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Today was a really good day. I feel genuinely happy.
Its friday.
I woke up to cain video calling me. I love seeing him and hearing him first thing in the morning. And when we're so sleepy we fall asleep easily knowing I can still hear him.
I had my first day of work as a baker. I made tons of cookie dough. I'm excited for what this future holds for me. I hope I love it.
I got to talk on the phone with milen for a good hour catching up and planning to dress cute and see each other tomorrow. She's my plus one to my first work party. And we'll go to oakland for drinks after. Shes not moving to LA anymore so I'm looking forward to having her around.
I think this next year will be really good for me. Life is really looking up again. Excited to see my future.
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Its crazy how cain really feels like he completes me.
I tend to feel that I need to take care of the people around me even if I'm feeling wild myself. I am aware of my selflessness.
And this man helps me feel like I can do these things but helps me not feel drained. He helps me so much.
I really cant risk losing him. Hes the love of my life. The one I feel at home with and that'll help me when I'm overwhelmed.
I truly love this man in and out. I love the way he makes me want to grow and change. He's worth it all.
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I've been with cain since the beginning of February. I've road tripped with him across half the country and back. Spent a week in the bay together and now spending two weeks in Oklahoma with no break in between.
I love waking up to him every morning and falling asleep with him every night. Hearing him burst into song everyday and recieving his kisses constantly. I love getting to know more and more about him.
Things are so easy with him. We often are thinking the same thing. And when we aren't it's so easy to compromise with him. I love being with him and doing daily life with him. I can't wait to live in the same state and the same home.
I truly do love Cain.
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Carolina Maria Carcamo
I am so fucking glad I've always made an effort to keep up our relationship. She has been one of the biggest blessings this year. I dont know what words to describe my love for her. I am so glad to have a friend like her. To have someone constantly listen and validate my feelings. Shes someone I am without a doubt going to grow old with.
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Phone calls are something I never truly enjoyed until 2020.
It's been very essential to keep up with my bestfriends who don't live near me. And it's quite nice to hear their voice even if I can't always be physically with them.
Last night Gabri called me to let me know he's Covid positive. I called Caro right after to tell her and ask Rudy's experience. She told me about her anxieties about the upcoming surgery. I'm truly thankful to have known this woman all my life. The comfort I feel when hearing her voice and all commotion of the dogs in the background.
This evening I called Keyvon as he was making spaghetti and meatballs. I love watching and hearing him make an effort to really take care of himself. Listen how his day was and what has been going on in his life since I can no longer be in his day to day. And I got to fill him in on my recent weeks. I appreciate how we let each other tell full detailed stories to each other and be so interested and encouraging towards one another. Hours pass by so fast with Key.
Then I called Gabri back and updated him on having no update on my covid test results. He told me about the stressful morning and boring day of his first day quarantine. Still lots of jokes and laughs when we talk. I'm enjoying getting to know him and honestly dying to see him in person already.
As I was closing my eyes to go to bed I got a surprise call from Milen. She started with "Do you wanna hear something crazy?" Which I immediately agreed to as we both giggled. She's truly one of my favorite people. Forever spilling tea with her. And beyond looking forward having her in my day to day life.
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"Can you get Covid from eating pussy?" Lmao
Tonight has been a MIX of emotions. Gabri's test came back positive. We're still waiting on my results...
We both want me to be negative so I can be healthy but both want to see each other 😭 so pros and cons on both results lol. This year has really been something bruh
December 9th, 2020
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December 3rd, 2020
Vanessa and I went to Ian and gabri's place tonight. They made us dinner. Brushetta, Pasta, and pizza. I made a chocolate cake for dessert and we had lots of wine. It was a fun lively night.
I had a great time
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Better than laying around my room being bored. And a little zest to the weekly life.
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I really unintentionally took him on a whole ass date ahahahahhaha. And it was a GREAT fucking day. It keeps replaying in my head
I picked him up in the morning and drove us to the acadamey of sciences in San Francisco. We spent about 3 hours pointing and staring at thing. Waleed gets real deep into his thoughts. It's fun/interesting to watch. Then we sat in the sun on the grass in golden gate park for a while. He wanted sushi for lunch so we went to a small place of haight street. It was so good (he eats a lot lol). Looked at some movies and music at amoeba and then ran around the market place at embarcadero in search for vegan sweets (his favorite) with not much luck. So I took him to whole foods on our way to meet keyvon and oorie at jupiters. We all had a great time getting to know each other. I really couldn't have asked for a better day. It was so great. :)
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November 12, 2020
I've made a new friend. It's been a while, with everything that's happened this year it's been hard to meet people or even see people I already know.
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Today he planned for us to get coffee, vegan pastries and chill by the lake. We got to talk about each other lives and stories. Ask questions back and forth. It was nice. To listen and be listened to. Acknowledging similarities and differences. Looking forward to more new friendships like this one.
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