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Do you ever just go wow I have a lot of repressed anger

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i shouldn't give them the satisfaction of being hurt but i don't know what to do with any of this anger anymore. i was used like some fucking toy, some plaything, and all i did was be honest. be my fucking self.

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And the angels wouldn’t help you… because they’ve all gone away.

Twin Peaks: Fire Walk with Me (1992) dir. David Lynch

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people take and take from me. i used to cry and blame myself but now i'm just angry. so, so, so angry.

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GINGER SNAPS (2001), dir. John Fawcett

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What is a home if not the first place you learn to run from?

Richard kadrey // Clementine von Radics // Taylor Swift // Alice (1988) // Amanda Lovelace // sue zhao // ? // Édouard Levé //Emily Berry // ?

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its been over a year but i still feel empty, gutted, and used. this just retraumatized me all over again with amab people. they're so fucking hypocritical too. "ooooh i care SO much about trans men!" by that, do you mean lying to one about your identity purposely just so you could fuck me, try to steal my OWN identity, and then try to project that on to other trans men you encounter bc none of them are like me?

you're sick. i hope you rot.

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Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

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if we forgive our fathers, what do you we have left?

shameless // Desireé Dallagiacomo // Jamaica Kincaid // euphoria // jobless monday, mitski // Haddon Sandblom // ? // the end of the f world //Smoke Signals // Simone de Beauvoir, The Woman Destroyed

#oh this hurt

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My skin is burning, burning, burning.

#sharp objects // #blood // #sh //

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it eats me alive.

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for the first time in a long time i've actually thought about killing myself in detail. semi detail i guess. everything hurts.

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