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growing up I always wanted to be poorly understood by science

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Shout out to alters not ready to reveal themselves. Shout out to alters who are hidden from the rest/to parts of the system. Shout out to alters who don't/can't front. Shout out to alters who are dormant for safety. Shout out to alters the system doesn't know about.

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boy it would be nice to be able to google something related to personality disorders, psychosis, intellectual disabilities, autism, DID/OSDD, etcetera without finding majority articles that are like “how to deal with a person with X” “how to cope with your child with X” “how to spot someone faking X” “can people with X be cured?”

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Shoutout to all those systems that were "perfect" and "easy" in childhood, but were actually deeply traumatized and isolated.

Shoutout to those same systems that started showing signs of early trauma later on, and were then considered burdens and told that their trauma just "suddenly appeared"

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💔

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Its a beautiful feeling when DID alters get along w/ each other, after having had fights or not having gotten along as well. Its also a beautiful feeling for alters who used to cause issues to become more mediator like, to try to pass what they learned down to other alters.

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The neurodivergent experience is talking about your brain as if it's a separate entity from your self

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You should have been allowed to have feelings as a child

In the earliest days, when you were small and you still had it in you to complain when you were mistreated

Back before you learned to hold your pain close and sit with whatever abuse they hurled at you

Before you learned to be quiet, to behave, to never fight back and never speak up for yourself

You were right

You were right to hate being hurt

You were right to call them out on the awful things they were doing to you

You were right the entire time and they just didn't want to treat you like a person

So they stamped out your ability to voice your thoughts freely

You were a child

You should have been allowed to have emotions

You should have been able to say no

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"Okay, but are you like really alters or like....some entities from another energy plane that share a body?" -our own mother (who is responisble for us having DID in the first place)

What has been the dumbest thing a singlet asked/told you when they found out you're a system?

For us it was when we mentioned we all have different genders and a singlet said:

"Oooh! So all transgender people just have multiple personalities :) Now it makes sense."

-🪐

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It's like Beetlejuice I swear–

–John

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You really do realise that you are burned out when showering seems like an impossible thing to do. And then for you to feel utterly exhausted once you actually managed to put on some shirt.

Like, what the hell!? We used to love showering and we love being clean. But now it just feels like the worst chore.....

#guess thats what depression does to you #and you feel disgusted and dirty #and ashamed cause you cant shower

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yall are fine with mental illnesses unless it’s did and i forgot about your existence…

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dating someone with DID is just discount polyamory

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Host: Time sensitive question how do we solve this problem

Gatekeeper: Dissociate

Protector: Murder

Little: Cry

Host: Thanks everyone

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The abuse you went through was not something you deserved, it wasn't punishment, it wasn't karma, it wasn't fate, it wasn't meant to be, you didn't manifest it, you didn't invite it. It was abuse. Even if people say you placed yourself in that situation, you still didn't deserve it, it was still wrong for others to abuse you and neglect you. It wasn't your fault. It was your abusers' fault.