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Pandora kept looking away, studying the sky instead. She had no idea why she’d brought it up. It wasn’t like talking about it changed what had happened. “Of course I didn’t. But he still died trying to bring me back home. If it weren’t for me, he’d still be alive.” Her voice was empty, void of feeling. To hide that the fact of the matter was, indie she was still hurting. Inside she was still grieving. This current tragedy in Roxbury had just brought up every bad memory every fear and sorrow she’d ever experienced. 

#Connor

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“You ask me? I guess not.. it's nice not being the only older kid in that house. And I can be quite the fun sister if I want to.” 

#Kyle #sorry for the wait!

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I am. Lets do this. 

#Harmony #sorry out of ideas for conversation x')

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Exactly! if we’re going to do this, we might as well bet everything on it. 

#Harmony

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For one night only? Yeah, I say we go for it! 

#Harmony

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“But thats good news right? I’m sure Benji will be really glad to have you join him at the house. He’s been stuck with little annoying me.” 

#Kyle

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“Well I had to sit around all day in moms office pretending to do my homework and listening to hospital chaos. Dude I would have loved to be a glorified babysitter, even if it was for you.” 

#Benji #haha they crack me up omg

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“Who is she? Maybe I know her.” 

#Thomas

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“Its so unfair! I had to go but you get to stay home and just chill? Seriously?” 

   “I didn’t go because I didn’t want to. What’s it to ya?”

#Benji #hehe #couldn't help myself

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School sucks.. I’m only here cause my mom threatened to take all my electronics away if I didn’t go.

I honestly just don’t have the ability to care about school right now.

#Thomas

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“The world is awful. Its not like this town is the only place where bad things happen, where people die or suffer.” She pointed out, knowing how dark she must sound, how bitter.. Oh well, she was beyond caring what others thought of her. At least tonight. “Exactly, they weren’t. But thats not your fault or anything. Its just what happened.” Pandora shrugged a little. She’d rather act like she didn’t care, didn’t feel, than think about the storm of emotions raging inside her. Every candle reminded her of what she had lost. Every sound of people crying tempted her to break down herself. But she wouldn’t, not here. 

#Clara

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“Sounds like a plan. So how is it going? Are you staying here much longer?” 

“You…you make a good point. I’ll talk to a nurse later, maybe.”

#Kyle #here as in the hospital : p

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“So what kind of look is it? You want one?” 

#Aaron

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“Exactly my point. Want one?”

#Harmony

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Pandora only nodded. Some topics were more of a challenge to talk about than others, some where the ones you preferred to speak of as little as possible. She understood that. More than he knew. “Partly responsible for my older brothers death. Does that qualify?” She asked, thought it wasn't a question in that sense. No she wasn’t responsible for taking a bunch of lives, but the one she’d taken had been the most precious to her. She’d involuntarily taken away her own happiness and Lennon’s as well. 

#Connor

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Pandora appraised him, knowing she’d seen him before but not having a name to put to the face. Did he want her to share her cigarette, or did he want her to share a cigarette from her pack. That was unclear but, she walked over and held out her cig to him. “Nice of me isn’t it?” 

#Kadin

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“That would do it I. I mostly blame fate, myself, the foster care system..” She shrugged. 

#Sawyer