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the mommeh, the daddeh, and the bebiboo.

#kita nyo ‘yon? HAHHAHAHA

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enjoying the peace and quiet alone. (actually not, i have my babyboo with me)

#photodump

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feeling @herjourne and @katoptrisse’s love from miles away 🤍

lucky to be friends with the most generous and kindhearted girls. thank you for this birthday gift for me and our little bean. jacques and i are blessed to have you! i love you always and i miss you so much!!!

#prsnl

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feeling @herjourne and @katoptrisse’s love from miles away 🤍

lucky to be friends with the most generous and kindhearted girls. thank you for this birthday gift for me and our little bean. jacques and i are blessed to have you! i love you always and i miss you so much!!!

#prsnl

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ang blooming and ang light ng aura mo sa recent post mooo!!! 💗💅🏽💗

hihi appreciate youuu ✨

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clingy ella 🤍

#photodump

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Hello! Hindi tayo close and prolly never nagkausap pero I’m happy sa mga nababasa kong entries sa blog mo. Ang layo layo mo na at masaya ako makita ka na nagpapatuloy pa rin. I’m rly proud of you. God bless!

thank you so much! ang saya saya lang din talaga ng puso ko, mas masaya pa kapag alam kong masaya din yung ibang tao, like you po para sakin. thank youuu! deserve nating lahat ng love and happiness ✨

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feeling @herjourne and @katoptrisse’s love from miles away 🤍

lucky to be friends with the most generous and kindhearted girls. thank you for this birthday gift for me and our little bean. jacques and i are blessed to have you! i love you always and i miss you so much!!!

#prsnl

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life in my new home 🏡 ✨

#with jacques and tita and tito and bebe and lola and lolo and two dogs and 10 cats 🤍 #photodump

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okay na talaga kahit konting friends lang meron ako or matira sa’kin, ramdam ko naman how special they are to me and i am to them. sobrang blessed ko sa pagpili ng mga kaibigan talaga, malayo man o malapit, at di ko man nakikita o nakakasama parati.

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everytime makikita ko sarili ko sa salamin, sobrang nandidiri na ako. i know that the changes in my body are normal due to pregnancy pero sobrang nakakabagsak ng tingin sa sarili. i can’t even look at myself straight in the mirror. kahit sa partner ko nahihiya ako kahit lagi nya inaassure na maganda parin ako and halos wala naman daw nagbago. but a lot has changed, lalo na sa body ko. ive got all the dark stretch marks in the world, all the skin discoloration, rashes, everything na pwede maexperience ng buntis sa skin. naiiyak nalang ako. but i can’t do anything kasi andito na, kahit anong prevention, walang naitulong. i hate my own skin. i love my journey through pregnancy but i hate what it did to my body.

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almost 1 week palang ako dito sa sta rosa, namimiss ko na agad sila mama. i know sa una lang naman ‘to because syempre sepanx. masasanay din ako kasi syempre im not a baby anymore.

pero masaya din naman yung feeling na araw araw gigising akong katabi ko jacques, tho magkaiba kaming sleeping time hahahaha.

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train of sandamakmak na thoughts

nakakapressure yung oras. parang biglang ang bilis bilis lumipas ng mga araw. hindi ko namamalayan malapit na ako magpop hahahaha.

sa sobrang bilis ng oras nappressure na ako kasi ang dami ko pang kulang na gamit ni baby. even yung mga basics kulang na kulang pa. akala ko enough na, hindi pa pala. ang dami palang kailangan ng newborn talaga. narealize ko dapat pala mas maaga ako nagipon ng mga gamit para di ako natambakan ng kulang and kapusin sa budget.

dahil dyan, goodbye muna sa instax camera. prio ang baby muna talaga. gusto ko pa naman sana pangdocument ng mga memories ni baby. pero pwede pa naman sa phone nalang muna. pwede naman ipaprint if ever. dapat talaga pala noon ko pa to binili nung di pa madami gastos ko hahahaha. ang daming 'dapat noon pa'. kakauna ko to ng ibang mga bagay e.

doon na ako magsstay sa sta rosa starting tomorrow. mixed feelings hahahhaa. sad kasi for sure mamimiss ko agad family ko, si mama, si papa, sister ko, si nanay, and si potchi. pero excited din at the same time, kasi ito na yung start na makasama ko jacques forever.

di pa ako ready mahiwalay kila mama and mag-move in sa kanila pero tama kasi si tita saka sila mama na din, baka anytime soon bigla magpop na tong daladala ko, abutin pa ako sa byahe.

ang daming nangyayari pero masaya naman. di naman ako gaano nasstress, more like pressured lang sa oras. mas nasstress parin ako sa work kasi these past days napakainit ng ulo ng TL, nakakapikon hahaha. tapos yung sipsip mo pang mga kawork di talaga mawawala e. tinatamad na din ako magwork. gusto ko na magleave kasi ang dami na masakit talaga. pero keri pa naman HAHAHAHA

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super super super excited with the life you're gonna build with your family, ate pau 🥹🥹🥹 you're going to be a wonderful mama 🥹🤍

thank you, cath! you’re super sweet as always. i promise i’ll try my best to be a great mama 🤍 always take care of yourself din!

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may the heavens bless your little family. happy that some people in tumblr are getting the love and life they deserve. just dropping by to leave mwa mwa's! <3

thank you sooo much! appreciate you for this. may you always feel loved and blessed as well. we all deserve it 🤍

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#anthem

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mama still peels my oranges for me when i ask her. papa still cooks and preps every meal for me. mama still asks me every working night what snacks would she buy for me.

i may be a mom now, but i’m still their baby.

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