perhapsoneday

[perhapsoneday]

i am kissing the inside of your wrist as we sit at the back of the party. we are surrounded by people and noise but this moment is ours, it’s intimate. no one pays us notice at the back of the party, so we’re content to just be.

[perhapsoneday]

when you’re kissing someone and you stop kissing them for a sec and smile and kiss again I can’t think of something more beautiful than that

[perhapsoneday]

anyway imagine if someone actually loved you back like 

not just kissing you or saying they love you or sleeping together for a night and having morning cuddles once or twice, but coming back again and again to do mundane shit and never wanting to forget what you feel like in their arms. 

someone who wants to sit in the room while you cook dinner and glances up from their phone to see you singing and dancing along to music while you chop vegetables and smiles to themself. Someone who gets bored when you’re frying onions and hugs you from behind and you have to pretend to be annoyed by them because they could’ve been splashed by the hot oil but really you wanted just as much to stay there safe in their arms. idk 

[perhapsoneday]

I want the feeling of someone looking and smiling at me across a table while I ramble about something stupid. I want the feeling of holding hands under the booth when with friends, I want the feeling of playfully kicking each other under the table. I want it all.

[perhapsoneday]

modern day love letters of gay yearning

[perhapsoneday]

prompt: hands clasped tightly between church pews, a love unseen.

a list of things i’ll give you once we’ve moved outof our parents’ houses and found the churchwhere we don’t have to be afraid to hold hands:

-homemade tomato soup-quilts to keep you warm by night-love poems to keep you warm by day-space when you need it or maybe justwant it for a while -sunflowers & sunflowers & sunflowers-a new rosary-fresh warm coffee -pots of rosemary, basil, & mint onour kitchen sill-the surety that god has blessed thispatient love between us with the samehands that coaxed stars into burning-a kiss on the mouth in front of everyone -another -another -another

[perhapsoneday]

one day you’ll wake up at 9:30am on a Sunday w the love of ur life and you’ll make some coffee and pancakes and it’ll all be alright

[perhapsoneday]

Peanuts

[perhapsoneday]

imagining moving in with a lover and mixing my books with their books in our bookshelves... might faint

[perhapsoneday]

i will literally marry you on spot if you were to ever give me a book of annotated poetry with all your thoughts messily scrawled in the margins. highlighted lines of poetry that remind you of me, and a note on the first page stating how you wish i were to enjoy the book just as much as you had, as a gift. not kidding.

[perhapsoneday]

'my love' 'my darling''sweetheart' 'baby' oh god

[perhapsoneday]

[perhapsoneday]

wanna be hugged from behind while im making us food,,, wanna take care of someone and be taken care of in return

[perhapsoneday]

having a lazy day with your boy, wearing each others shirts and hoodies. sitting at the foot of your bed, both of you wrapped in the same blanket, leaning into each other as you play video games and try to beat him. occasionally taking breaks to make out, cuddle, and eat. 

[perhapsoneday]

I want a boy to wrap his arms around my waist and hold me

[perhapsoneday]

its kinda homophobic that I'm not chilling on a rooftop with a boy and watching the sunset while I lay in his lap and he plays with my hair

[perhapsoneday]

oh god to be in a boys arms and him telling you everything is gonna be alright then he kisses you on your forehead