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i attend christmas parties from outside. how can i ever try to be better nobody ever lets me in. don't want money just someone who wants my company let it once be me. who could ever leave me darling but who could stay? i've never been a natural all i do is try. i'm alone on my own and thats all i know. fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here. to a house not a home all alone cause nobody's there where i pace in my pen and my friends found friends who care. i tuck myself in and turn my nightlife on i wish i'd never grown up. ones i loved trued to help so i ran them off and here i sit alone behind walls of regret. when my depression works the graveyard shift all of the people i've ghosted stand there in the room. i hate it here so i will go to secret gardens in my mind people need a key to get to the only one is mine. you're on your own kid you always have been.

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the tortured poets department. an anthology of new works that reflect events, opinions and sentiments from a fleeting and fatalistic moment in time - one that was both sensational and sorrowful in equal measure. this period of the author’s life is now over, the chapter closed and boarded up. there is nothing to avenge, no scores to settle once wounds have healed. and upon further reflection, a good number of them turned out to be self-inflicted. this writer is of the firm belief that our tears become holy in the form of ink on a page. once we have spoken our saddest story, we can be free of it.

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inside the manuscript vinyl 🤍

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wait, no-

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my closing thoughts for the night are that these songs are witty and honest and truly some of her best work to date. and i am so glad to be alive at the same time as taylor swift

#the album/anthology...could potentially be in top three for favorite taylor album #we shall see #and also aaron i love you

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Also this album plays with humor in ways Taylor hasn't experimented with before and as with everything else she tries, she absolutely NAILS how to do it in a tasteful way.

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when fifteen and high school are paired as surprise songs

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help which song is about kim i don't remember anything

#how do you guys have THOUGHTS

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dont ask me what anything is about i'm fighting for my life

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the tortured poets department. an anthology of new works that reflect events, opinions and sentiments from a fleeting and fatalistic moment in time - one that was both sensational and sorrowful in equal measure. this period of the author’s life is now over, the chapter closed and boarded up. there is nothing to avenge, no scores to settle once wounds have healed. and upon further reflection, a good number of them turned out to be self-inflicted. this writer is of the firm belief that our tears become holy in the form of ink on a page. once we have spoken our saddest story, we can be free of it.

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thinking about how taylor said

there is nothing to avenge, no scores to settle.

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the manuscript - taylor swift

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can someone make a google doc with an organized analysis of every song there is too much to unpack

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these are some of her saddest songs i cried like three times

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aaron dessner you will always be famous

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a fucking 2 hour album oh my fucking god this woman is insane

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i can't even listen yet i'm still processing i-