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valeriadelano:

valeria could honestly hear that horror chord strike as she listened to rowan speak her mind. her face fell as she tried oh so desperately to come up with a good response, but all she could feel were intensely negative emotions. ❝it’s my job, it’s my job that i absolutely love to death. i love going in there to play my childhood idol and i’m giving her justice by portraying her how she should be, hopelessly in love with her best friend and a girl who has a taste for danger.❞ her words were cold but she was determined to get her point across. ❝i get that you don’t like it and some scenes do make me uncomfortable. but just know if it weren’t for that damn tv show we wouldn’t be sitting here together in the first place. and i’m so happy with my costume designer girlfriend that i don’t care what the fans think.❞ she hated when rowan and her fought over stupid shit like this. but she had to make her understand, and it hurt her when she moved away from her.

none of it was stupid in rowan’s eyes. it mattered to her. she figured that valeria was far from understanding what made her so upset, so she just sat there and listened to what the girl had to say, crossing her arms and looking away from her. she couldn’t change much about how things were, but she didn’t like it. she hated having to watch val kiss another girl and clearly feeling excited about it. she hated having to read all the things her girlfriend’s fans say about her and about how much better her girlfriend would be with her co star. she hated having to hear it from paps as well. she hated having their relationship so exposed to the everyone. she didn’t expect the actress to understand, but it made her miserable. and yet, she was willing to go through all that just because of how much love she had for valeria. which was why the last thing she needed was to sit there after a long day and fight with her girlfriend. “ glad you’re happy about the scripts and the new season, at least one of us is. ” she said, getting up. “ i think i’ll go home to let you go over them quietly. ”

#damn rowaN

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valeriadelano:

valeria seemed to totally miss that what she said probably evoked a negative response, instead she used it as an opportunity to continue on with her excitement. ❝i get to jump out of a burning tower and get stabbed while being kicked out of a castle window to the hard ground. that’s going to be so wild to film. and don’t get me started on the whole intense lesbianism this season, things get interesting.❞ as she finished putting things into a semi-neat pile, she sat down next to rowan and draped an arm over her, pulling her girlfriend closer to her. ❝and it also means lots of money that i can use to spoil my girl.❞

rowan sighed, listening to the girl talking. she played with her fingers, nodding every once in a while. “ sounds fun. ” she murmured, letting the other pull her closer. she forced a smile, nodding. a part of her was upset, another part was angry with the other, and another part of her just really wanted to go back home and be alone for a bit. she didn’t want to confront val about the new scripts, but she was upset with her, and she couldn’t help the words that left her lips. “ you know i don’t like having to see you doing all those love scenes with that girl, or watching you nearly dying for a stupid fucking tv show. maybe you can at least pretend that you don’t like having to kiss that girl and whatnot on screen, y’know, just to make your girlfriend - you know her, it’s that costume designer that all your fans hate - happy, or at least a bit less upset. ” she sighed, releasing herself from the other’s hold and moving away from her a little.

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valeriadelano:

scripts, lots and lots of scripts, those were the worst and especially reading about all the times her character would almost die was a little frightening since valeria was adamant on doing her own stunts much to her father’s disapproval. on the other hand, there were a lot more scenes with her on-screen love interest, scenes she would have to add her own spin to to please her fans but not her girlfriend. her attention was brought away from the scripts when she heard a knock on the door and she quickly rushed to open it, only to find rowan and a bunch of paps. her eyes narrowed as she pulled her inside and glared at the paps, yelling obscenities as she slammed the door behind them. ❝i’ve had enough of this shit. this is against the law, i’ll fucking press charges.❞ she wrapped her arms around rowan and lightly kissed her cheek. ❝are you okay baby? here, let me clean up a bit i got a little lost in my reading. this season is going to be so much fun.❞ she chuckled to herself as she moved to organize the piles and piles of papers she had.

rowan was relieved as the door finally opened and revealed her girlfriend. she let the girl pull her inside, only finally relaxing once the door was closed. she melted into the other’s touch, eyes closing momentarily, trying to get herself back together. “ i’m okay. ” she mumbled, releasing a sigh. she pulled away from val, eyes falling to the piles of papers. she sighed again, flopping down on the couch. “ yeah, realized you’d probably like it. ” she murmured, watching the girl cleaning up. rowan admittedly read a little bit of the scripts for the next season, because the director that she slept with always let her do whatever she wanted. 

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rowan was on her way to val’s apartment after a long day of work, having to repair some costumes. it’s not that she didn’t expect any paps at all outside of her girlfriend’s house, sometimes there were a few out there, waiting in hopes of getting some photos. but as she got closer to val’s house, she realized that this time there were more than just one or two. at least six people with cameras were standing outside of the actress’ house, and rowan could feel her fear rising within her. she wasn’t used to all the attention and it made her feel rather overwhelmed. and there was quite a lot of negative attention she was getting as well, because people obviously didn’t like rowan and val together, and it only made rowan more upset and overwhelmed. still, she took a deep breath as she kept walking towards val’s front door, her steps quick. the paps quickly noticed her and soon enough she could hear cameras clicking and all kinds of comments being thrown at her. she tried to block them, but by the time she reached the door, she could feel her eyes getting wattery. she knocked the door quickly, waiting for val to finally let her in.

#THIS IS THE BEST I COULD COME UP W IM ASJFH

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valeriadelano:

valeria put her hands up in defense. ❝okay, okay, my focus should be trying not to piss off my girlfriend again. or things will end badly.❞ she grinned.  ❝i can definitely do that.❞

rowan nodded at her girlfriend. “ yeah, that’s right. better remember it. ” she said, wrapping her arms around valeria’s neck. “ okay, i think i might spend the night now that i know you learned your lesson. ” she murmured, a smile playing on her lips.

#c: valeria

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valeriadelano:

valeria rolled her eyes and then pouted. ❝babe, i thought all was forgiven? she won’t get my attention again. this is stupid and i’m honestly feeling so attacked right now. stop.❞ she scrunched her brows and finally kissed rowan for good measure.

rowan crossed her arms over her chest. “ i forgave you, but you still don’t get to threaten me. and we’ll see about me spending the night. ” she said, accepting the kiss.

#c: valeria

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valeriadelano:

❝you really are impatient, i hope you know that,❞ valeria grumbled, leaning into properly kiss her but she stopped and narrowed her eyes at rowan. ❝you’ll think about it? this isn’t funny, don’t you dare leave me hanging, or you won’t be able to kiss your girlfriend for a while.❞

“ why ? because i want a kiss from my girlfriend ? ” rowan said, raising an eyebrow. “ excuse me ? you don’t get to threaten me, hun, not after the way you just talked about a girl who isn’t me. you’re lucky you still get kisses. ”

#c: valeria

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valeriadelano:

valeria snorted, rolling her eyes playfully. ❝i was going to do both of those things regardless. actually, you already got your kiss like a minute ago. but you know, it’s not often i get days off and i’m glad to spend it with you.❞ she wiggled her eyebrows suggestively. ❝and maybe you’ll spend the night too?❞

rowan smiled. “ good. will it hurt to give me another damn kiss ? ” she said chuckling, raising an eyebrow. “ i don’t know if you deserve that after the way you talked about that girl. but i’ll think about it. ” she teased.

#c: valeria

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valeriadelano:

valeria nodded her head quickly. ❝okay, i promise i won’t, i’d rather not get slapped by my girl.❞ she cleared her throat, running her hand through her dark tresses. ❝would me buying you the whole selection of a high-end fashion store make you forgive me?❞

rowan ran a hand through her hair, sighing. “ yeah, that’s right. ” she let out a tiny chuckle. “ i mean, that’d be nice, but like, a kiss and spending the rest of your day with me would make me forgive you more easily. ”

#c: valeria #ik u g h

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valeriadelano:

valeria huffed. ❝you don’t need to be, unless there’s a way to make us both uglier. it’s inevitable when we both have the hottest girlfriends in town.❞ she grabbed rowan’s hand. ❝i’m yours.❞

rowan couldn’t help the tiny smile that was playing on her lips, letting the girl take her hand. “ i know. i’d still appreciate it if you didn’t talk about other girls like that.”

#c: valeria

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valeriadelano:

❝i’m really sorry babe, i should’ve kept my comments to myself. you know that you mean a lot to me, right? not even bubble tea girl can make me want to leave you.❞ valeria leaned over and pressed a short kiss to rowan’s lips, before pulling away and then cupping her cheek. ❝but it’s kind of hot when you’re jealous.❞

“ yeah, you really should’ve. ” rowan said, just rolling her eyes a bit. she accepted the short kiss, letting out a scoff. “ maybe stop giving me reasons to be jealous, before i check how hot you are when you’re jealous.”

#c: valeria

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valeriadelano:

valeria’s face dropped and she ran her tongue across her own lip nervously. ❝well um, i know i’m a terrible person and probably deserve that slap,❞ she muttered. ❝and i probably should shut up and apologize because i may or may not have been the worst girlfriend ever about five minutes ago.❞

rowan nodded, releasing a sigh, arms still crossed. “ i’d love to hear that apology right now. ” in all honesty, rowan was more upset, or disappointed than mad -because of the way valeria talked of that other girl, despite truly trusting her.

#c: valeria

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valeriadelano:

❝she’s literally the best,❞ valeria drawled with a wide grin before swallowing nervously.  ❝well she should know that as much as i love attention and affection, i only have eyes for her, and only truly want that attention and affection from her.❞ 

“ yeah i bet she is. ” rowan said, narrowing her eyes at the girl. “ right, nice save. if she heard the way you talked earlier she probably would’ve wanted to slap you across your face, so you’re lucky she’s not here and that she’s chill. ”

#c: valeria #lmao val ur in trouble

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valeriadelano:

valeria let out a knowing chuckle.  ❝now that i think about it, i don’t think my girlfriend would appreciate me hitting on someone else. she’s really chill, maybe i could introduce you to her someday.❞

rowan rolled her eyes at the other. “ i bet she’s beautiful. you sure she’s chill ? because, i don’t know, if i were her, i’d be pissed hearing my girlfriend talk about other girls like that. ”

#c: valeria #lmaoO

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valeriadelano:

❝is it too much to ask the cute girl that always gets flustered to serve me bubble tea? every time i come in, she always makes someone else take my order,❞ valeria complained, taking off her ray-bans and putting them in her purse.  ❝like damn, for once i’m kind of upset that i’m this good looking and famous. i need people to swoon over me like i need my bubble tea.❞ in her mid-rant, she stopped and narrowed her eyes slightly in annoyance before her classic smirk re-emerged.  ❝sorry, what were you saying ‘hun?❞

rowan raised an eyebrow listening to the girl, her arms crossed over her chest. “ aw, cute. sounds like you have a little crush. want me to test the water for you ? maybe be your wingwoman ? ”

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johnnydyson:

“ have you ever explored your tag on tumblr?? like, what people tag under your name?? — - some of the stuff is entertaining but most of it is… creepy. not sure if that’s the word for it, but… yeah.“ jd rambled out, in a stream of consciousness manner. then, he threw his hands up in defeat to himself, “ i do have to say, i’ve read some fan fiction. it’s pretty quality stuff except for the frequent ones that erase my sexuality, then i comment on them and completely rash them— i didn’t come out for that disrespect.“

“ i’m not an actress so i don’t think there’s much to explore in my tag on tumblr. you read fan fiction about yourself ? if that upsets you maybe just don’t read those stuff. unfortunately i don’t think commenting on them would change much, people will just keep doing that shit, it sucks. ”

#c: johnny

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valeriadelano:

❝babe, i can’t compete against hermione granger. even if i’m a flawless slytherin queen, she’s a hardcore gryffindor badass.❞ valeria pouted for good measure. but she was taken by surprise by rowan’s lips on hers and she allowed herself to kiss back eagerly before pulling away with a wide smirk. ❝you’re not being loyal to your devotion to hermione by kissing me.❞

“ you’re a slytherin, huh ? well, you’re looking at a gryffindor, so there’s that. don’t feel bad, though, no one can compete against hermione granger. ” rowan shrugged, chuckling. she smiled as she felt the girl kissing her back eagerly. “ oh well. don’t tell her. ”

#c: valeria #tru my gay ass loves all the babes