You are the most disgusting nigga I've ever seen
omg my confidence has shattered ๐ฎ
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i'm in a mood for greek gods edition of blue lock cause i've had to study these statues forfuckingever
so.
Oliver is either dionysus or apollo...
it's the stark difference of being a playboy and a responsible captain smh
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are you gonna post more fanfiction ??????
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i'll announce it on the blog as soon as i drop it on ao3
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shidou's fantasy ;
"I want you to ride my face. Ride it so hard that you facefuck me."
and break my nose too.
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๐๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ฒ : ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฃ๐๐๐ญ, ๐๐ข๐ง ๐ฌ๐จ๐จ๐ง ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐๐ฌ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐๐ก๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐ก๐ ๐ก๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐๐๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก๐๐ง - ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐จ๐ง ๐
๐ซ๐ข๐๐๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ง ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐.
๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ, ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐. (๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐๐๐! ๐๐ข๐ง ๐ฑ ๐๐๐ฆ! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ) - ๐๐ข๐ง๐ค
Warnings : contains yandere themes, tags and additional warnings included in post.
Let me know if you guys liked it <3
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rich bitch check ๐คช
correction ;
*simplicity and class
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Hii bb, hope you're doing great
Idk if you're taking requests anymore but if you are is it possible to do one for shidou ??
Slutty man with a slutty waist with slutty intentions.
He is the whiny and immature one in the relationship.
Has a lean built body, slutty back muscles and visible abs that are lean which can be felt but not bulky.
Blonde happy trail - has dyed it before (ofc)
Heโs an adrenaline junkie. If you think heโs crazy during sex youโre right, but after? he is insane.
Tags : fingering, a little rough play, mentions of one pussy slap, hot and cold shidou, submissive fem! reader
Expect pupils to be dilated and taunting.
โYou thought I was done huh? Keeping me satisfied after the third one โn tryna make me cum early after the fourth when you clenched around me.โ Ryusei said, fingers going in and out of your soaking wet cunt while you tried to stop him, thighs pressed against his hand tightly praying he would stop taunting you.
โNah nah ya ainโt gettin away this time ~โ he chuckled, fingers toying with your clit making you scream, his other hand playing with your breast as his strong legs held yours down, chest pressed against your back and lips nibbling your ear.
โIโm gonna fuck you till youโre full of my cum. Till your pussy canโt hold it and you leak all over the fucking place. And thenโฆ Iโll just have to fuck it again wonโt i ~ sheโd be so sad if she was empty wouldnโt she?โ he cooed, slapping your cunt lightly, a whimper escaping your lips.
โAww itโs okay ~ itโs alright, baby. Iโve got you. Your boyfriend has you.โ he soothes you, kissing your neck sloppily.
Also Ryusei :
โHow โbout I turn you into a mommy ~โ
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๐นโ๐ผ๐ธ๐๐โ๐พ โ๐๐๐ผ๐.
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ : ๐๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐๐ฌ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ ๐๐๐ญ๐ฐ๐๐๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐๐ญ ๐๐ญ ๐๐ข๐ค๐ฎ'๐ฌ ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ.
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ : ๐๐ญ๐จ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐ฑ ๐๐๐ฆ! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ (๐๐๐๐๐๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ญ๐๐๐ฆ; ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐๐ซ)
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ : ๐๐๐๐ (๐๐ข๐ง๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐/ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ), ๐๐๐
๐ ๐๐+, ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ.
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก Tags : degradation, use of toys, exhibitionism (kinda), CNC, teasing in public, jealous! Sae, dom!mean!Sae, bratty!reader, spit play, pussy slapping, clit pinching, possessiveness.
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เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก A/N : Yes, I will be adding an additional part 2 this
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฒ, ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐๐ข๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค. ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ ๐.๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ : @๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐๐จ๐ฒ๐ฌ-๐๐ฎ๐ง๐ง๐ฒ
โMhm Sae not in hereโฆโ you protested, your moans being swallowed by the man in front of you as he pressed you against the door, his hands pinning down your wrists by your head while he littered kisses on your neck.
โYes in here.โ He said, licking the sensitive spot of your neck, biting into it lightly, drawing out a strained mewl from your lips. โYou wanted to be a slut for them earlier right? Too bad. The only hands that go on you are mine. The only privilege Iโll give them is hearing you rightโฆโ
He leaned closer to your ear, biting the lower lobe of it.
โThrough.โ
โThis. Fucking. Door.โ he said between littering kisses on your ear. Pulling away with his cerulean eyes meeting yours, he traced the bottom of your lip with his thumb,
โYouโre gonna do something for me.โ
Eyebrows pinched you wondered what he was planning to do to you. Reaching into the back of his pocket, he pulled out something small and pink.
Was thatโฆ?
โItโs an egg vibrator. And before you ask, yes. I was planning to use this on you tonight. The last time we had a party, Oliver wouldnโt stop talking about the โfuck meโ eyes you were giving him. Bastard fucking taunted me in the sauna, with how much he wanted to get into your pants. Butโฆโ he said, fingers lightly caressing your neck.
โNo one gets this pussy except me. Isnโt that right dove?โ
No one knew. No one knew that you and the midfielder were seeing each other; the camera always on the lookout for the person that the player was secretly seeingโฆ not to mention the breach of the contract with you being the manager.
You nodded with a whimper, hands circling around his shoulders to keep him in place as he went back to licking your neck, his hands moving towards the skirt you were wearing.
โSpread your legs for me, pretty girl.โ He commanded, hand tapping on your inner thigh. Bashful, you hid your face in his chest, spreading your legs wide open for him with the dark spot on your stockings visible.
โLook at how messy you are.โ He admired, the tips of his fingers lightly teasing the outer folds of your cunt.
โGuess my spit wonโt be needed huh?โ He chuckled darkly, hand becoming rough as he massaged your pussy, drawing moans out of you. Pulling away to stare into your eyes, he didnโt stop, fingers entering slightly in and out, teasing your wet folds.
โBeg me for my spit.โ
Clenching your legs as you felt his fingers rub tight circles into your clit on purpose, you let out mewls, biting into his shoulders as your fingers dug into his shirt. Feeling his hand pull away, you lifted your head to look up at him, only to be met with a cruel gaze briefly with a sharp slap on your cunt.
โI said. Beg. For. My. Fucking. Spit.โ
โPlease. Sae. I want your spit. Make me wet. Please.โ You begged, hands shaking at his shirt lightly as he gave you a dark grin.
โGood girl.โ He said, giving a quick kiss to the corner of your mouth, kneeling down to come face to face with the wet sight in front of him.
โNow. Watch me, dove.โ
Collecting spit on the top of his tongue, he let it fall onto two of his fingers, separating the digits to show you strings of saliva. Using the pads of his forefinger and middle finger, he toyed with your clit, looking up at you. Feeling embarrassed, you turned your head to the side, ear placed on the door where you could hear the sounds of low party music and people chattering in the background. Disappointed, Sae pitched your clit, causing you to tense with a broken scream, feeling a slap to your wet core after.
โWhat did I just say about looking away?โ
โTo keep watching you.โ You grimaced, chest heaving from the intensity of it all.
โHavenโt even fucked you dumb yet and look at you. Already a mess in your head and pretty pussy.โ He commented, monotoned. โWe donโt want the people outside to think weโre missing do we? Need to follow through with the formalities.โ He added, using the head of the vibrator to spread your essence.
โGet it nice and wetโฆ andโฆ.โ He tantalized in a low raspy voice, inserting the vibrator into you, the silicone string of it hanging out. โItโs in.โ
โGive this needy a thing a peck.โ he said, giving your lower abdomen a kiss, pulling your stockings up, wiping your essence off his hand crudely.
โFor the rules.โ He said, pulling his phone out of his pocket. โThis is the lowest.โ He said, pressing on the screen as you felt the small hum of the vibrator inside you.
โAnd thisโฆ is the highest.โ He said with a shrug, pressing on the screen again as you clenched your thighs together, the vibrations of the tiny device so strong that it drew out a whine and made your knees buckle.
โIf youโre able to get through the party like this. Iโll reward you. Offer might beโฆ something as exquisite as having my tongue down that needy cunt or if youโre a really good girl and make that pussy behave, Iโll let you ride my face.โ he challenged, his head tilting to the side. โCan do that for me, dove?โ
โYes, Sae.โ
โGood.โ He said with a small smirk, leaning in to give you a passionate kiss, hands lowering to your hips, his fingers pressing into the skin of your waist.
โLetโs go.โ He said, giving a pats to your ass as he pushed open the door behind you. โIโll go first. And then you come out after 4.โ
Waiting until the time went by, you walked out of the closet, walking towards the full length mirror in the guest room to make sure you looked presentable. Taking a deep breath you made sure to keep a calm composure despite the acts you were engaged minutes prior. Your heels slapped against the marble as you began to walk towards the living room, your walk going at a slow pace, considering that you had a vibrator lodged up your cunt.
โManager~ you made it! Thought you dipped on us and went home than going to the bathroom. Not a fan of alcohol?โ Aiku asked, raising his glass of liquor.
โYou know that thatโs bad for you right, Oliver? Even coach said thatโฆโ you scolded him sternly. Placing his finger to your lips, he shushed you with the pucker of his lips.
โShhhhh. Itโs not the time to get upset, manager. Its my party, and Iโll drink if I want to~โ he singsonged.
โAnd stuff like this is alright once in a while. You should learn to let loose.โ He chuckled, pulling his hand back.
Sae watched the interaction between the both you, eyes narrowing at the closeness of Oliver and you. Pulling out his phone, he began to drag his finger across the screen making sure to let you know that he still had his gaze on you. Feeling the slow hum of the vibrator in your cunt, your knees began to shake ; the urge to let out a moan driving your mind hazy.
Taking a look across the room you watched as Sae stared at his phone with his eyebrows raised, having a nonchalant pose as if he were just going through social media or his messagesโฆ as if he werenโt playing the jealous act of protecting his toy.
Jackass.
However you were grateful about the setting not being high like he had demonstrated before, causing your composure to be a mess and desperate for nothing but pleasurable friction stretching the walls of your cunt until you were satisfied.
โManagerโฆ.? Are you alright?โ Aiku asked with the raise of an eyebrow as he watched you grip your hand tightly.
โYeahโฆ itโs just a little chillyโฆโ you stuttered awkwardly.
โWellโฆโ Oliver drawled giving you a snide smirk. โI know how to warm a woman up in more ways than one.โ
You felt the vibrator turn higher, the pulse of it make your walls quiver with the need to be fucked hard and raw. Turning to give the side eye you watch as Sae took a sip of his liquor, one hand on his phone with his poker face.
Still playing his game? Maybeโฆ you could break a few rules and let him have the taste of his own medicine; punishment be damned.
Placing a hand on Oliverโs shoulder you leaned closer to him, king sure to give Sae the perfect view, making sure to look at him straight in the eye. Making sureโฆ to make him tick with the image before him as being as scandalous as it looked.
โI might take you up on that offerโฆ Oliver.โ
Pushing his finger higher against the screen, he narrowed his eyes at you, placing his half empty glass of water on the table, soon turning the humming off, making you want to fall until your knees kissed the floor with your body shaking until you felt relieved when it stopped.
Taking long strides towards the two of you, he was quick to step between Aiku and you.
โAm I interrupting something?โ
โNo. Not really. Was about to drop the pretty lady home.โ Aiku answered, giving him a smug smile, completely aware of the fact that Sae was uncomfortable, the expression on his face being the same yet laced with a hint of irritation. You forced an awkward smile on your face, feeling the intensity of the suspension between both the men.
โI was just about to take up the offer.โ you added, giving him an all knowing not-so-innocent smile.
Sae knew you were testing his patience, giving you the look of a warning with the grit of his teeth, making his jaw flex in anger. Good. It wasnโt fair only one could play this game.
โAllow me.โ Sae spoke walking past you to take his coat and yours off the hooks that held them at the entrance of the house.
โI could still drop her. You donโt have to bother Sae. Itโs my housewarming after all.โ Oliver responded with a smug smile. โWhy bother yourself with something as trivial as leaving her home? Pretty sure the midfielder has moreโฆ pressing matters to attend to?โ
โShut your drunk mouth.โ he retorted causing the brunette to chuckle. Taking your forearm in a firm grasp, his warning like eyes shot to yours.
โLetโs go.โ
Walking the both of you walk out, Aiku chuckled to himself.
How long were they planning to keep this up? The walls in his house werenโt that thick.
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ใ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ซ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐๐ซ๐ค, ๐ง๐ฌ๐๐ฐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ. ๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ค. ใ
๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ ๐๐๐ญ, ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ข๐ณ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฉ๐จ๐ง๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐.
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๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐
๐๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐ญ๐จ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข ๐๐๐, ๐๐ข๐ค๐ฎ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ, ๐๐๐ ๐ข ๐๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐จ (๐๐ก๐๐ฒ'๐ซ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐๐ซ๐ฌ)
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ : ๐
๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐ฅ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฒ?
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐ : ๐.๐๐ค
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ : ๐๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐, ๐ง๐ฌ๐๐ฐ, ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ข.
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐๐ ๐ฌ : ๐๐๐ฆ! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ง๐ฎ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ, ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ ๐ซ๐ฎ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฒ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ (๐ค๐ข๐ง๐๐).
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฌ : ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐๐. ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ค๐๐ฌ, ๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ซ๐-๐ซ๐๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ .
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐ก๐๐ฆ๐ : ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ (๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ญ ๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง)
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก (๐/๐) : ๐๐๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐๐๐. ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ? ๐๐๐ฌ. ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ, ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ, ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ !!
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฒ, ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐๐๐ข๐ญ, ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ซ๐ข๐ณ๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค.
๐๐ญ๐จ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข ๐๐๐
Being in a relationship was an inconvenience; having to deal with the screaming and shouting along with the mess of things thrown in anger across the room, not to mention the changing of work schedules for the sake of a significant other; having to come home early for dinner and going out on dates for the profession of love.
It all seemed bleak and pointless.ย
'Loving another is as good as killing yourself.'
At least that's what Sae said.ย
โIf you wanna fuck someone constantly why donโt you just get yourself a girlfriend or something?โ you asked, taking a sip of the glass of wine on the fancy kitchen island, your finger running on the rim of the glass.ย
โHaving no relationship is convenient. I donโt have to answer to anyone on why Iโm home late, no annoying texts to respond and just one person to fuck without attachments. Football is all I need; not someone whoโs gonna hinder my chances of being exposed to the world and everything good that comes with it.โ he said curtly, taking a sip of wine as he leaned over the counter.ย
To love each other or perishโฆย
and perish you did.ย
You knew the casual arrangement you had with Sae wouldnโt last in the long run; not when you had spent late nights moaning into the plush pillows of his bed and soft mornings when the sun would rise only to have him call you to help him with his tie, telling you he had a conference and storming out of the door.ย
You had spent more nights with him in a week than you had at your apartment, the return of you to your home making you feel lonely as there was only one person on the stove and eating at the kitchen island. There were conversations you made with Sae on the nights he let you over, going over to the other room to sleep.ย
โYou distinctly remind me of something Iโve seen in my childhood.โย
He didnโt say anything as he cut into his food with his knife and fork.ย
โAh. I got it. Ariel.โ you said, pointing at him as he gave you a glare, his tongue prodding into the cheek of his face, a look of disapproval.ย
โAlthough a siren would be more fitting than a mermaid for you.โ you said, biting into your own food as you heard the drag of a fork and knife against porcelain while he ate, the rest of the night passing into silence until the plates were cleared.ย
Nights with Sae had been silent, but not uncomfortable, his presence being enough in the room.
Until it had come to a stop.ย
โFuck Saeโฆโ you moaned, hand on his chest as he was above you, pouding into your cunt, one hand resting on the side of your hip while the other toyed with your clit. You breathed as he continued to pull groans after pleasure filled groans from your lips as the tip of his cock kissed the right spots of your cunt, making your back arch and your fingers dig into the pec of his chest.ย
โTake it you fucking whore.โ he grunted, angling his hips where he knew would make you mewl for him; lifting your legs to his shoulders where he would stare down at you, his weight pushing your knees on either side of your head until you were completely under him.ย
โRight there! Justโฆ ahโ you would repeat, his hips rutting at a ferocious pace, giving you what you wanted, making you cum around him as he watched you lick your fingers, rubbing at your clit, the visual making him groan.
โFuck-โ he moaned, cumming into the condom, eyes clenched shut as his grip on your hips loosened, dropping beside you to catch his breath.ย
And as always, he would lift his robes off the floor.ย
โWaterโs there.โ he said, pointing to the table beside the bed, the sound of the door closing as you were left alone in the room as the final word.ย
It had always been like this; you never complained nor did Sae do anything different, the door closing every time he was done with you, leaving you to wrap yourself in empty sheets, walking towards the bedroom that was at the end of the hall that belonged to him.ย
You knew your place, he didnโt even fuck you in his own bed; it was always the fancy guest room.ย
It hadnโt been long till you snapped, ruining whatever closeness you had with him.ย
โWhat the fuck.โ you muttered, zooming in on a picture of Sae holding the hand of an Italian model, walking from the jet, his hand on the phone while she wore a smile under the hat she was wearing, you heart clenching painfully in your chest; your phone vibrating in your hand from the notification of the said devil.ย
โ7 pm. Today.โย
The nerve, yet you couldnโt believe the picture of the article based on something he had said once during the conversations you had when wine in hand.ย
โTabloids. Theyโll do anything to ruin a personโs image.โย
You were going to be there at seven.ย
Opening the door, Sae was surprised to see you in something complicated, a shirt with a hoodie and jeans along with socks and shoes, too complicated to remove compared to his loosely buttoned up shirt and black pants; the message becoming very obvious as you avoided his eye contact, stepping into his house.ย
You werenโt here to fuck.ย
Closing the door behind him, Sae walked behind you into the spacious living room of his house, watching you sit nervously on the black cushion of the plush sofa.
Raising an eyebrow at you, he watched as you scrolled through your phone, showing the picture of the model to him.ย
โAre you with her?โย
โDoes it matter?โย
โAnswer me, Sae.โย
โAnd who do you think you are that I should answer questions to?โ he said, his tone turning grim and eyebrows narrowing, pupils turning small.ย
You had no answer as he came face to face with you.ย
โYou know what you are.โ his words digging into your skin, reminding you that you were nothing more than a bedmate to him.ย
โIf you think we could be anything more than that, you must be delusional.โ he added coldly, turning his back to you, tears forming on your lash line.ย
โYou should leave.โ was all he said, footsteps moving away from you.ย
You could still remember the pain that seared through your body, each step away from his place making you want to cry harder, the memories you made with him playing in the back of your mind, making it hurt more.ย
โDonโt gobble up the chocolates like some buffoon. Savor it.โย
โAre you a child trapped in the body of an adult?โย
It was obvious that you had something more for him didnโt you? But before it could reach that phase, he decided to shut it down. Stupid you, it was supposed to be something casual, yet you couldnโt forget the times he had kissed your lips, his hands digging his hands into the tresses of your hair as his tongue danced aggressively with yours.ย
Arriving at your apartment you were tired; emotionally drained, getting into bed as you didnโt change from your clothes hoping that slumber would provide you comfort, the sheets you were wrapped in being yours and not the ones in his fancy guest room.ย
It was missing his scent.
๐๐ข๐ค๐ฎ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ
โI want to be with someone who isnโt a hassle to break up with.โ he said, licking his ice cream as you listened to him in silence, your own cone in your hand as you sat on the bench next to him.ย
โAnd what was wrong with the previous ones?โย
โThey got too attached to me or I got tired of themโฆ mistakes made by me and they never came back.โ he said boredly.ย
โSeems like some old things never change.โ you said, shaking your head, biting into the corner of your ice cream, a few minutes of silence passing by before you spoke again.ย
โDonโt mind me Oliver, but why did you decide to tell your sob story to me when you can just go to a club and hang out with any girl you want?โย
โAnd thatโs the reason youโre the perfect candidate. How long have we known each other, bambi?โ he asked, tossing the last of the cone into his mouth, dusting his hands off the crumbs.ย
This couldnโt be headed in the right direction.ย
โSince college.โย
โHow many times do we see each other in a week?โย
โAlmost everyday unless I have work and you have late night practices. What exactly are you getting at Oliver?โ you asked, lips turning into a frown.ย
โYou know where I live, you know what I do and you know what kind of a person I am. So, why donโt we become friends with benefits?โ he asked, the question making you choke on your spit.ย
โWhat?โ
โHow about it, Bambi? Look.โ he said, placing his hands on either side of the bench, relaxing into it as he stared at you.ย
โYouโre not interested in me, Iโm not interested in you but. We get along fine. Iโm not seeing anyone and neither are you since you have time to come and see me and Iโve heard a fair share of your dating experiences as well. Soโฆ what do you say?โ he asked, the corner of his mouth stretching out into a smirk.ย
Maybe you had considered it for a moment, the college you blushing at the fact that Oliver had asked you to be his bedmate, but your dignity cringing at the fact that you had stopped to this level to become close with him. Narrowing your eyes at him you watched as he opened his mouth to add more lines.ย
โAnd if any one of us finds an interest in someone, the other can back out. No hard feelings.โ
No hard feelingsโฆ that went under the bus when you began to realize what this really held for you and what it was in its rawest form.ย
โMhm Oliverโฆโ you moaned, hands gripping at the pillow as he worked himself into you, hands on your hips as he breathed heavy, swallowing hard to prevent himself from cumming as he felt your pussy clenching around him as he toyed with your clit, letting one of his hands move from your hip, his smirk coming into view from the sight of your tits bouncing from his thrusts.
Reaching your hand around you felt the expanse of his neck, strong and pale under the lights of the lamp across the street as it streamed into the windows; the urge to mark him and make him yours calling out to you.
It was that night you realized that you might have fallen for him, s violation to wanting something with no strings attached.
โYou keep clenching around me like that, youโre gonna make me nut early, Bambi.โ he tried to joke, hips slapping against yours from behind as his fingers dug into your skin, the feelings of his lips on the side of your neck as he leaned over to kiss you.
Holding onto his hand while you were on your knees, you felt the expanse of the veins on his arm warm and big. You wondered what it was like to have your hands engulfed in his as you walked down crowded streets or wanting to cross roads.ย
You knew you wouldnโt get to experience that, keeping those thoughts to yourself until time had passed, fantasizing about it in your sleep as he would leave you alone, going to sleep on the couch after since โyou were a lady and you werenโt allowed to sleep on the couch.โ leaving to sleep alone.ย
It didnโt help that the pillows smelled like him, making you find comfort and warmth in it, nuzzling into the cloth deeper, your brain painting a picture of him hugging you from behind as you slept.ย
Four weeks into the agreement and it didnโt help that the things you saw reminded you of him.ย
โHe uses that brand of shampoo doesnโt he?โ youโd think noticing the brand name on the other side of the aisle, a basket in hand when you would be out grocery shopping.ย
โHe hates this brand of cereal.โ
โMintโฆ he might like it.โ
โThe pit viper are a set of species found in Eurasia and the Americas; similar to all other vipers, they are known to be venomousโฆโ the sounds of the television echoed in the room as you chewed on popcorn, feet perched on the coffee table, hand on the remotes pausing to watch as the green pit viper forked its tongue out at the screen.ย
Viperโฆ the color was too bright for his eyes but it reminded you of him nonetheless.ย
โWeird how he resembles a snake and yet likes something with feathers.โย
It seemed like you couldnโt catch a break even on your days off.ย
The last straw was when he had begun to appear in your dreams, making it seem like it had been a joke that he was so far away from you in reality. Oliver was kind with his gestures, giving you a light bite to things yet offering you nonetheless.ย
It made your heart flutter and your mind tear in two different directions.ย
It wasnโt long for your heart to follow; having it ripped to shreds in return.ย
It had been a night at the club, deciding to spend it outside with your friends; neither was it the night that had you tangled in Oliverโs sheets. The loud music and drinking had distracted you from him until you squinted among the lights, seeing a familiar figure of the same height standing on the nearest wall had a girl between his arms, making out with her passionately.
Your heart broke.ย
Your mind, now sober as you watch Oliver smirk into her lips, his eyes moving to the corner as he watched you stand there, both humiliated and have it rubbed in your face.ย
He didnโt stop either, going the extra mile to tilt her face and stare into your eyes, making you low away with the clench of your jaw as you walked towards the bathroom.ย
Even on the night off, you couldnโt catch a break from him could you? Traitorous tears flowing down your face as you tried to wipe them away only for more to pour down your face. Deciding to turn in for the night, you tried to save the best you could of your makeup, turning off the tap.
Opening the doorknob of the bathroom, you were surprised to find Oliver leaning over the wall casually as you walked out, turning his face to see you, a frown evident on his lips. You said nothing as you turned the other way, Oliver pulling you back with a hold of your wrist in his firm grip, stopping you from leaving.
You turned around to face him watching his lips as they moved.ย
โI know a look when I see one. The agreement is over.โ he said, letting go of your hand with a throw.ย
โAnd if you did, you are cruel. No wonder you canโt keep anyone for long enough, Aiku.โ you said, shoving past his shoulder to walk out of the club.ย
You ran yourself sick that night, finding comfort in ice cream and caffeine, watching movies on the couch till the sun rose.ย
So much so for not being a hassle.ย
๐๐๐ ๐ข ๐๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐จ
โSo, youโre telling me that you want a relationship without responsibility?โ you asked, biting into a chip as Nagi did the same, the two of you holding the game consoles in your hands, noises coming out of the tv as your characters fought against each other.ย
โYou know you canโt have all the good things in your life right, Miffs?โ you asked with a chuckle, managing to do some critical damage to his character while his eyebrows pinched together, fingers getting more aggressive on the buttons of the console.ย
โRelationships and responsibility go hand in hand. What youโre asking for is a gaming console without buttons. How do you expect to play if you donโt have one or the other?โย
โMhmโฆโย
โSo what you want is something unreasonableโฆ What brought this up?โ you asked, eyebrows pinched at the screen in front of the both of you.ย
โGirls are annoying. Doesnโt help the fact that Iโm a man.โ he said, simply, thumbs swiping at the controls.ย
โSo basically you want the benefits that a girl has to offerโฆ without wanting to be serious about it?โ you asked, a chuckle inciting from within you regarding the ridiculousness of his demands.ย
โYep.โย
โWellโฆ good luck on that.โ you said, exhaling through your nose, ending the game as you relaxed back into the couch, sipping on the soda that was set beside you.ย
โYouโre gonna be helping me with it.โ Nagi announced, making you spit out your soda.ย
Huh?ย
He watched your perplexed expression with a blank look, grabbing a few paper towels from ahead and handing them over to you.ย
โYouโre used to me. You know what to expect out of me which makes you a good reason.โ he said, joining his hands over and leaning towards you.ย
Wiping at the droplets of the soda on your lips, you wondered if you truly could handle him. You had had your fair share of relationships but never had it been the case where you would have a relationship let alone a casual one that you played games with or met on a daily basis. Things were bound to be awkward and uncomfortable once you had entered the point of no return and it was either continuing the path forward or simply breaking a friendship that had lasted long and leaving memories of it as a โgood runโ.ย
โIโฆ I donโt think it is a good idea, Seishiro. Weโre close and I donโt want-โ
โThings wonโt get awkward between us if thatโs what youโre worried about. You can still go out on dates and the same goes for me as wellโฆโ he trailed. โYou can still be my friend and gaming partner.โ he added with a side-eyed look, a smirk on the corner of his lips.ย
With the roll of your eyes, you settled into the couch beside him, munching on your chips.ย
Maybe things could work out.ย
Three weeks and things were starting to seem different with you looking forward to visits from Nagi or when you were called over to his house.ย
โ Faster. Go faster- hahโ you moaned, hands on his arms as he held one of your thighs close to his hip, angling his cock deeper into your pussy, wanting to give you what the both of you wanted and craved; the other on your throat, his thumb caressing the edge of your jaw.ย
His gray eyes bored into yours as he came close, leaving a kiss on your lips, thrusting himself into you, in and out, your moans pouring into his mouth.ย
โCum for me.โย
Your hips bucking into him as he swiped a finger at his tongue, rubbing the wet digit over your clit.ย
โAh- Seiโย
โGood girl. Let go for me.โ he grunted in a low rasp, giving you a final thrust as you came, your thighs shaking from the intensity of it as he overstimulated you, continuing to thrust into you even if you came, feeling your walls wrap around him tightly as he thrust in and out of you, repeating over and over again till you had a second orgasm and him, having his first. Heโd drop beside you, turned to the other side of the bed, muttering a โnightโ before going to sleep; morning would come with the other side of the bed being empty as you ran your hand on the sheets, not feeling a warm body next to you with a missing milk carton from your fridge.ย
He could have at least stayed for breakfast.ย
Things had been going fine for a month with Nagi coming over to your house or you going to his for the sake of getting off, the sound of the bed creaking under the weight of the both of you and the silence of the room now filled the room; until you found yourself craving more than intimacy from him.ย
It was always evident from your urges to run your hands through his hair when he was around you or the way you wanted to pick on him for letting his hair getting long, blocking his vision when he was out to play or the time you spent lingering in his room while he slept, wondering if he was seeing other people and if he felt anything towards you as you did for him.ย
You couldnโt tell your friends about him, knowing that you couldnโt have other people involved in your arrangement. Turning towards advice online proved to be of little use, giving you everything from the rule book of cliched movies, talking your feelings out with your partner; having to keep things to yourself seemed more easier than having to confront him about it.ย
An option seemed better than the rest; keeping a diary.ย
Noting down your feelings on a piece of paper than just listened and didnโt speak back seemed to be the new norm every time you would return from Sieshiroโs place or when he left yours, the routine taking place every night where you would write the emotions of the day, most it centering around the words; yearning, craving, missing and affection.ย
Until that very book was the reason for your ruin when you found Nagi flipping through the pages when you had left your room for a few minutes, his back hunched over the edge of the bed, his hands clenching around the edge of the pocketbook.ย
He said nothing as he stared at you with dull eyes and was quick to put his shoes on, walking out of the front door, eager to leave until you stopped him with your hand.ย
โLetโs talk about this Seishiro.โ you said, fingers digging into the sleeves of his jacket.ย
โThere is nothing to talk about.โ
โListen to me.โ
Silence passed over the both of you until you were the first one to break it, with you taking the support of the door frame while Seishiro stood outside your door; the two of you not caring if there were neighbors to hear or not.
โI told you that I wanted something simple. You just had to go ahead and complicate it.โ he muttered, biting through the words that left his mouth.ย
โI told you.โ
He looked at you, your eyes casted down to the floor as salty drops from your eyes fell on it.ย
โI had told you this was a bad idea and youโre blaming me for it? The last time I checked, you were the one selfish enough to demand something of me when you knew I couldnโt give it-โย
โThen why didnโt you stop it?โย
He stared into your eyes, searching for answers. Answers that you werenโt ready to give nor ready to talk about.ย
โExactly.โ was all he said, feet stepping away from yours until the distance became bigger and he had disappeared out of your sight.ย
Closing the door, you went towards your book, turning over the crumpled page; the imprint of his fingernails over the word of โaffectionโ; tears pouring down your face at the wasted love you were ready to give him but at the cost of it not being accepted and a broken heart.ย
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐
๐๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐๐ ๐ข ๐๐ข๐๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐จ, ๐๐ข๐ค๐ฎ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ, ๐๐ญ๐จ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข ๐๐ข๐ง.
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ : ๐๐ก๐๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐.
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐ก๐๐ฆ๐ : ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐.
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐ : ๐.๐๐ค; ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐จ๐๐ซ๐๐๐, ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ข๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ค๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐ซ๐-๐ซ๐๐๐๐ข๐ง๐
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ : ๐๐๐
๐, ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐.
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก (๐/๐) : ๐๐๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐๐๐, ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ (๐๐จ๐ซ ๐จ๐ง๐๐ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ), ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ, ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ, ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ !!
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐๐ ๐ฌ : ๐ฌ๐ก๐/๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฌ, ๐๐๐ฆ!๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ ๐ง๐๐ง๐๐ฒ, ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ฌ (๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ง๐๐ ๐ข), ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ง๐ฎ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ (๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ข๐ค๐ฎ'๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ), ๐๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐ก๐๐ญ๐, ๐๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ก๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ (๐ข๐ง๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฌ๐๐) , ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ญ๐๐ก ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ค๐ฌ, ๐๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐ก๐๐ข๐ซ, ๐
๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ข๐ง'๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ - ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐๐๐, ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐๐๐ค (๐ค๐ข๐ง๐๐), ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ฌ, ๐ฅ๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฎ๐๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ , ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ค.
เญจโฃเญง๏ฝก ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฒ, ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ซ๐ข๐ณ๐, ๐๐๐ข๐ญ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค.
๐๐๐ ๐ข ๐๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐จ
โMaybe if I turn to the side and angle my hips right thenโฆ it still isnโt of any use is it.โ
You had tried to pose yourself in the mirror for over an hour now, trying to look and convince yourself that you could see yourself differently than what others had said.
โThat shirt isnโt the right one for her, her tummy is showing.โ
โThose jeans? They look like theyโre about to rip from that weight.โ
โDoes she even have a boyfriend?โ
โWho could love her.โ
Memories of their words playing in your head as tears burned your eyes, you took a look at yourself in the mirror. Be it at the gym, the street, the mall or standing alone in the room with no one in it; you could feel their lingering gazes on you.
Stomach out of the rim of your panties, thighs thick enough to rub against each other as you stood in front of the object that couldnโt lie to you, making you face who you really were. There were times when you had gone shopping with your friends, an excited smile on their face as they told you how gorgeous you looked with the dress, not to mention the compliments you would receive from your boyfriend on the times that you had gone out with him.
Were they lying to you?
No one would want to have an honest opinion in their face would they?
This wasnโt a body worth revealingโฆ it had to be covered.
Picking out the nearest hoodie and a set of loose pajamas, you wore them, turning to look at yourself in the mirror once more.
Arms? Covered. Tummy? Covered. Thighs? Covered.
Sadly, it didnโt feel like your true self, but it did keep you safe from questioning your self worth.
โWere you that worthless because of your body?โ the thought making you want to curl up on the bed and cry, shutting the world out under your sheets, wishing that the hugging of a pillow would comfort you in some way.
Nagi knew something wasnโt right when he had entered the house, the air around him filling with tension as silence passed in the house.
Something wasnโt right.
Coming to sit on the couch, he noticed that you were not to be seen anywhere, footsteps usually padding over to where he was to help him with his bag or to arrive with an ice pack or a first aid kit in case he had injured himself. Looking around you were nowhere in sight, not in the gaming room, hands secretly pressing onto the buttons of his consoles playing a game that he had saved before leaving, nor in the kitchen, his attention coming on the closed door of your shared bedroom.
The door was never closed.
Something had to be wrong.
Opening the door, he was greeted by the darkness of the room. Coming around the bed, he watched the slight jumping of the covers, a sniffle accompanying every small movement. Crouched on the floor he placed a hand on you, making you pause.
โBelleโฆโ he muttered, the other pulling at the rope that hung from the lamp; illuminating the room dimly. Peeking out of the overs, you covered the rest of your body, the whites of your eyes tinged with red.
You had been crying.
โTell me what's wrong.โ he asked softly, trying to pull the covers under your chin, stroking your hair for comfort as you said nothing, turning your gaze away from him.
No answerโฆ he was going to have to be more patient with you.
โHmโฆ why is Belle sad today?โ he asked, dragging the husky plush that was placed in the middle of the bed; pushing the nuzzle of it into your face gently.
โChibi sei wants to know what made Belle sad. Doesnโt he?โ he asked, turning the plush towards his head. It was a childish tactic and display, but it had never failed to release the tension in the air or make you open up. Lifting one of your hands, you played with one of its ears ; Seishiroโs eyes catching a hold onto the attire you had.
Oversized hoodie that swallowed your body, the sleeves hanging loose off your arms, the hint of the hems of the pajamas peeking out from the corner of the blanket.
Lips forming into a thin line, he racked his brain for a question, attempting to make it subtle and not forceful.
โAre you cold?โ
You shook your head. The duvet was warm enough and with Nagiโs body heat, it felt better to sleep with thin layered clothes.
โYou know that hoodie is thick and youโll sweat in that right?โ he asked, pinching the sleeves of the hoodie, pulling your hand towards him as your eyes shifted to his. Nuzzling his cheek into the palm of your hand he laid a gentle kiss on it, making you nuzzle into the pillow.
โYou know you can talk to me right?โ he cooed, trying to make you open up to him. โHm?โ
โTell me whatโs wrong.โ
You didnโt respond.
โDid you eat anything?โ Nagi asked, your eyebrows pinching at his question, your lips shifting into a frown, a growl coming from your stomach catching the attention of him and you, causing your face to heat up as you retracted your hand back quickly, placing it on your stomach in embarrassment.
โYour tummy wants food.โ Seishiro said.
โItโs just upset.โ you replied.
โLiar. You didnโt eat anything. Cโmon letโs go order something.โ he said, getting off the floor and pulling the sheets off you.
โFast food will make me fat. I want to lose weight, Sei.โ you mumbled the words catching off guard.
โIโm eating with you though arenโt I? We can both be fat together.โ
โYou work out and play football. It's not the same as me.โ
โBut-โ
โIt's not.โ
โStarving yourself isnโt the solution-โ
โWhat other choice do I have?! You have the body of a fucking greek god while everyone looks at me like Iโm some kind of a vile thing. I go to the fucking gym but canโt wear push up bras around the gym like some girls do โcause I know what people will say about my body; canโt walking around like a fucking human being cause of this stupid belly and-โ your voiced cracked as you curled more into yourself on the bed.
โIโฆ Iโm justโฆ tired.โ
โIt seems like my belle has forgotten her purpose.โ Seishiro said, sighing; a hand coming to stroke your hair.
โPeopleโฆ come in all shapes and sizes, Belle. โN the first time we met, you called me a tall fucker. You remember that?โ he asked, gray eyes blinking at you as he continued to talk, the memory of the time you had bumped into him in university a few years back coming to mind.
โPeopleโฆ arenโt always kind; since the world comes with its own crueltyโฆ Iโve even had some people tell me to go dieโฆ or how Iโm a terrible football player.โ
โBut you play well!โ you said.
โSome people donโt seem to think that, do they?โ he asked with a tiny smile.
โBut you love me the way I amโฆ even if you call me an overgrown manchildโฆ or a tree fuckerโฆโ
โSo why canโt it be the same when it comes to you?โ he asked, face coming close to yours. โI knowโฆ I know what youโre talking about. Even if we both experience different thingsโฆ I hear youโฆ I feel youโฆ and I know it. People arenโt always the best to youโฆ but Iโll always be here for youโฆ and despite what they say, it canโt make me love you any less andโฆ thatโs what matters doesnโt it?โ
Simple words had held a significant meaning. And this was one of them, the explanation of it being solely that of one person yet it erased the seeds of self doubt from your mind as he kissed your nose, lips and throat, kissing you through the hoodie on your stomach.
He wouldnโt admit it out loud but he loved the feeling of resting his hands on your soft stomach when you would sit in the empty space between his thighs, playing a video game as he ran his fingers on your belly. He wasnโt a fan of skinshipโฆ yet it was something he loved doing, placing his head on your shoulder while his hands rested on the softness of your hips. It was something that made you all the more loveable and the need to be protected, the river of memories being broken by another growl of your stomach from not having eaten anything all day.
โMy (y/n)โs tummy is hungry. Iโmโฆ not a fan of vegetables, but I can make a salad for the both of us. I donโt want you to starve yourselfโฆโ he pouted, making you snort.
Ruffling the gray tresses of his hair, you got up from bed, taking his hand into yours.
โLetโs get what you want. Iโll eat.โ you said, removing the hoodie with silent relief flooding Seishiro as he smiled at you, getting up and pulling you off the bed, setting you between his thighs, his hands resting on your belly as you laid your head against his chest as he tapped away on ordering what he wanted with additional ice creams, knowing that a sweet tooth could brighten your day even if it meant getting sick with a sore throat. He loved running his hands on your body, his fingers digging into the softness of your curves during the times he had been intimate with you; or the soft morning where he would curl his arms around your stomach, the plush skin making him smile as he nuzzled into the nape of your neck, thinking how this would be the home of your future children.
It was the first step to starting a family; how could he ever hate it when it was the only thing that could make him into a father?
Starting a family with youโฆ that wouldnโt be so bad, the smile on your face as you tried to give him some of your ice cream as you turned around on his lap.
It could wait, but it didnโt seem like he would stop dreaming about it anytime soon.
๐๐ข๐ค๐ฎ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ
โSo, what makes you like the summer?โ the host asked as Oliver settled into the cushioned seat, arms crossed over his chest, his feet resting on the foot support of it.
โHot girl summer starts with the official bikini season.โ he said with a grin causing the host to laugh. โThat and Stockholm gets dark when winter approaches, only a few hours of sunlight during the day and the later half, you just feelโฆ like you have nothing to do you know?โ
โOfficial bikini season.โ you scoffed, turning off the television, going towards the bathroom.
Washing your hands in the sink, you took a look at yourself in the mirror, turning your head from side to side.
Running your hands on the side of your face, you could feel the soft layer of small hairs on the side of your cheeks, the thin layer of peach fuzz hair brushing the pads of your fingertips. There were reasons for peach fuzz to exist, with one of the reasons being to regulate body temperature, the research you did saying so; proving that there were necessities for such a thing to existโฆ yet it hindered your confidence knowing that you had it.
This was not what you had in mind for hot girl summer.
Scrolling through your phone, you watched many videos, each recommending what you could do.
Taking the razor to the side of your face, you knew the drill. Drag it up and then shave the sides of your forehead along with the sides of your cheeks; yet you hesitated.
Was this really necessary?
It was going to be an endless cycle of it being once shaved, repeating it all over again. Watching videos about having body hair seemed to cheer you up about your body, making you feel confident, yet you couldnโt help the hint of doubt that sat at the back of your brain. Bikini seasonโฆ girls looking pretty with long shaved legs, not a hint of scars raising their arms that were body hair free, making peopleโs heads turn; your friends posting pictures of the summer as they sat in their beach shorts and bikinis, playing the salty water of the sea or eating ice cream or catching a fish with barbequed evenings.
Something that you wanted to do but couldnโt. Staring down at your thighs, you watched how they had become thick, taking more space as you sat up.
Maybe it was time you stopped wearing shorts.
Over a period of a week you noticed everything about you, the scars on your body caused from scraping your knees during the times of your childhood, cursing at yourself when you were younger for not listening to your motherโs advice when she had told you to slow as you ran fast until you fell down or climbed trees and scraped your knees. Pulling out your phone, you did a thing that you wished you never did.
Search on Aiku Oliver, your fingers set to work as they swiped across the screen.
Tapping on images, you scrolled through pictures looking at some that were released to the public by anonymous sources or the paparazzi as he was on his way out of a club with another girl or the time he was caught having lunch or holding a girlโs jacket. Tossing your phone aside on the bed, you engulfed yourself into the sheets, knees to your chest, tears pooling in your eyes. You knew you were being unreasonable, Oliverโs notorious dating history was not a secret, the media covering all of it; with a few casual relationships of your own to add onto your side of the dating life experience but the there was a difference between dating a band member in college and a football player that the girls of the world were crazy about. It wasnโt about judging him for who he had dated but the common factor of what all of them had; beauty. Drifting off to sleep, you were unaware of the unlocking of the front door.
Oliver stood, scrolling through your search history. He didnโt want to disturb your sleep, but the tears on the pillow had him anxious. He knew it was wrong, relaxing into the plush sofa of the living room; yet it didnโt stop him from gritting his teeth when he saw your search history filled with research on him and his past.
โOliver and Stephanie - new couple of the year.โ
โAiku and Minzo were seen leaving the theater.โ
He knew his reputation wasnโt the cleanest, yet you hadnโt spoken to him about it, going with the flow of events and things rather than questioning things for the way it had been before you had met him.
Waking up, you knew your eyes were feeling swollen; calling for two cold spoons. Throwing the sheets off you, you noticed your phone was nowhere in sight.
Mustโve left it on the counter or something.
Walking into the living room, you watched as Aiku bit the bottom of his lip, hands holding your phone; his eyes going top to bottom as if he were reading something. You felt yourself snap out of the aftermath of your slumber, feet ready to break into a run towards him to snatch your phone away. Speed walking towards the couch, you held the top of it, pulling it away from his grasp, clicking it shut. The two of you said nothing as you stood in front of him, while he looked ahead, letting out a sigh.
โAre youโฆ having second thoughts?โ he broke the silence, palms rubbing on the surface of his pants.
โWhat second thoughts?โ you quipped back, sitting on the armchair next to the sofa, pushing your legs to your chest.
โI know I donโt have a clean slate when it comes to women but are you judging me on who I was or with before I met or even knew you?โ he asked, looking at you.
โIt would be a lie if I said I wasnโt.โ you replied. โBut that isnโt the whole truth either.โ
He cocked his head to the side, giving you a confused expression.
โI donโt judge you Oliver. What I judge is your taste in women. Stephanie and Minzoโฆ were models; any guy would be lucky to have them. Not to mention they look flawless and youโre a football player. Usually they go for models or rather anyone they want to have andโฆ it just makes me question why youโd settle for me. I donโt have anything to bring to the table except historical facts and boring talks about ruins and I look like the grinch who stole christmas.โ you trailed, looking at the wooden floor.
Letting out a sigh, Oliver got up from the sofa, crouching on the floor in front of you, pulling a hand away from your knees.
โTake a bath with me?โ
โI donโt want toโฆโ you said softly, looking to the corner to avoid his eyes. Taking his shirt off, he threw it at you, making you squeal and scrunch your nose in disgust as you threw the dried sweaty shirt on the floor.
โNow youโre dirty too.โ
You gave him glare getting up to go to the other bathroom when he came up behind you dragging to the one that you both showered in.
You settled on the far end of the tub, legs hanging over the ledge of it while Oliver sighed, relaxing into the hot water of it, bubbled scattered around the both of you on your insistence along with a colored bath bomb, the water looking white as milk.
โWanna tell me why is the grinch sad?โ he asked, raising his eyebrows making you sink your back into the water, arms covering your chest and thighs clenching together at the remark.
โOr should I ask for a cup of cold waterโฆ?โ he trailed, inching closer to you until he bumped his shoulder with yours. Rubbing his scruff against your shoulder making you squirm, he whispered.
โpleaseโฆ Can I have a cup of cold water, Bambi?โ, making you bite your lip to hide a smile that he didnโt let go unnoticed.
โPlease bambi?โ he pouted, leaving a kiss on your shoulder.
โStop.โ you whined, pulling away when his arm came around your shoulder, pulling you into him.
โTell me what made you upset,โ he said abruptly. โNo more hiding.โ
Taking a breath, you let your arms fall on your side; giving in.
โYou and I donโt make sense, Oliver. Compared to your exes, I have nothing in bargain for itโฆ I donโt have long legs that are skinnyโฆ My thighs are twice the size when I sit down and I have to second think about everything I wearโฆ and thatโs just my body. And my faceโฆโ you said, running a hand across your cheek, feeling the small hairs under the pads of your fingers.
โIt's not meant for bikini season.โ
You were caught off guard when he licked the side of your cheek and bit into it, making you slap his bare chest in disgust, cupping some of the water in your hand, you swiped at your cheek as he smiled at you. Moving his hand from your shoulders he placed it on your thigh, squeezing the flesh of it.
โYou have no idea how much I love having these around my head do you?โ he teased, kissing the side of your neck. Pulling away his head from your shoulder, he watched your flustered expression, hand traveling to pull yours away from your chest, entwining his hands with yours, legs dangling off the ledge of the tub.
โWhy do you stay with me?โ he asked, his thumb rubbing circles into your hand.
โWhat brought this up?โ
โIt's obvious isnโt it. To begin with; defender of Japan is also a playboy. Andโฆ I have a lot of leg hair.โ he said.
โWhere is all this coming from-โ
โNot to mention youโre dating a freak with two different colored eyes.โ he said, heterochromatic orbs staring into yours.
โFor beginners, you are a man. And nearly every man does have an obnoxious amount of leg hair as well as on their forearms, chest and not to mention facial hair is normal. And secondโฆ your eyes are literally one of your best features. Freak or not, they are pretty.โ you argued, pulling your hand out of his grip, grabbing his face instead, hands placed on both of his cheeks as he held your wrists in a firm yet gentle grip.
โThatโs how I feel about you.โ
โYour thighs look great. Biting them and licking them is secondary; I like having my hand on it when weโre outside or when you let me sleep on them. So what if theyโre twice the size when you sit down? They feel good under my hands and no one else can touch it anyway.
As for peach fuzzโฆmost women have it andโฆ โ he said, nuzzling his nose into the side of your cheek and kissing it. โFacial hair is normal.โ
There was no arguing with him, was there? A small creeping on the corner of your face.
โSeems like the history genius is tongue tied.โ
โYou make a good pointโฆ Olive oil.โ
He bit into your cheek, making you squeal while you splashed water at him, with him grabbing you by the chin giving you a gentle kiss, thumb rubbing on the corner of your face.
โLetโs get out of the tub or fingers will start to look like raisins.โ
๐๐ญ๐จ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข ๐๐ข๐ง
โDo you know who is in the changing room?โ
โI heard, she is Itoshi Rinโs girlfriendโฆโ
โShe didnโt look like the pedigree did she?โ
โI donโt know, weโll just have to wait for her to come out and see for ourselves. She is trying on giorโs new dressโฆโ the shop attendant trailed, the outline of her shoes and shadow could be seen from the gap under the door as you pulled up your shirt to stare at the mirror in front of you.
Lines of different shades decorated your skin, noticeable on the curve of your rear, the sides of your hips and your stomach. It didnโt help that the same lines littered on your arms that were now exposed from the usual sleeves you had covered yourself with when you went out.
Slipping on the sleeveless dress Rin had selected off the shelf as he ushered you to the changing rooms; you tried it on by taking a look at yourself in the mirror.
The dress hugged your figure perfectly, the fabric of it pretty in every way, but despite its elegance, you could feel a frown on your lips at the peek of the lines, cascading down your shoulders. Running a hand on the surface of your skin, you could feel the small bumps of ingrowths, something that you had always felt ashamed of. The neck of the dress was low, exposing a bit of the lines that were littered on your chest. Taking a step back you traced the lines that were seen on your body that the dress hadnโt covered; the sight making you want to crawl out of the skin that was supposed to give you shape.
โHasnโt she been in there for long enough?โ
Three firm knocks and you heard it.
โ(y/n), is there a problem with the dress?โ Rin asked, hand resting on the door.
โNo, it's fine !! Just wrapping it up !!โ you said nervously, reaching towards the side of it to pull down the zip.
โStep out. I want to see.โ Rin demanded, making you pause. All he could hear was silence on the other side of the door. Not hearing a response, he knocked once more while the attendants of the store stared at him, feeling embarrassed and surprised at the sight of him having to coax you out of the room.
โ(y/n), come out.โ he asked once more.
Gritting your teeth, you knew there was no arguing with Rin. You didnโt want him to see you. Not like this. Not when you knew you couldnโt stand to see yourself in the mirror.
โNo.โ
Silence passed on the other side of the door as you could Rin mutter.
โCould you leave us alone?โ followed by the footsteps of attendants as they walked away from the changing room.
โItโs so embarrassing to be dating someone with that much of a low self esteem isnโt it?โ
โShe is so lucky; yet such a waste.โ
You could feel your head hung low as Rin knocked on the door again.
โ(y/n), unlock the door. No oneโs here except me.โ he asked again, a hand resting on his hip and he bit the corner of his lip in thought, beginning to worry that maybe the shopping trip had gone south. He knew that you shied away from his touches, demanding to wear clothes that covered every inch of you, even if the weather was hot, demanding that the two of you be under sheets with the lights off when things had escalated in the bedroom along with the fact that you were skittish around his touches. Did his touch disgust you?
Sighing, he was about to knock again when he heard the click of the lock moving, the door opening to reveal a crack and your face from behind it, the corners of your eyes tinged red as you kept the door partially open, not revealing anymore of you.
โAre they gone?โ you asked.
Placing his fingers on the door, Rin slipped his fingers in, curling on the edge of the door, pulling it away from your grip, making you step back into the changing room as he closed the door behind him, bolting it shut.
There was no room to escape, his well built figure in front of you, blocking the door as you turned your back to the mirror. Hands placed on either side of your shoulders, Rin made you turn to the mirror as you shook your head slightly, your hands coming up to push him away as he caught both your wrists, turning you around to the mirror.
Watching you squirm, he knew you felt uncomfortable, your stubbornness showing as you avoided eye contact with the reflection of the both of you.
Placing his hand under your chin, he made watch the both of you, teal eyes burning into yours through the reflection. His plan set into motion to rid it once and for all because it had been dragged out for long enough. He knew he had to be patient, yet it was thin. It was now or never.
โTell me. Do you hate my touch that much?โ he asked, his face coming close to yours.
โNo.โ
โLiar. You always avoid it. For what?โ he asked, nibbling on your ear.
You couldnโt say anything; how could you? If you couldnโt stand the sight of yourself how would that be a reason for him to stay?
โAnswer me, puppy.โ
You could feel the bitter words on your tongue, ready to spill every detail as his teal eyes blinked into yours, in worry, anger and adoration.
โIโฆ I donโt hate your touch. I- just. Iโฆโ you tried to form the words as tears formed on the bottom of your lash line.
โI just donโt feel like you should touch my body. It doesnโt deserve it.โ
Rin blinked once then twice, watching as a tear escaped, crossing your cheek. Reaching to your side, he licked it leaving a searing kiss to the side of your cheek.
โTell me about your body,โ he said. โRun your hands on it and I want to know everything. What you like and hate. Skip over one detail and I wonโt spare you.โ
Hishands resting on your hips as he watched you.
Running your hands on your shoulders, you were about to speak when he had interrupted you.
โLook into my eyes. Look away and Iโll punish you.โ
Staring into his teal eyes through the reflection, you gulped before beginning.
โI hate the lines on my arms. I donโt like the sight of it.โ
โHm.โ
โTheyโreโฆ theyโre on my chest as well. And I hate it.โ
โMhm.โ
โI hate the bumps on my skin. Ingrowths.โ
โMhm.โ
โTheyโre there nearly everywhere on my body, my shoulders, ass, hips, thighs, arms, stomachโฆ and Iโฆ just donโt feel like they should be seen. The dress is beautiful but it isnโt meant for someone like me. I justโฆ Iโmโฆ Iโm sorry. I canโt have the self esteem that you expect out of me. I donโt have a refined taste either so I donโt understand why you would stick around.โ you trailed, turning around to face him, his hand pinning you in the same position.
โHereโs how it's gonna go. This.โ he stated, running his hands from your hips to your thighs. โIs my body. Now tell me what you like about her.โ
Pondering over the thought, nothing came to mind.
โItโs nothing extraordinary-โ you hissed with a moan as you felt Rin sink his teeth into your exposed shoulder.
โSince you havenโt been her treating well enough, Iโll do it instead.โ he said, taking a deep breath. Placing his hand around your shoulders, he could feel you squirm, his fingertips digging into the skin of it lightly.
โI like when her voice is calling out my name when I bite into these; and I like having an arm around these during movie nights on the couch.โ
His hands moved south, coming under your breasts.
โI love having my arms around these in the morning. Not to mention when I lick them, I do feel the lines on my tongue; soft and sweet. But she makes me turn off the light and I canโt see them. She inches away from me when Iโm sleeping with a pillow in the middle of the both of us, but we can change that.โ he stated, as he ran his hands in the middle of your stomach, digging his fingers into it when he felt you squirm from his fingers again.
Moving his hand to your stomach, he massaged a part of it making you moan while the other came to cover your mouth.
โShhh. Canโt be loud in here, puppy.โ He said, โYouโre really sensitive here arenโt you? The way you call out for me when Iโm pounding into you and squeezing here.โ he added, adding pressure as he rolled the flesh between his fingers, drawing another moan out of you.
โBut noโ he dragged out mockingly; โYou just have to turn off the lights. Deny me from seeing my body, deny me pleasure. If I put some brats in here, would you love it more?โ he taunted, placing kisses on the side of your neck.
โThese.โ he said, hands moving from your stomach to the side of your hips, dragging his palms across your thighs as his fingers dug into the plush area lightly.
โI love having them around me. Wanna eat you out for hours, make your thighs shake when you cum, or pound you against a wall when weโre at home. I donโt care if you hate it. This body is mine. She. is. mine. And you treat with the respect, kindness and love she deserves. Step out of line and Iโll make sure you learn it the hard way. Do I make myself clear, puppy?โ he asked grimly, squeezing the side of your hip.
โYes.โ
โYes, what?โ
โYes, Rin.โ
โGood girl.โ he praised, kissing the side of your head.
โNow step out and walk with me. Throw the clothes you came in into the bag, weโre going somewhere. Iโll be at the front.โ
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Heyyy i came across you bllk angst oneshots on ao3 . I literally in love ๐ญ๐ญโจ tour writing style is sooo damn hitting i was legit crying reading each one of them ๐ญ๐ญ๐ซ
I couldn't find any followups on it on ao3 or on tumblr. Are you planning to update? No pressure though and i hope you have a great time ๐โค๏ธ
thank you <:
i do plan to update
perhaps sunday (?) can't make any promises cause i have work coming up. barely got any time to write but its important to maintain a hobby on the side
but yeah if i post anything its gonna be on ao3
not here.
hope you have a great day / night as well <3
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Hi hi! Omg I was doing a SEARCH for your blog Iโm so glad I finally found it. I hope youโre well. I was wondering if you were going to repost False South on AO3. I loveee that story but I donโt see it on your blog anymore. Sorry if this ask is out of line โค๏ธ love your work!
nah you're good sweetheart <3
i'll repost it definitely. blog's going through some major changes and this is the first time i've been online in a good while answering stuff in my askbox
all i can ask is to be patient with me cause yk how real life gets /;
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Will there ever be a part 1 and 3 to >_ ๐ผ๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐๐๐๐๐๐๐)?
mayhaps
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hm... nanami.
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it is a FACT men ONLY like to be called MEN nicknames.
It is CANON Gojo is a MAN.
it is CANON Gojo ONLY likes to be called MEN nicknames
uh? Men only like to be called men nicknames ๐ญ
it is a FACT men ONLY like to be called MEN nicknames.
It is CANON Gojo is a MAN.
it is CANON Gojo ONLY likes to be called MEN nicknames
i don't know whats more pathetic - the fact that you think i'd consider your opinion let alone listen to you or the fact that you have the time to spam not once but 3 times in my ask box.
if he's such a manly man, why is he wearing a skirt in the anime?
So do me a favor and keep your toxic alpha male bullcrap to yourself before you decide to spew it in my inbox.
Gojo : I like sucking her dick
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What do you look like?
out of your league.
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