rockandromancee

[rockandromancee]

ah. i’d love to post something but i’ve shown all my poetry to people and i want this blog to stay anonymous.. hmmm….

#would be a risk to bank on xym not remembering the poems wouldn’t it. Ah well #💫 celestial speech #perhaps i’ll do it anyway. i’ve never been good at being subtle

[rockandromancee]

i think i always imagined being in love would feel electric, but it's not as intense as i imagined. being in love feels steady and secure; safe and warm in the arms of your beloved. it's coming home to their comforting embrace and knowing you can finally rest.

#ahhh. yeah #🌻 towards you i grow

[rockandromancee]

hm-hmm-hm

#this blog is nice because nobody follows me here. And also its anonymous so i mostly dont have to worry about people i know seeing #i mean im not being subtle. but again no one follows me so #this is an odd feeling. I suppose you’d call it heartbreak? It feels like its.. my fault i suppose. But it does hurt a little #and its not their fault and i know that. its not hers either for sure. if we’re gonna place the blame on anyone it’d be me and i think #that doing that doesn’t really.. serve a purpose. No one’s mad. I’m not mad. Just.. upset? Maybe a little sad #i’ve never felt this before though. its strange. a little new. I’m used to quietly swallowing things and not. That #eh. i hope she finds someone who makes her happy. genuinely i do. she deserves love and affection and for someone to show her thats shes #wonderful. And if i cant (by my own choice) then i hope someone else does #oh i might cry. ah. well. thats fine. i hope she’s loved #and if anyone ever hurts her i’ll kill them. Would’ve done that no matter how i feel about her but #💫 celestial speech

[rockandromancee]

Mitski, cop car / art by @ink-the-artist / Nicole Dollanganger, dog teeth

#🌙 lady luna’s secrets #🥀 bite the hand that feeds

[rockandromancee]

I love you in ways that I find hard to put on paper. I love you like a snake spitting venom, like a shark sniffing blood, like an ocean on fire, like the sun freezing to death, like a flower withering dead, like ice on the sun, like fire in my lungs, like a thorn in my throat, your name on my palms, your face in my hands. Iove you in the most unlovable ways imaginable. I don't know how to tell you that I love you without tearing myself apart. I don't know how to not tell you that I love you.

#🌙 lady luna’s secrets #🌹gentle petals and gentler hands

[rockandromancee]

a garden can't grow on wishes alone. you must get on your knees in the soil and learn the shape of each seed. bring up the sprouts with reverence and respect and maybe your children will know the sweet taste of fruit.

#🌙 lady luna’s secrets #💐 we’ll try again next fall

[rockandromancee]

to hell with making ourselves "palatable" for them. i hope we splinter under their teeth and catch in their throats. i hope we leave a bitter taste on their tongues. why should they get to enjoy the eating of us? why should our destruction be their satisfaction?

#🌙 lady luna’s secrets #🥀 bite the hand that feeds

[rockandromancee]

I haven’t seen god

#🌙 lady luna’s secrets #hm-hmmm #🌾 of the blood and the flesh

[rockandromancee]

i want to be good. (i want you to fear me.) i want to do what's kind, and gentle, and right. (i want to rip it all to pieces with my teeth.) i want to make the world a better place. (i want to shove my suffering down the throat of the world and watch it choke.)

#🌙 lady luna’s secrets #<- others’ writings/posts tag #hm-hmm #🥀 bite the hand that feeds

[rockandromancee]

i was going to go for something more… fitting of the vibe i had intended? rock and roll-y? but fuck it its hua cheng time

#💫 celestial speech #<- talking tag #maybe i should change my other tags. Hm #i’ll figure that out #nobody follows yet anyway #hm-hmm. do i wanna keep the hearts thing or do i wanna do smth different… ahhhh choices

[rockandromancee]

🧧 hua cheng

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#☀️ clear skies #✨ orion’s belt #🌈 a light in the storm #aesthetic layout and fandom tags respectively