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Remembering trauma from childhood that you should have forgotten. Oh so flavourful

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anyway im stressed about my future and needed practice drawing hands, so.

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Wednesday Holmes

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When it comes to your resolutions and new goals, try not to overwhelm yourself with making immediate progress. Remember to practice being mindful of your body's needs.

Rest will always be productive because it will allow you not only to recover, recharge, but also to feel good enough to chase your dreams, performing tasks better, having a better memory and more concentration. It is vital for all of your productivity that you rest too.

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Me: I don’t have trauma. I think I’m actually pretty well rounded all things considered

Also me: life is hell and the concept of being judged in an afterlife for an existence I did not ask for does not sound fun and frankly pisses me off in general

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“As long as you feel pain, you’re alive. As long as you make mistakes, you’re human. And as long as you keep trying, there’s still hope.”

— Susan Gale

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“Do yourself a favor and learn how to walk away. When a connection starts to fade, Learn how to let it go. When a person starts to mistreat you, learn how to move on.. to something and someone better. Don’t waste your energy trying to force something that isn’t meant to be.. Because the truth is.. for every one person who doesn’t value you - there are tons more waiting to love you better. Do better.”

— Reyna Biddy

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i hate when people ask me what sign i am like bitch i’m a sign from god. start running.

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I don’t know if this is Bipolar Culture or not, but I hate when I get so hyper and have the instinct of calling it mania or the start of an episode, and then see it was just false alarm. A manic scare™

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My counselor listening to me explain that I'm not mentally ill and I'm actually god:

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friendly reminder that bipolar ii isnt the “easy,” “soft,” or “lesser” bipolar disorder. just because we dont experience full-on mania doesn’t mean our experiences are somehow invalid. 

hypomania has the power to ruin relationships. 

depression has the power to ruin lives. 

we end up hospitalized for depression. 

we’re more likely to rapid cycle and contrary to popular belief, our depression can cause psychosis 

our suffering is real and cant be discounted solely because we experience a lesser form of mania. 

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"you're using your illness as an excuse" I'm using it as an explanation

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when u spend hours researching ur mental disorder bc ur mental disorder made u hyperfocus on ur mental disorder

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"fuck you, my child is completely fine!"

your child uses romanticism to cope with longing and the deficit of genuine love in their life to avoid the strong will to die.

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Me at the peak of my mania: I see no gods up here

Me: OTHER THAN ME