which has it smooth and further supports the theory.

3 one such inscription can be seen in the film,   read as:   herein lies the seventh kingdom of durin’s folk.   may the heart of the mountain unite all dwarves in defense of this home.

4 in the film,   smaug tells bilbo that the arkenstone shall corrupt thorin’s heart and thus destroy him and drive him mad.   the dragon was,   of course,   lying,   attempting to sway the loyalties of bilbo’s heart,   as it had been trying to for most of the conversation,   whether that scheme was lying about the arkenstone’s power,   or that the dwarves valued bilbo so little.   in truth,   as smaug’s powers of cleverness knew,   thorin would be the one to drive himself mad over the stone,   and not the stone itself.

5 nor did the arkenstone inspire any such madness or lust within bilbo baggins,   who was in possession of the jewel for quite some time,   and did not feel any such inclinations past how heavy it seemed to be in his hold:

his small hand would not close about it,   for it was a large and heavy gem;   but he lifted it,   shut his eyes,   and put it in his deepest pocket.     the hobbit,   CHAPTER THIRTEEN.

6 it is true that those with evil intent   (forgoing the idea that mortals cannot touch the silmarils,   which shall not be considered for this,   as it does not fit no matter how holy they may be,   and appears to be an inconsistent particular)   cannot touch the silmarils lest they be burned.   one must consider that bilbo baggins had no evil intent,   and thus was able to carry the stone.   neither did bard,   who also held onto the stone for a period of time.   evil intent,   however,   is a manner of perception;   was thrór truly being evil by his greed,   or disagreeing on the payment of goods for the elves,   should he believe himself in the right?   was thorin,   up to a certain point in the delirium of the dragon-sickness,   behaving evilly as he protected the mountain and what lay inside of it against the perceived threats?   disregarding the fact that we,   as the readers and viewers,   know these to be bad choices,   these characters believed in their hearts,   however swayed,   that they were justified.   ‘til later deeds,   thorin may have been able to hold the arkenstone,   as thrór had,   but his treatment of bilbo baggins after the hobbit’s betrayal would have rendered him unable to touch the arkenstone,   for that was an ill-committed deed and a black mark upon the feelings they shared for one another.   should thorin have lived,   he would still not have been able to touch the arkenstone until he had made amends with bilbo and otherwise honored his word.   it is possible that he may have never been able to ever touch the arkenstone at all.

#okay a few notes: i did not realize how #contentious this opinion was until i researched it but #for this blog and the fact that tolkien went back and forth and #seemingly never decided -- i decided that i liked it. #and yes i do know that it was originally discovered by thrain the first. in how i'm blending #book and films i'm sticking with it being discovered in thror's reign #because i think it fits well into the concepts of #the right to rule / a divine show of good fortune that #helps lend some more establishing this gem as being elevated past a mere heirloom and #why it became such a focus of thorin that i think was not as ... clarified in the book. which for the book #as it was/is at the time didn't need. #* ESSAYS.

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THE GOLD-SICKNESS OF THORIN;   A SHORT ESSAY.

seven rings [sauron] gave to the dwarves   [...]   the dwarves indeed proved tough and hard to tame;   they ill endure the domination of others,   and the thoughts of their hearts are hard to fathom,   nor can they be turned to the shadows.   they used their rings for only the getting of wealth;   but wrath and an overmastering greed of gold were kindled in their hearts   [...] the silmarillion,   OF THE RINGS OF POWER AND THE THIRD AGE.

long hours in past days thorin had spent in the treasury,   and the lust of it was heavy on him.   though he had hunted chiefly for the arkenstone,   yet he had an eye for many another wonderful thing that was lying there.     the hobbit,   CHAPTER FIFTEEN.

and already,   so strong was the bewilderment of the treasure upon [thorin],   he was pondering whether by help of dáin he might not recapture the arkenstone and withhold the share of the reward.     the hobbit,   CHAPTER SEVENTEEN.

while sauron could not tame to his will the dwarves,   through his seven rings he kindled in the hearts of the bearers and their descendants a great desire for gold so long as they possessed their particular ring.   such is the tragedy that befell particularly the ruling descendants of the line of durin who treasured their ring and wore it age upon age.   the gold-sickness ran deep in thrór’s lineage.   thrór did not take off his ring save to present it to his son,   thráin, on the eve of the battle of azanulbizar   (2799 of the third age),   though the sickness and passing years had long-since robbed thrór of his ability to rule unhindered by his constant and greedy ruminations on gold and the acquiring of it,   which had tinged the last decade of his reign upon erebor’s throne and waned the formerly present good-will of his dwarf heart.   thráin had grown in the presence of the ring since birth,   sharing in his father’s gold-sickness as it too mounted steadily within him.   the ring was taken from thráin on the battlefield by azog the defiler,   and thus the last and mightiest of the dwarf rings was held once more by sauron.   remnants of the magical madness,   kindled yet dormant,   remained in thorin¹.

thrór’s love of gold had grown too fierce.   a sickness had begun to grow within him.   it was a sickness of the mind. THE HOBBIT TRILOGY FILMS.

“ a strain of madness runs deep in that family.   his grandfather lost his mind.   his father succumbed to the same sickness.   can you swear thorin oakenshield will not also fall? ” THE HOBBIT TRILOGY FILMS.

“ yes,   i’m afraid.   i fear for you.   a sickness lies upon that treasure hoard.   a sickness which drove your grandfather mad. ” THE HOBBIT TRILOGY FILMS.

“ dragon sickness.   i’ve seen it before.   the look, the terrible need.   it is a fierce and jealous love,   bilbo.   it sent his grandfather mad. ” THE HOBBIT TRILOGY FILMS.

dragon-sickness differs from gold-sickness in that the former is brought about because a dragon has long-brooded over gold now in the ownership of another.   the potency of a dragon’s greed is a cause of concern for all,   for few can shelter their hears from its hissing,   slithering call.   many become consumed by it,   while others find its effects,   though pervasive, fleeting².   the effects of dragon-sickness are alike to gold-sickness,   but more swift than the latter that has crept into the heart for decades.   in this way,   dragon-sickness can be more easily overcome,   but gold-sickness cannot be wholly cured once it has taken hold.   dwarves under the influence of such a madness   (whether slowly or suddenly)   let their greed for gold define them.   their thoughts,   their dreams,   and their actions are consumed by the want to see gold,   touch gold,   and gather gold,   ‘til such necessities such as eating,   drinking,   and sleeping no longer interest them.   they either flee with their gold (sometimes in search of more of it),   never to be seen again,   or die malnourished and sleep-less upon their hoard   (in some instances they may try to consumed the gold and jewels,   thus choking and destroying their insides).   one can either exacerbate or work in tandem with the other to pull the unfortunate dwarf into the throes of a hopeless gold-lust³.

thorin,   a dwarf already affected by the gold-sickness inside himself awoken by the presence of erebor’s great hoard,   had these effects quickened by the presence of dragon-sickness as well.   while it took thrór many,   many years of the gold-sickness building upon itself before it changed the manner in which he ruled his kingdom,   thorin was taken almost immediately upon the sight of it because of smaug’s powerfully mountainous greed⁴.   there would have been no hope,   no matter how diligently he tried to manage himself or attempted with gandalf’s wizardry,   to separate from the longings that had plagued his family since the gift of the ring for the longbeards.   while he strove to fight it,   to proclaim that he was not his grandfather⁵ and that he would not succumb to the same weakness,   it had overtaken him and his demeanor the moment the gold glittered around him.   he no longer understood anything besides the piles of riches.   he did not trust his company,   the dwarves he no longer recognized.   the intensity of his reaction to bilbo’s betrayal becomes entirely uncharacteristic⁶ and driven solely by the greed to keep what he had claimed in the mountain.   it was the only thing that had meaning for him,   a meaning that went far above his own life or his bonds.

thorin witnessed his grandfather experiencing the sickness of the gold;   it had been coming to him,   something he feared.   [...]   i saw the sickness as a mental disease that manifested itself in an irrational mind in a degenerative way.   thorin did not recognize himself or those around him.   there was forgetfulness,   fury,   sudden clarity,   memory loss,   memory gain,   but it was also a kind of fever.   when close to the gold,   thorin felt its heat,   and when it was distant he craved its warmth,   like a drug addict.   the gold was restorative and regenerative,   but had side effects,   draining him,   fatiguing him,   slowing him down.     weta’s the hobbit chronicles,   RICHARD ARMITAGE’S COMMENTARY. 

it is through incredible fortitude and a noble heart that thorin is able to overcome for a time the gold and dragon-sickness so that he could go forth and lead the dwarves in the battle of the five armies for erebor.   the supportive   (and accusatory)   words from the company,   his friends,   served to temporarily push,   or let be swallowed,   the sickened part of him that had put him in a perilous daze of greed.   this overcoming was not forever,   and while the dragon-sickness was conquered,   the gold-sick part of thorin still remained,   though buried⁷.   without both the loyalty of his company and the necessity of bilbo’s well-intentioned stealing,   as well as thorin’s own resolve,   he would not have come out of it in time,   perhaps even not at all.   the moment depicted upon the golden floor is not a triumph,   but a show of determination and resilience against the battle within his head.   it was a battle and a long-held fear he needed to fight with himself before he could fight for his people and their home.

[...]   in a way,   his possession of gold,   the totality of 'everything' he had wished for,   which had brought him to this lonely place,   was the turning point.   seeing and hearing what he had become reflected back at him,   the gold consuming him and sucking him under,   his last breath nearly taken,   drowning,   is as close to death as thorin had come.   it was as if he was jolted awake.     weta’s the hobbit chronicles,   RICHARD ARMITAGE’S COMMENTARY.

the gold-sickness of durin’s line ended with the death of thorin (and sauron’s reclamation of the last dwarf ring).  while the hearts of dwarves forever remain fond of gold and the beauty of all that glimmers,   the greed would never become hereditary as it had with thrór’s family.   thorin may not have remained impervious to his grandfather’s madness,   but it was with the stout heart of a true king that he fought that madness and rose above it for the dwarves,   his kin,   his people.

FOOTNOTES:

1   thorin’s sister,   dís,   and his brother,   frerin,   both also had exposure to the greed of sauron’s dwarf ring.   frerin died without his gold-sickness showing,   and dís never once felt the tug of the call.   fíli and kíli never came into contact with the ring,   thus breaking the line of gold-sickness.   it is said that those fair-haired of durin’s line,   such as dís and fíli’s blonde hair,   is a manifestation of the durin line’s greed for gold,   turned that color by it.

2   each member of the company felt the effects of dragon-sickness and the enchantment of the gold,   including bilbo,   but it passed,   unlike with thorin.   as described in:

all the same mister baggins kept his head more clear of the bewitchment of the hoard than the dwarves did.   long before the dwarves were tired of examining the treasure,   he became weary of it   [...]     the hobbit,   CHAPTER THIRTEEN.

3   some have speculated whether or not the carrying of the one ring by bilbo baggins exacerbated thorin’s sickness,   but given the dwarves’ ability to resist the will of sauron,   it would have had no impact on thorin or the rest of the company.   they would not have been tempted by it on its own.

4    the moment thorin steps out into view of the hoard,   his breath is taken away,   and his pallor pales further,   as if immediately sickened and enchanted by the sight of it and being in its presence.

5    thorin states in the film,   “ i am not my grandfather ”,   and balin returns with  “ you’re not yourself ”.

6   it is unclear whether or not thorin would have truly thrown bilbo off of the ramparts.   thorin’s sickness had become a singular trust and obsession with bilbo over the rest of the company,   and the perceived betrayal pushes thorin into a disbelieving hurt that is then turned to fury and shame with the audience before him.   if gandalf had not arrived,   thorin may very well,   in his addled state,   thrown bilbo over.

7   if thorin had lived,   the gold-sickness would have remained with him for the rest of his life.   it is not a curable madness,   only able to be tamed and endured with a careful discipline and the watchful gaze of his friends and family.   while it would not have progressed to the same intensity as thrór   (such as leaving him unable to rule)   as thorin did not wear sauron’s dwarf ring,   his involvement in the treasure hoard would have been reduced to very few visits and some restricted overseeing,   nor would he had been able to don much gold.   he would have gone through periods of flaring gold-lust before calming a day or five later and regaining his head.

#* ESSAYS.

[oakenbranch]

THE NEAR-SIGHTEDNESS OF THORIN;   A SHORT ESSAY.

“ how far do you think it is? ”  asked thorin,   for by now they knew bilbo had the sharpest eyes among them.   “ not at all far.   i shouldn’t think above twelve yards, ”  said bilbo.   “ twelve yards! ”  exclaimed thorin.   “ i should have thought it was thirty at least,   but my eyes don’t see as they used a hundred years ago. ” the hobbit,   CHAPTER EIGHT.

dwarves,   with their preference in remaining underground in the dim and dark¹ of their mountains where in such places little light oft reaches the eye,   are more near-sighted than any other race in middle-earth.   whereas elves can look across great distances,   dwarves can see very fine details not caught by others   (a trait that lends itself to the unmatched workmanship that they are able to achieve with their craft).   the near-sightedness of dwarves does not hinder them much²,   and while it becomes less and less easy to see far away unaided with age,   they are otherwise unaware or indifferent to any difficulties.   their architecture and ornamentation, comprised of straight lines,   large,   prominent statues,   stamped patterns, deeply embedded runes,   and embossed beads are aspects that reflect this lacking in their sight and ensure that the dwarves do not need faraway sight to be able to see these designs and journey through their realm   (though tapestries have a large part in depictions of family history and lineage,   flat decorations are rarely seen,   if made at all,   and many such sorts may emit a glow),   nor would they need eyesight itself to be able to relate to their adornments that are as physically interactive   (able to be perceived through contact)   (i.e. the rune-stone received by kíli from dís is meant to be felt as much as looked at)   as they are and can be visually³.

“ [...]   but fíli is the youngest and still has the best sight, ” said thorin.   “ come here,   fíli,   and see if you can see the boat mister baggins is talking about. ” the hobbit, CHAPTER EIGHT.

rare is it that a blow comes down hard enough to cause a dwarf, particularly a dwarf's head, any lasting harm,   but when fighting azog the defiler during the battle of azanulbizar   (2799 of the third age)   before the gates of khazad-dûm   (moria),   a swing of azog’s spiked mace caused the oaken branch that thorin wielded to strike backwards into his head.   he fell to the ground from a blow that was powerful enough to promise destruction unto his eyesight.   he wasn't able to see azog carried into khazad-dûm alive   (the blow left him with temporary 'double vision' that cleared itself before the final charge,   and henceforth marked the gradual loss of his far sight).

[...] a young dwarf prince facing down the pale orc,   his armor rent,   wielding nothing but an oaken branch as a shield.   blow after blow the orc delivered upon this branch,   ‘til one such powerful swing drove it back into the prince’s head,   sending him down to the ground [...] THE HOBBIT TRILOGY FILMS.

the adjustment was difficult the more it deteriorated,   but with determined practice and training,   as well as gradually heightened hearing   (he has become particularly adept at hearing and recognizing sounds,   as well as when certain people are speaking),   has him able to do battle with as much skill as any other warrior   (instead of mostly direct attacks,   thorin tends to twirl with his weapon or use broad,   upward strokes as a means to make sure that he strikes his enemy and does not fall short because he cannot strike as precisely)   (i.e. this form can be seen most notably during the escape from the goblin tunnels)⁴.   his eyesight is not so far gone that he cannot recognize shapes and surroundings,   albeit distorted or faint depending on the distance between him and what his eyes search for.   around one meter   (sometimes a little farther,   sometimes less)   is as far as he can see without beginning to struggle,   but this depends on how well-rested he is,   and the distance is oftentimes less than rather than met.   thorin can see up close as crystal-clearly as his fellow dwarves.   

seasons passed,   and he adapted to not being able to see as well as others,   not thinking much on it save for when journeying required someone with sharper eyes than his   (the blur is not so great that he cannot make plenty a journey himself,   which he usually does).   his experience serves him well and makes up for what he lacks in his eyesight.   save for a few strange instances that may cause unaware dwarves to scratch their beards⁵,   balin,   dwalin,   dís,   fíli,   and kíli are the only ones aware of the truth and do their best to discreetly support him without tramping upon his position of leader   (this can be disheartening and infuriating for thorin,   who either bears it silently if he has no choice,   or resists their efforts).

amidst the mourning for those who were lost during the battle of azanulbizar,   which claimed the lives of thrór,   thorin’s grandfather,   frerin,   thorin’s younger brother,   and ended with the disappearance of thráin,   thorin’s father,   his eyesight was not forefront on his mind,   and remained far from it for a while.   indeed,   it took nearly a year before he realized the change   (though he may have realized it earlier,   it took him at least that long to acknowledge it and far longer still for him to accept it).   however,   others around him,   namely his battle brother, dwalin,   and dís noticed much sooner,   and kept a closer guard around thorin.   he moved on without taking a moment to grieve his eyesight,   one more thing that battle had cost him.   working himself to nearly the end of his fortitude,   he toiled ceaselessly to regain the skills that had lessened or left him in the wake of this impairment.   he neither cursed it outright nor cared so little about it that it did not make him brood,   the ever-looming gloom of being hindered and thus,   in his mind,   lesser than his forefathers.   it was a weight set atop so many others,   another strain upon the dimming of his mind’s light,   but one that he had no choice but to bear,   even if it snuffed him out.

thorin fumbles now and then,   enduring humbling mishaps,   yet pushing on regardless in true dwarven stubbornness without letting himself or other dwarves take much notice.   he is set on still embodying the leader he wishes to be to the greatest of his abilities   (and perhaps past them),   and he does not slow simply because he cannot see the path as clearly.   he knows it is there,   and that is enough.   he will make it be.   he carries oval-shaped,   thin-wire spectacles in one of his packs,   but only wears them privately.

FOOTNOTES:

1   dwarves can see incredibly well in darkness,   and despite his near-sightedness,   this includes thorin.

2   this is because of stone-sense,   something that all dwarves have.   stone-sense,   in a summarized definition,   is the dwarven ability to sense the stone around them,   noting where it is safe and where it is not,   and using it to make their way through the mountains both in general and with mining and other such stone-related endeavors.   thorin’s near-sightedness is completely unnoticeable to anyone watching him in the mountain because of how his stone-sense guides him,   resonating a little more loudly than most because of his disability. 

3   information was drawn in part from this post.

4   in regards to archery,   thorin learned how to use a bow during his erebor years before his injury,   and while he can only use it to a certain extent depending on the situation,   he is still capable of shooting from one.   that is not to say that he is very good at it,   however.

5   thorin is very practiced at hiding it,   and while your character and others may figure it out eventually,   it is not outright apparent that he is so very near-sighted. your character and others would most likely not catch it ‘til they are explained to by thorin,   or are in a situation that reveals it because he made a distinct blunder.   he will mostly ignore the questions when asked.

6   that is not to say that he does not lead the company over treacherous paths,   which he does,   only that he merely hands over his place in the front when he thinks it is necessary   (and he is not always right about when it is not).

OCCURENCES ARE NOTED BELOW:

the hobbit   (AN UNEXPECTED JOURNEY)    he arrived late to bag end because he could not see the mark that gandalf had left upon bilbo baggins’ door,   which resulted in him becoming rather off-track.   he walked up and down bagshot row twice before,   on the third attempt,   he drew close enough to see the mark.   it is a myth that thorin gets lost easily;   this is entirely untrue. instructing balin to lead the way when they journeyed out of rivendell was partly because balin knew it,   and partly because it was unfamiliar enough that thorin did not trust himself to lead the company with his impairment and the steep fall to one side⁶. in the misty mountains during the battle of the stone giants,   thorin’s eyesight was obstructed considerably with the heavy rain-fall,   and he could not see whether it was fíli or kíli beside him when they were separated from half the company.   as indicated in the film’s subtitles,   he does accidentally call for kíli,   mistaking fíli for his brother. thorin does not realize that bilbo is not with them when they make it out of the goblin tunnels because he simply could not see well enough to notice he was not there and did not have time within the mountain to sense the stone   (one of two such accidental occurrences, and not because he disvalued bilbo’s safety). azog the defiler’s warg bringing thorin to the ground may look like bad form on thorin’s part,   but when the warg leapt into the air,   it was nearer to him than thorin had realized upon his approach,   and by the time it was close enough for him too see it,   it was too late; he had charged too near.    other commentary:   the ending scene with thorin looking out at erebor in the distance was moreso him knowing it was out there on the horizon and not because he could see it as well as the others in the company.

the hobbit   (THE DESOLATION OF SMAUG) the hardness of the stone path in mirkwood aided thorin in being able to lead the company for most of the way,   but,   as seen in the film,   there are several instances where dwalin has to find the path for him if it was coated in too much greenery. the longer he remained in mirkwood,   the more his eyesight slacked under its enchantment,   ‘til nearly all of his surroundings were a blur,   and his abrupt command for the company to follow him and stray from the path was because he could not see and felt cornered into making an unwise and hasty decision when he spotted distant   (false)   firelight. thorin does not realize bilbo is missing when battling the spiders because he still could not see well enough   (the second occurrence,   still as much an accident as the first, and still not because he disvalued bilbo’s safety). his boot stepping on the cord tied to the key before it fell down the mountainside was completely unintentional,   which is why he gives bilbo the look he does before he stoops to pick it up. other commentary:   archery is thorin’s least mastered skill because of his eyesight,   but that does not mean he does not still attempt it every now and then,   as one sees with the white stag.   he saves it for when he is certain he would not accidentally strike the wrong persons.   the incident with the barrels had him relying quite a lot on his determination,   but was also attributed to the culmination of his rigorous training to ensure that others,   including himself,   would not die because of his eyesight.   his throw that saves legolas’ life is a show of hard work.   most of his confident running around in erebor can be attributed to stone-sense,   but several of the leaps he makes were ones of faith rather than knowing for certain something was there to grab.

the hobbit   (THE BATTLE OF THE FIVE ARMIES) he could not see and be sure that bard held the arkenstone until kíli’s exclamation,   and that is when thorin’s face darkens with realization and his suspicions of the glowing colors that he could distinguish are made true. the tragedy is that he could not see fíli’s final moments,   not truly.   azog and fíli were at such a distance that while he knew who was standing there and what was happening,   the details,   such as the last emotions on his nephew’s face before he perished,   were lost to him. other commentary:   throwing the ruby was mostly the assumption that the shapes of either fíli or kíli noticed through stone-sense would catch it if he aimed it enough in their direction.   he has a decent aim that he worked on diligently throughout the decades.   the warning shot let loose at thranduil was a miss.   he had been aiming to wound thranduil’s ride from the start.

#and thus begins the pilgrimage of moving my essays over. <3 #i do want to outline a more merged telling of the novel/films so #some moments mentioned in this may change or be added to. #* ESSAYS.

[oakenbranch]

THIS LAST BELONGED TO THORIN, AN ENORMOUSLY IMPORTANT DWARF.

* the one they call 'oakenshield'. — private thorin of j.r.r. tolkien's legendarium, as portrayed by r. armitage. slides. the company ... @ringburden, @uruking.

#guinevere. twentysix. she & her. audhd & aroace.