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A life is not saved just by letting it be born

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i just remembered someone telling me na if a guy says "plastic/plastik" he'll automatically tagged it as gay, but years later i learned from a friend that he loves sucking dick and was a closeted hypocrite back then and still active here. idc what your sexual orientation is, but don't shame people just because you can't be like them freely 🤨

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I’m running out of reasons to be anywhere. I know that I can still hang on, but I can barely do so. I have no idea what to do, and where to go. I want to hold on to things that barely matters, but that is just stupid. Everything is so heavy, and I feel nothing. I want to delete everything and start another, but there is nothing good about that. I have to face things head on, but nowadays, I feel nothing more than a paper. Something will tear me apart anytime sooner.

I want to try to be positive, to be the sunshine that people need, but I have nothing to offer. I feel like there is nothing that makes me feel, and I am running out of options. We still have an issue to fix, but I cannot even think of the people involved. All I know is how I could not look at him anymore, and forgive him for what he did. I know I can, it is just, I wanted to let him know what he did, and it will be hard.

But I’m so tired. I feel nothing, and it aches even more. I am beyond exhausted, but there is nothing I can do. I want someone to tell me that this will be alright, but it feels so long. I have had too much already.

I do not know what to do. I want to see the light at the end of the tunnel but this tunnel seems to be so long, I could not feel my legs anymore.

[prinsipechan]

Think before you click. What you post on your Social Media is a reflection of your character. 💯

Remember that you represent the sector you belong to — your family, institutions, brotherhood, religion, and etc.

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my partner and i started off as friends. we didn't flirt nor wanted the both of us being together. it just happened, in a snap and i think that's what makes our relationship better. it's true that we people often fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time doing unexpected things. being single for years, i can't even imagine myself being with someone because i used to be alone and i found beauty in it. i used to embrace and hug the darkness until it consumes me, but my partner found a way to open up a path in which there was light. these decisions of us led to momentous results — it was priceless.

i'm still a work in progress though. we all do, but i'm more than happy that i'm not doing this alone — that i have someone to cling to aside from the other side of me who used to love pain and agony.

i'm struggling still, but i can finally say that i'm now better and i chose to be better, not just for myself, but for those people who truly loves me.

i promise myself to keep on moving, no matter what happens next. i'll live in this moment, so i won't regret anything that i've done.

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how do i tell the universe that just because i can handle the pain does not mean i deserve it.

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[prinsipechan]

“You don't tell people you're not okay, because it's hard watching them don't know what to do.

Then you end up comforting them, even though the one who needed comforting was you.”

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08:57

I got high for the first time last night and had the worst panic attack of my life it felt absolutely horrible

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pst

[prinsipechan]

Don’t assume that someone’s life is easy just because they don’t talk about the things they go through.

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You’re Catholic? Like practicing? How do you square that with your progressive beliefs? Because I’m Catholic too and I want to be spiritual but I have a hard time figuring out how to be spiritual and progressive at the same time.

I don't willingly attend mass, I'm mostly brought there because my family is v Catholic and religious. I mostly just call myself Catholic because I am referring to how I was raised and the fact that I go to mass. Although I am religious and believe in a creator, (note: how a lot of Natives interpret Christianity/Catholicism alongside their traditional beliefs is different then it is for many, specifically white, ex established Christians) but yes I do think believing in a God isn't something bad, for many it's very good. Although I don't trust the Catholic Church, but still practice some things Catholicism teaches. I do pray for others, forgive others, etc. Typical Catholic stuff. I think Christianity could be a more positive influence with it's teachings of love and charity, but unfortunately it's used mostly by white fundamentalists who use it for abuse.

Tldr: Catholicism and Christianity are weird and not necessarily bad and there's a lot of good in them but they are often used by abusive colonial institutions to harm people.

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I am happy and contented with my life....I don't want to waste it with negativity so I cut people off if they are unhealthy to me.

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Kunwari okay pero sobrang nakakadepressed na ang buhay. Andaming mga taong abusado,andaming taong mapagpanggap. ang hirap maging mahirap. Ang sarap mabuhay pero kung puro ganito man lang ma's mabuti pang magpahinga nalang. Kunin mo nalang ako Lord.

[prinsipechan]

If we want to be good enough to other people, we must be good enough to ourselves first. Trust me, there’s no other love like self love. Once we realize that, no one is good enough for us, till we’re good enough for them.