phisaya

[phisaya]

𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫.

last song my heart flutters when i see you - biosphere

favorite color. Teal :)

sweet / savory / spicy. Sweet!!

currently watching. Currently waiting for episode 2 of TADC, otherwise I'm all caught up with MD and I haven't been watching any anime or anything. It can be hard for shows to keep my attention!

relationship status: Single (long-distance relationships are hard and I get lonely easily :(

current obsession: Murder Drones & Digital Circus (I'm so sorry it's been sucking up all of my attention from here x(

tagged by: @arachn0philia

tagging: I'm too tired to think of anyone to tag right now, do it if you see it

#(ooc) #(mun)

[phisaya]

@arachn0philia

it is rotten work. but i love you purposely and ardently, so i’ll do it anyway. it’s rotten work because i don’t like to see you hurt. so stain these hands, i can wash them clean. i will wash them clean so you can stain them again. tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow. because i chose to love you. rotten parts and all.

#(musings) #(guest muse: connall) #(it's our ship)

[phisaya]

an attempt to tip the scales- bright eyes

#(musings)

[phisaya]

Chuckles. She's in danger.

@metaladam

#(ic) #metaladam #(I assume that everything from your previous blog is null) #(but phi is still kind of scared of angels for backstory reasons lol)

[phisaya]

"Sounds good to me! I can't remember the last time I've been to a diner. Maybe it was with my dad?"

She looks a lot calmer and happier with Dove holding her hand. Her medical, relationship, and work problems feel far away when she's with company.

"Well, I just gotta go to the grocery store for some stuff, and then the pharmacy for a prescription. And then I was going to drop by this clothing store I like for a new cardigan," she explains. She likes when she knows exactly what's going to happen, and she assumes that it's the same for him. "I'm gonna do that after lunch, though. I can't focus when I'm hungry! Oh, lately, I've been getting better at eating around other people..."

She's quick to start rambling as she leads him along. It's slow going--she's still getting used to the mobility cane--but her energy is quick to bounce back.

"Is there anything you need while we're out?"

“Hrm. You- it ain’t like that. He’s upset at me in the first place. It isn’t right to put that shit on you. Doubly so iff’n he’s s’posed t’be-”

He stops himself, feeling that little hand squeeze his. Taking a deep breath, he gives her a light assuring squeeze back, giving her the warmest, most assuring smile he could work up. Phisaya should think that it’s alright. He’s been adamant on that message, especially when Phi needed a little strength, a little someone to lean on. They deserved to have security and to not have to worry about more than what they already had hovered over their head. Angel could handle the uglier shit anyway.

“Yeah. Sure. Let’s drop it. We’ll run ya errands n’- I dunno, find somewhere t’eat. You could use a lil break from all th’ bullshit. Hm- I don’t think that diner on th’ corner lets ya smoke inside anymore, buuut, it is a nicer joint. S’Clean. Y’Get a lil peace n’ quiet. I could getcha somethin’ over there?”

#(ic) #a hazbin spider

[phisaya]

There is a small humming coming from the thin rat boy, flipping through a book he has on hand.

" Nope, no, jeez. I came to this place hoping to find unknown magics. but it seems those of this plane barely understand the fundamentals of magic. " - @murdxrxfcrxws - Zheti for Phi

Phisaya has never overheard anything so strange. She comes to a stop and leans a bit on her mobility cane. Her fins are angled towards the stranger, and she's staring right at him with her mouth open. There was never anyone who did such a bad job of concealing their eavesdropping than Phisaya.

#(ic) #(asks) #murdxrxfcrxws

[phisaya]

"You did? Thank you..." Phisaya had been expecting to climb the stairs or take an elevator. She didn't think any first floor rooms would be available. For some reason, they never were when she went to a hotel.

She gives her arms a much-needed stretch before following Charlie. Waverly looks back at her over the other woman's shoulder, surprisingly chipper for having just been woken up. She paws at Charlie's hair, prompting Phisaya to step forward and maneuver her hand away.

"Ah-ah, we don't put people's hair in our mouths," she gently scolds. "Man, I hope she goes back to sleep once we're settled in. She's taking all of this better than I am."

Charlie didn't see her as a burden. To her, she was helping out a friend in dire need. All that mattered to her now was making sure both Phi and Waverly were safe for the foreseeable future.

"Don't worry. I'll get some sleep." Eventually. Charlie didn't think she'd be able to go back to sleep even if she wanted to. She'd be too scared Valentino might show up at her doorstep any minute.

Charlie's gaze lights up at the infant reaching towards her and nods eagerly. "Sure!" She chirps, gingerly taking Waverly from Phisaya's arms and carefully adjusts her hold so she's more comfortable. "I can still show you to your room though. I made sure it's on the first floor so you don't have to walk up any stairs."

#(ic) #(waverly) #(lost and found princess) #infernal feminae

[phisaya]

"Thank you Angeeelll~" Phisaya is lying on his bed on her stomach, kicking her feet and with twirling her hair. "I'm putting together an album, see, and I thought that even if it was just photocopies..."

She trails off, suddenly shy. How would Angel react if she told him if it was a family album? Even she has reservations about including Valentino, but he's Waverly's father. She doesn't want her child growing up not knowing where she came from.

He kind of hated that she asked, only because it meant that she assumed his stupid sentimental-ass held onto them. She wasn't wrong.

"...........Gimmie a sec--" A bit of rummaging, and he pulls a few out of a box. Give him some credit, he doesn't have any shoved away in his wallet.

#(ic) #arachn0philia

[phisaya]

"Got any photos?"

"valentino was hotter in tha' 70's"

#(ic) #arachn0philia

[phisaya]

"This place is so big that we can easily keep them separate. My dad had a dog when I was a kid, but there was an old tom cat who would come by the house for scraps. Gosh, it'll be so fun picking one out. If you're not too busy, you could shrink down and all three of us could go to the local shelter together?"

"A cat it is.. I just hope it doesn't have any problems with my helltiger.. Never had a small cat before."

#(ic) #the delightful temptation

[phisaya]

"Rodents are cute, but they have such short lifespans. Maybe a cat? I briefly lived with someone who had one. They can be just as affectionate as dogs, and they're quite hygienic animals."

"Maybe I should get a new pet."

#(ic) #the delightful temptation

[phisaya]

"Can it be something smaller than Mari this time?"

"Maybe I should get a new pet."

#(ic) #the delightful temptation

[phisaya]

"I already died once, you can't kill me off again."

"If you look at me? Congrats. I diagnose you wit' terminal faggotry."

#(ic) #(guest muse: connall) #(shitpost central) #arachn0philia #f slur cw #f slur reclaimed #(I guess???)

[phisaya]

Do it. Do it. Kill her. Phisaya lands on her knee and pitches to the side. Despite the pain, she pushes herself to her feet and starts putting as much distance between the two of them as she can. She doesn't make any more noise. She doesn't even cough. It's like Valentino choked all of the sound right out of her.

Blood rushes in her fins as she wipes the tears and snot from her face. She doesn't want to film tonight, but as long as she's in this building, Valentino will make her do anything he wants. Her co-stars are of no comfort. Either they tell her to stop fussing and go along with it, or they enjoy making her cry.

It's only been a couple of weeks, but all rational thought and careful planning has drained from her head. She can make herself invisible for long enough to get to the elevator. Phisaya can't do this. She won't live like this. She won't let herself live like this. She can't, she can't...

“Now stop making dumb affirmations.” Valentino Brings her closer to his face, choking the small imp harder as he does so. “I killed bitches for less than that. If your body wasn’t this good to make money..”

He throws Phisaya on the ground, giving a dissatisfied grunt as he does so.

“Now stop crying outside of the camera. I’m using you tonight for filming. Make sure to cover the bruise with makeup.”

#(ic) #the delightful temptation #abuse cw #suicidal ideation cw #sexual abuse mention cw

[phisaya]

"Oh yeah, she thinks that water is for playing, not washing." Phisaya approaches with a neatly-wrapped box. Since Angel can't leave the Pride Ring, she bought a souvenir from the aquarium in Envy: a glass paperweight made to look like a school of tropical fish.

"Not to brag, but she's already turning out as quite the little artist! ...I had to make sure she stayed on the paper, though." Remembering it makes her laugh.

Waverly, meanwhile, has taken Angel's hovering arms as an invitation to grab one of his hands. Her smile is almost exactly like Phisaya's.

"Gif!" Waverly sticks her tongue out, and for good measure, blows a raspberry.

@Phisaya asked:

Waverly, with some direction from Phisaya, waddles over to give Angel a handmade card. It is covered in messy finger-painting, with two teeny-tiny hand prints on the front to form a heart.

"Shit, you made this for me? Really?" Lower hands hover around Wavery's side, just in case, while his upper set retrieves the card from the toddler, opening it. Fucking adorable. "How much of a mess didja' make? You a lil pain ta' your momma in tha' cleanup?" A snicker, and he stuck his tongue out a Phisaya.

#(ic) #(waverly) #arachn0philia

[phisaya]

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"

@murdxrxfcrxws

#(ic) #murdxrxfcrxws #(THAT'S IT SHE'S SWITCHING TUTORS)

[phisaya]

"Don't poke me! I'm ticklish! Don't poke my sides, oh my god--"

HIGH-PITCHED SCREAMING.

@arachn0philia

#(ic) #arachn0philia #(HELP THIS GIRL)