rabidluving

[rabidluving]

i made my brother watch sword art online with me when i was 10 and he was 9 and now we bond over higurashi ^_^

being the oldest sibling/cousin is so much fun when youre a fuckin loser cuz im supposed to be some sort of role model like lol ill make u a nerd just like me... im gonna make my cousin listen to bladee and make a last fm...

[rabidluving]

being the oldest sibling/cousin is so much fun when youre a fuckin loser cuz im supposed to be some sort of role model like lol ill make u a nerd just like me... im gonna make my cousin listen to bladee and make a last fm...

[rabidluving]

also maybe dont say that with someone out of the closet in the backseat lol. thats gross!!

my parents talking shit about my trans baby cousin in the car like they talked about me being queer when i came out at 13. like... maybe it isnt a phase after all if i still fuck girls 5 years later

[rabidluving]

ik in their time things were different yada yada yada but... maybe JUST maybe listening to your queer daughter on queer issues is a first step yaknow

[rabidluving]

this is why im open about my sexuality but dont talk about my gender tbh

[rabidluving]

my parents talking shit about my trans baby cousin in the car like they talked about me being queer when i came out at 13. like... maybe it isnt a phase after all if i still fuck girls 5 years later

[rabidluving]

[rabidluving]

The only thing ive ever wanted for the holidays is for a juiced up thunk to use me like a broken toy but i guess thats not hapening this year or ever because apparently im a dispicable peice of shit

[rabidluving]

I wasn’t socialized enough as a puppy

[rabidluving]

tbh space would do me wonders. i cling to them (the idea of them?) like a puppy tho, especially now that im done with school and no one else reaches out to me like they do. im super social and need people in my life or i start wanting to kill myself and unfortunately i have zero emotional object permanence. yeah i can get along really well with just about anyone and am super bubbly irl but i have a hard time keeping up those connections outside of a mandatory space where i HAVE to see them regularly. this year was particularly tough so i ended up pushing everyone away and regretting it. not in an explosive way or anything, just being reallyyy distant, so much so youd think i probably hate you when im not around. ive had a comfortable habit of talking to this persom for ages tho, a habit they didnt break even when we fell out. im still their friend and in a way im grateful they reach out to me, but it ends up reinforcing my emotional crutch on them. and it makes me feel miserable especially with uh. recent shit theyve pulled. man i dont think theyre ill intentioned but some coincidences arent coincidences. i am innocent but hopefully not fully blind. maybe i might be. either way, as much as i want to be their friend, i think itd be best for everyone if i just fucked off for a while. i havent talked to them about this, maybe i should, idk. since my birthday is coming up i hope i can use that as an excuse to reach out to my irls i havent seen in a while \o/

[rabidluving]

aimed for toxic yuri landed on... enmeshment

#maybe this too is toxic yuri

[rabidluving]

puppy want a treat?

puppy want a fucking break from it all

[rabidluving]

o site do detran tem um disclaimer de resolução tão neocities...

[rabidluving]

[rabidluving]

yaoi made me bigender

[rabidluving]

merry yaoimas never forget your roots

[rabidluving]

can a boygirl find true love in a driving lesson class...