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deleting your vent post 3 minutes after compulsively writing it

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Anyone : hey! I noticed that you haven’t eaten anything , are you okay? Me:

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Did you really consider to binge?

Are you really this weak? That you even consider to binge? I thought you wanted to be skinny. I thought you didn’t want to be the fat friend, with disguistingly big thighs who rub together when you walk. With huge arms, fat fingers and a chubby face.

I thought you wanted cheekbones, collarbones, a perfect jaw, dainty little fingers, tiny arms, ribs and thin legs. But I guess food is more important than that. If you binge now your progress will be ruined, you will be fat again. You will look like a monster and won’t be able to look at yourself in the mirror without being ashamed.

Take a nap, watch a movie, go out and skate just please don’t binge.

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me looking at chubby/fat people: Yes! Fucking beautiful! Gods and goddesses! I am aching at all the perfection!

me looking at people with stretchmarks: ‘Tis wonderful! I am in love!

me looking at people with asymmetrical faces: Flawless! I have fallen and can’t get up! My heart can’t probably take it!

me looking at myself having all those features: Absolutely barbaric! Someone get this failure out of here!

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im a dumb bitchhhhh who gained all the weight back but its ok i'll do it again

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i had a dream where i was fasting bbITCH BET

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oops just ate mac n cheese but idc that much because man was i feelin WEAKK and ya know i cant do that because i got the performance toniiight im not about to pass out on stage i gotta have my muscles workin all gooood and i need that energyyy and im actually really energetic now my bodys like yess eat that unhealthy nasty mac n nasty yes

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HIT THE 170s WOOOOOO

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omg my mom just gave me a bowl of strawberri, banana, and carrot so i just put it in a bag and put it outside to stay cold for when i do actually want it. im an innovator

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“Remember that you can always start again. There will be times where you may feel this is impossible, but I promise you it is not. It may take a lot of will, tears and struggle but it is 100% doable. Believe in your ability to pull through and believe in how strong you are. Life is not always easy, but you are always strong.”

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Always strong by Amy Kennedy

04/12/17

My book!  My insta!

(via satiricalwords)

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