raisingmangosmootie

[raisingmangosmootie]

And I hate that I made you the enemy And I hate that your heart was the casualty Now, I hate that I need you #motionlessinwhite #miwband #anotherlife (hier: Nirvana) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoBRlTmoTs7cKqlZNLvdIvm4h1bJ8lIwCLXV700/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#motionlessinwhite #miwband #anotherlife

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Gerade haben wir noch gesnapt, jetzt bin ich dir schon egal 😂😂

[raisingmangosmootie]

Was ist der Hintergrund davon, sein Leben. In Frage zu stellen?

Warum kann ich meine Gedanken nur raus lassen, wenn ich getrunken habe?

Ich habe mir heute zum ersten Mal seit 6 Monaten weh getan, ich bereue es jedoch nicht. Woran liegt das?

#fckhlloween #allone #nofollowersbutstillwritten

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Alkohol führt zu einem Kontrollverlust, für den es keine Entschuldigung gibt!

[raisingmangosmootie]

If the pandemic won't kill us, one day the depression it caused will.

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Its done, im finaly broken in million parts.

Csnt stand thsthave you ever left a friend alone cuz your mind keeps fucking you?

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Preassure in my chest makes me feel like death is the only thing I deserve

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What, if I endet myself tonight?

Is that some kind of self defense then?

[raisingmangosmootie]

When the dreamer dies, so dies the dream....

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Yall just wouldn't even notice, if I would leave thisbplace right now!

[raisingmangosmootie]

Lets just end it. Why is it that hard to let go of feelings and do what you want?

[raisingmangosmootie]

Talk about me and tell me what I get. Death is what I deserve.

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Definitely proud of myself

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Its like there is a demon in me forcing me to apologise for everything ive done.

Don't know for what, but i feel guilty.

[raisingmangosmootie]

They allways keep saying, suicide is not a solution. Why is that, who made that rule?

[raisingmangosmootie]

Use that suicide to escape from reality. Stop playing the fucking tough one. If it doesnt worky it wont work.

[raisingmangosmootie]

Fuck my life, cut my life, end my life. 3 sentences, that make me feel allright!