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I feel like everyone is judging my body when I’m in public..

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not even kidding i dont even know how i would ACT if i had that body ooof

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Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

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How the fuck has this site become so bearable. This place was a shit show a few years ago but now it's actually good and not full of instant discourse the way Facebook and Twitter are

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I’m tired of obsessively thinking about food. It doesn’t matter if I’m starving, purging, binging or anything in between, I can’t stop thinking about food and weight and eating.

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Anxiety after eating is a whole other level of anxiety.

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haven’t ate anything all day and i gotta say i do be feelin pretty skinnnntyyyy but in a couple hours i’ll prolly binge and ruin it ALL

#ed #binge #skinny

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Lying to urself like

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