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Update Harvard students are walking out in solidarity with Columbia’s students

These are billion dollar for profit institutions that directly impact financial backing of Israel’s apartheid regime

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me (facing the consequences of my bad decisions): god forbid women do anything

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I like it best when characters heal but not all the way and it's implied they'll never heal all the way

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spring horror is good because of the symbolism of death and rebirth and storms and everything being vibrant but still cold. and summer horror is good because sweltering heat and insects and long days. and fall horror is good because halloween and death and scary movies. and winter horror is good because snow contrasting with blood and freezing temperatures and long nights. btw.

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the urge to write is like a cat meowing for dear life for someone to open the goddamn door, who then shows utter disinterest in said open door

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writing, in theory: fun

writing, in practice: [unintelligible noises] [sobs] [maniacal laughter] [screams]

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im so good at misinterpreting lyrics so they fit blorbo from my shows

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they need to come up with more words like necrosis and miasma and mausoleum and cadaver and morose and decrepit and stuff like that just so metal bands can expand their vocabulary

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reading farrokhzad in a pandemic by Kaveh Akbar

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can someone hire me as a lighthouse keeper. my grip on reality is soooo stable and i will behave so normally under conditions of extreme isolation. and i promise i wont try to fuck the light

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Can't wait til spring comes and I can go on long walks and take pictures of pretty flowers and bees (and maybe outdoor cats i make friends with) and sit in the sun and just feel a little more alive again

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IG

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something* about monks and knights, if you catch my drift

*the potential of this dynamic specifically is off the fucking charts. the repression. the eroticism. the devotion. the transgression OF the devotion. did I mention the eroticism yet

The Manly Priest: Clerical Celibacy, Masculinity, and Reform in England and Normandy, 1066-1300, Jennifer D. Thibodeaux

Homosexuality in the Renaissance: Behavior, Identity, and Artistic Expression, James M. Saslow

Knighthood, Compulsory Heterosexuality, and Sodomy, Ruth Mazo Karras

The Meaning of Courtly Love, Francis X. Newman

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There’s a serial killer in your town. Unfortunately for them you are a necromancer and you have fun driving that maniac insane.