priestfrommidnightmass

[priestfrommidnightmass]

if you're an adult man with natural blonde hair that's a sign from nature to show that there's something deeply evil going on with you like the brightly colored frogs

#this just reminded me that earlier #my brother asked me if i knew any natural blondes #and when i mentioned someone we know and love (he’s a natural blonde) #he was like No he isn’t. I’m not saying he isn’t blonde. But he isn’t like that #and it’s so funny because i’ve been SAYING!!! #being a natural blonde is evil. and it’s a lifestyle #you’re a natural blonde or you’re not. and shockingly it has nothing to do with your hair color

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#my family is deeply convinced i’m not related to any of them #so i guesssss they’ve tried to convince me #it’s not a joke tho. we all kind of genuinely believe it

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#everytime my friends have handed me drugs or alcohol and i said no? they were like Okay! #everytime i tell someone i don’t drive? #might as well have just said i killed someone with my bare hands with the reactions i get

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[priestfrommidnightmass]

genuinely don’t let me keep thinking abt these violent delights it sends me into a spiral of self loathing i cannot physically bear

#it kind of fixed the way i think. but it can also send me right back #and i’m doing okay right now. so let’s keep it up #PERSON AT FAULT: PAUL FLEISCHER #i’m listening to alex g too rn. bro didn’t even try to be happy #I’M NOT DEPRESSED AND WILL NOT SPIRAL #they’re just hitting rn…

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explodes and dies

#how could you do this to me #these violent delights #datvd

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what the hell 😵‍💫

#like how do you read this and not feel your stomach churn. #WENT 👏 THERE 👏 #ugh… #these violent delights #datvd

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AUGH

#i’m SICK #this book fucking WENT THERE #LIKE THEH WENT THEFEEEE #😭😭😭😭 #these violent delights #datvd

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paul’s reaction to internalised homophobia was literally “it’s not gay sex!! we are the same body split into two!!” and i love him for it

#a love like this #these violent delights #datvd

[priestfrommidnightmass]

was just letting myself unhealthily mope to elliott smith. and then immediately suit and tie by justin timberlake came on my playlist. i love my range

#this song is so GOOD! #there’s no such thing as depression . only suit and tie shit #i love justin timberlake i’m sorry. i’d say it’s a guilty pleasure but i don’t feel bad abt it #dude at my party the other night we were all singing sexyback at the top of our lungs #and i was in HEAVEN. this is my TRUTH #like it’s just that NO ONE makes me feel this way

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(credit to @neverscreens for the screen shots)

webweaving, Shauna and Lottie, Yellowjackets; Julian and Paul, These Violent Delights

#i’m so sorry i don’t know these women i’m just reblogging for these passages #like oh . my god 😭😭😭 #i can’t read certain excerpts from this book without feeling lije #genuinely sick to my stomach . like oh . my fucking vid #i can’t even think abt thank you for trusting me with this without literally throwing up in my mouth #these violent delights #datvd

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i’ve been hearing so much abt challengers but honestly? the thing that just truly convinced me to watch was finding out trent reznor and atticus ross are on the score

#zendaya? doesn’t interest me #those other white men? don’t know them #luca guadagnino? a selling point but not enough #fun homoerotic threeway dynamics? getting there… #trent and atticus? why didn’t you say that sooner? i’m SEATED mama

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Polyamory coming back in a BIG way.

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i'm gonna keep it real with you fleabag. i don't think it's going to pass

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i’m about to fall ASLEEP at work i’m so exhausted. only three more hours to go!

#i HATE saturdays

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also today someone asked if the guy i like was my brother which like. weird choice on the writers part but i see where we’re going with this

#i ran into my old teacher and he was like I saw your thing! Who was that guy. Was he your brother #and i was like . #Is #is he #okay #that’s not even the first time that’s happened somehow. #another cliche gay coding motif honestly but like let’s see what the writers do next…

[priestfrommidnightmass]

“All they were—all they ever had been— was a pair of sunflowers who each believed the other was the sun.”

#n​ ow i’m thinking abt these violent delights. killing nyself