prettylambgirl

[prettylambgirl]

idk whats wrong with my body like

i am restricting but nobody comes off?

it's literally so weird

i'll try a liquid fast tmr

#anorexcya #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #@n0r3xia #@na tips #@na trigger #@na vent #@nor3×14 #an0r3c1a #disordered eating thoughts

[prettylambgirl]

Suck it up now so you don’t have to suck it in later.

[prettylambgirl]

and for him i'll shut up and take it

and i'll starve myself until i'm bones

careful not to lose the ass that he loves so much

and every purge will be dedicated to him

i'll let him use the throat that chokes on vomit

because he deserves the best girl

he deserves a little angel - smart and kind

a small waist and a cute smile

and i'll stop eating just to make sure

he loves me with all of his heart, forever

#ed no sheeran

[prettylambgirl]

no amount of calories will equal the compliments of your hard work

[prettylambgirl]

Finally found some unhealthy motivation, I am so fucking mad and frustrated right now.

Like I learned anatomy and my bf came over and jokingly asked me a question and my roomate quickly answered me before I could and I wanted to rip all her hair out fr. Am I crazy? Yes, most probably, but I hate the fact that she can get whatever she wants while putting in little to no work when I work my ass off and I'm still unable to achieve my goals. I practically screamed at her when she said sorry after realizing I got mad at her for butting in our casual conversation and whatever. Then my boyfriend managed to find my vape and held me a long lecture about how I am still smoking☠️

I just wanna starve in peace rn and study my ass off to prevent this happening again tbh

I hate the fact that everyone is so much smarter better skinnier than me I wanna prove them wrong so fucking much

#anorexcya #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #@n0r3xia #@na tips #@na trigger #@na vent #@nor3×14 #an0r3c1a #disordered eating thoughts

[prettylambgirl]

Lmaooo

[prettylambgirl]

God never made me feel like a burden. I love him💗

[prettylambgirl]

just because the scale goes down doesn't give you a reason to eat like a pig

[prettylambgirl]

would do if i didnt have to fucking pass anatomy

if you're hungry, sleep.

[prettylambgirl]

Well if it isn’t the consequences of my own actions 😔

[prettylambgirl]

Feb 20 - Review

Nice day, started sticking to my rules better.

- I have consistent, low-cal meals, I did not binge at all. I sleep 7h a day. I walk everywhere and I make it a priority to keep moving in order to lose some extra calories. My skincare routine is consistent as well.

- I study a lot, at least more than how much I used to.

- I switched to vaping and it makes my lungs feel clearer. Soon enough I'll get rid of this nicotine addiction.

Uni is so tiring though and these two days made me really inactive on tumblr and social media in general. I'll try to update everyday!

#anorexcya #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #@n0r3xia #@na tips #@na trigger #@na vent #@nor3×14 #an0r3c1a #disordered eating thoughts

[prettylambgirl]

we felt the imprisonment of being a girl

[prettylambgirl]

I want my boyfriend to be able to fully dominate me okay, I want to be skinny so he could be able to effortlessly grab and toss me around however he likes. He lost his v card with me and I REALLY THANK GOD FOR THIS like his ex is so pretty and so skinny and even though she is a motherfucking loser girl (I am way smarter than her) and antisocial and chronically online if I HEARD that he had sex with her I would literally have k worded myself like I bet she looks way nicer naked than I do.

#anorexcya #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #@n0r3xia #@na tips #@na trigger #@na vent #@nor3×14 #an0r3c1a #disordered eating thoughts

[prettylambgirl]

all i want to do these days is fast, read books and do my skincare

[prettylambgirl]

Hi! I wasn't active as I moved back to university and spent a lot of time with my boyfriend! I wouldn't say that these were my best days, as I was with him and we both ate more than usual.

I am happy because tomorrow I'm going to try to implement the rules that I've posted into my life completely! The semester starts and it's a fresh start :)

I relapsed into bulimia and I purged and it's so hard not to do it when you are so used to doing it, it sucks sm, I am so scared for my teeth.. And I gained so much weight by not purging after binging. But I am ready not to binge anymore!

#anorexcya #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #@n0r3xia #@na tips #@na trigger #@na vent #@nor3×14 #an0r3c1a #disordered eating thoughts

[prettylambgirl]

LITERALLY LIKE LEAVE ME ALONE FATSHAME ME

guysssss I wanna be skinny so baddddd but my boyfriend is so supportive and is always just like “I love your curves even though you don’t🫶🫶” and I’m just like 😭😭😭😭

[prettylambgirl]

Finally under 50kg !!

Keep going everyone ! Don’t you dare give up !