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I hate work I should be at the (remembers I don't want to go to the club) the imagination

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“you have to work to live” bro food is literally free until someone builds a fence around it and guards it with weapons. work is a contrivance and unnatural. 

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I need a fic that feels like a hozier song right now, its a primal necessity

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Hozier singing I'd tell them put me back in it. 'I would do it again, if I could hold you for a minute.' in Francesca is SICKENING.

Because WHAT DO YOU MEAN you'd be killed all over again just to spend a final minute with the person you love? How does one experience a love so fucking profound that you'd experience DEATH again and again for them?!?!?!?!?!?

Andrew Hozier-Byrne YOU ARE AN EVIL MAN.

And the fact he wrote it WITH SOMEONE IN MIND???? (mentioned on the Zach Sang Show)

AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HEAVEN IS NOT FIT TO HOUSE A LOVE LIKE YOU AND I because I just cannot.

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hozier must have written unreal/unearth with hannigram in mind there’s is no other reasonable explanation. like “hold me like water or christ hold me like a knife” “in your heart love is such darkness” “EAT YOUR YOUNG”

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Hozier, one more shalala, and I swear I'm going to lose it.

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hannigram themed date where we go to the bentley dealership and larp like we’re gonna buy a bentley but then at the last minute back out

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Hozier really said "aight imma write an album that requires PhDs in linguistics, Irish history, and sociology to understand, as well as the emotional vulnerability to cry and the desire to lay facedown in the dirt for several hours" and then dropped Unreal Unearth

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Unreal Unearth is SO Hannigram coded

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#Suffering forever

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When hannibal fanartists draw Will with beautiful thick coquettish lashes and chocolate curls and full red lips you're seeing through hannibal's eyes btw. This man sees him like Ganymede

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god bless dr. chilton. he really told jack that disemboweling each other was will and hannibal’s idea of flirtation and then jack did not believe him. he was there for reputation and the money. i can understand that. my king really be making a lot of points that no one listens to. he said yo hannibal makes a lot of jokes about eating people maybe we should look into that. and he was RIGHT!! curse of cassandra goddamn

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i think people misinterpret what i mean when i say will is hannibal's god. we know hannibal is a religious man in the sense that he believes in gods, but does not pray to them.

he has intimate knowledge of them, and believes there could be multiple (as shown by his belief in both christian god and in greek mythos), but he doesn't pray, nor show his religion at all. he is a follower with nothing to follow.

he doesn't like playing god with his kills, not at all. he defies him, even, in that regard. so he doesn't believe himself to be god (though there's a certain god complex that comes with being a surgeon).

and he doesn't believe god to be something overarching and narcissistic — he doesn't believe that god sits in wait and watches violence. his god delivers justice and karma, he believes that he has an itch in his palm to destroy those who are unworthy of the life they've been granted (which, of course, is deliciously reminiscent of how hannibal cannibalizes the 'rude'— those he believes have tarnished the life they've been given).

will does that; at first, by his profiling — when he kills hobbs, when he shoots stammetts, even when he showed no hesitation in trying (twice) to shoot hannibal; then after his becoming, when he has no problem tearing into dolarhyde.

i think that's what attracts hannibal to him — he's blunt (not rude, but that's a subject for a whole different post), he's clever, and he's always had the same urges that hannibal has, boiling just beyond the curtains. he wants people to pay for what they do — and it is not biased in the fact that he tries to make hannibal pay before he understands why he does what he does. he, in hannibal's eyes, is the perfect god — swift, unbiased, and angry (hence his illusion to achilles' anger; the halfgod who could not be bested in battle).

will isn't hannibal's god in the sense of "you are the best, you are the greatest and no one can befell you and you are invincible". he's his god in the sense of "you are the personification of my ideals, you are human but divine in the sense that you may be felled, but you do not go down easily, i love you and worship you for that alone".

he doesn't believe that will is better than anyone, or entirely godly — he believes he embraces his human nature and is still powerful.

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i love the idea of dying young like people would be like he was a ray of sunshine he had such a bright future ahead of him