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codes galore! finally, i have collected all the creator codes i’m using for my kidcore version of cat’s paw, you can find them all under the cut!

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Im doing an omorashi hold, and I’m at 9/10 on the desperation scale. Feel free to torture me in dms

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It turns out that I have schitzo affective disorder. I kind of suspected schizophrenia, because I’ve been hearing voices in my head since I was 9. So it only reaffirms what I’ve been experiencing.

I haven’t really been active on this tumblr blog lately, as I have my reasons. I prefer to just keep a lower profile on the internet from now on.

I hope you guys can understand my reasoning.

~PJ

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Would you look at that!

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Yikes. That’s sounds horrible. I might be a schitzo so things have been up in the air for me as of late.

So the clothing site has split my order up. They sent 1 piece (the one I was least excited about tbh and p much only got to meet the free shipping threshhold), but just sent me an email that another piece I really wanted was out of stock and they're cancelling that part and it seems a bit complicated. The other two items (which I've yet to get any word on) better not be oos too or I'm gonna be so pissed jfc, I didn't think this would be such a fiasco 😤

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I haven’t been able to talk about what’s going on with me, and I don’t need a welfare check at the moment, I’ve already gotten that done. I just need some time away from the internet to think about things, but this account will remain active for as long as possible. I’m going to be moving out soon on my own, with the help of my mother. I’m going to be having supervised visits with her from now on as to not put myself in danger of harming myself or others. I’ve been doing better lately, I’ve just been trying to get my life together since my grandmamaw passed away. I’ll keep you guys posted as much as I can, and I’ll talk to you all soon.

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Sorry I haven’t been updating you guys in a while, but my dog has passed away yesterday. I’m so broken up about it, I have decided to go into the mental hospital for a few days to clear my head. It’s what’s best for me and I feel like I need a break from all the madness that life has been giving me recently. Thank you so much for still following my blog and supporting me. I hope you all understand. 🖤

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Yuri s book be lookin kind of…..

No, I’m not saying it. 😏

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Wait but what’s the idea

I was watching this video here: 

and looked at the comments (sadly none I know are pee related) then remembered the video at the top.

And I got the idea of a fic I wouldn’t write even if I was a fic writer. ^^;

(If this somehow gets into the fandom’s tag, I apologize.)

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Hey everyone, things have been insane since I've last reblogged.

I haven't gotten much time to go on Tumblr anymore, since I've been working on becoming an adult and working on stuff in the real world. I do want to use this blog as an escape though and I hope you guys understand where I'm coming from.

On August 22nd 2021, I attempted to take my own life. It was stupid, and I can honestly say I will never do it again because I love living so much. Even though my posts say otherwise. I never would have thought I would get to such a dark place in my life but I did.

When I told my therapist about my overdose she suggest I go to the hospital. I didn't understand what hospital she meant until I got checked into a psychiatric facility in Denver. I was so miserable there, I was home sick. Everyday, I would wake up, and immediately start crying and shaking and saying, "please please I just want to go home so bad."

I even passed out from a panic attack I had. It was horrible.

Eventually I did get better and I was able to check out of the hospital within the next 3 days, but after that I just laid in my bed for a week, contemplating what my next move would be.

I was never found during my suicide attempt. Nobody contacted me, nobody tried to stop me. My mom didn't even check on me. It seemed like nobody wanted to say goodbye.

My mom did ask me if I wanted to go to the hospital but she didn't ask if I was okay. Not even an "I'm sorry you feel this way"? There was nothing there for me to make me feel like she cared.

So a week after I got out of the hospital, I just laid in bed, and I cut myself again. I was miserable, I didn't feel like doing anything. After one week had passed, I finally took the initiative to go take a shower, take my meds, and get some food, drink some water. Finally take care of myself the way i was supposed to.

My old therapist told me that borderline is a long uphill battle, but I can get through it one day at a time, and she's right. I'm getting through it, one day at a time. I'm not thinking about the past, and not thinking about the future. I'm just thinking about the here and now.

I'm starting to think, what would my friends have done if I were gone? If I was just gone like that and they had heard the news. I think about it more and more, and it makes me so disappointed in myself, but I know I can't hold on to the past. I need to let go and move on.

So that's what I've been doing. It hasn't been easy, and I've definitely had a few bumps in the road along the way, but slowly and surely, I'm getting better and that's all that matters.

That's why I come to you guys with this post. I'm here to let you know that you're not alone. You have so many people that care about you, even though they don't show it they really do care about you. Like a lifeboat stranded in the sea, you will be found by a lighthouse in the dark. You just got to speak up, take that initiative, and get yourself better. Like me.

I'll try to post here more often, well, as often as I can. Just know that you are not alone. If no one out there cares about you, I will be your search light. I will be there to guide you in the darkness.

Thank you for listening to my story. It means a lot to me. I hope that somebody out there finds this, and they too, will be found themselves.

Peace and hugs,

Moth. :)

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Doug DimmaDont cross me motherfucker I’ll cut you.

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Fffffffffffffff

Password: Gallons

After nearly 4 liters (a US gallon) of green tea (so yummmmmy) I was absolutely bursting. It’s a bit hard to tell but once I start peeing I don’t actually stop until the very last bit of the video, it felt amazing.

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its no longer labor day you cant reblog the todaybor day post anymore

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Dear friends of Tumblr,

Today at my school we had an assembly about internet predators and when I had said that most of my true friends are over the internet and they gave me a lecture about how “I don’t know who I’m talking to” blah blah. So please, if you aren’t a predator in any way, please reblog so i can prove a point.

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Yeah I know this is bs but I’ll do it anyway

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Oh god imagine that being an omorashi scenario 🤤