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#(( ooc. )) #sorry i vanished had a super bad scare with one of my cats #he's okay now but it was full on panic. #and im still kinda shook up. #gonna be hanging out here until bed while keeping an eye on him #but might be kinda quiet ooc

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@fiirstnephalem --- wanted a ttpd starter

“ I’m fearsome, and I’m wretched, and I’m wrong. ”

#thread ( selena ) #fiirstnephalem

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@fortitudina --- wanted a ttpd starter

“ All of this to say, I hope you’re okay. ”

#fortitudina #thread ( aedus )

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@realmyths --- wanted a ttpd starter

“ If you wanted me dead, you should’ve just said. ”

#thread ( nicholas ) #realmyths

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@realmyths --- wanted a ttpd starter

“ 'Cause I’m a real tough kid. I can handle my shit. ”

#thread ( cora ) #realmyths

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@halofcrged --- wanted a ttpd starter

“ Were you sent by someone who wanted me dead? ”

#thread ( mahia ) #halofcrged

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@halofcrged --- wanted a ttpd starter

“ You wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me. ”

#thread ( melody ) #halofcrged

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@halofcrged --- wanted a ttpd starter

“ Trust me, I can handle me a dangerous man. ”

#halofcrged #thread ( amara )

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listen i've been listening to ttpd: anthology on repeat and crying for a bit so.... uh, poke the heart for a random lyric starter from the album??? if you want it from a specific muse, lemme know, otherwise it'll be whoever i'm feeling.

#starter call ( random ) #will be super short obvs but we can build 'em up a lot if we wanna #or they can just be short fun things #but im not okay and the songs are making me reevaluate a lotta things about my life atm #so um. yeah

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idk, seven has just fully taken over my brain… so if you want this smol telepathic bby in your askbox,   poke the heart.   i’ll send her your way with some memes.  if also a multi, please lemme know who you want the things for.   

and here’s a link to her opens, too, if that’s more your jam.   go wild, my dudes

#(( ooc. )) #meme call ( seven )

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taylor swift : the tortured poets department album pt. 2 ... sentence starters

"Am I allowed to cry?"

"Oh, what a way to die."

"He don't understand me."

"How I long for our trysts…"

"How can I be guilty as sin?"

"Who's afraid of little old me?"

"This cage was once just fine."

"I can fix him. No, really, I can."

"Well, you took me to hell, too."

"I choose you and me religiously."

"You said I'm the love of your life."

"No one asks any questions here."

"The coward claimed he was a lion."

"I'll sue you if you step on my lawn."

"At all costs, keep your good name."

"They're gonna crucify me anyway."

"You don't get to tell me about 'sad'."

"He had a halo of the highest gradе."

"I keep recalling things we never did."

"You don't get to tell me you feel bad."

"I am what I am 'cause you trained me."

"A perfect case for my certain skill set."

"My friends tried, but I wouldn't hear it."

"But it's gonna be alright, I did my time."

"Yes, I'm hauntеd, but I'm feeling just fine."

"And this city reeks of driving myself crazy."

"Who's afraid of little old me? You should be."

"Tell me I'm despicable, say it's unforgivable."

"I thought I was better safe than starry-eyed."

"Trust me, I can handle me a dangerous man."

"I'm fearsome and I'm wretched and I'm wrong."

"If you wanted me dead, you should've just said."

"They said I was a cheat, I guess it must be true."

"I wish I could un-recall how we almost had it all."

"Is it a wonder I broke? Let's hear one morе joke."

"Now, pretty baby, I'm runnin' back home to you."

"Well, me and my ghosts, wе had a hell of a time."

"And my friends all smell like weed or little babies."

"I'll show you Heaven if you'll be an angel, all night."

"You can beat the heat if you beat the charges, too."

"What we thought was for all time was momentary."

"What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?"

"You say everything is not about me. But, what if it is?"

"Say they didn't do it to hurt me… but what if they did?"

"Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?"

"They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly."

"And no matter what I've done, it wouldn't matter anyway."

"Fresh out the slammer, I know who my first call will be to."

"You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me."

"I'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said?"

"I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me."

"Little did you know your home's really only a town you're just a guest in."

#(( memes. )) #(( please specify muse. ))

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not me thinking about how Seven's favorite color is yellow, because there was never anything brightly colored in the lab she grew up in. Just a lotta greys, and whites, occasional blues or really pastel pinks. No vibrant colors. And, when she left it after it got demolished, some of the first things she saw were road signs... and the color was really pretty, so she still likes it more than any other color, 'cause it's just... special, y'know?

#info ( seven ) #(( ooc. ))

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How do you need to be loved?

Casually, the same way you love to breathe

You want someone who will see your favorite flower and will give it to you, without even thinking about it. You want someone who will remember all the little details about you, the things so seemingly unimportant but that matter more than you thought they did. You want someone who will still be there, thirty years down the line, holding your hand while the two of you do two separate things. You want the intimacy of being known by someone who makes you feel safe. You don't want expensive dinners or grand proposals. You want someone who will love you consistently.

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okay, but really, tho... i need to expound on this: if she ever had a relationship, she would absolutely treat it just as a friendship with extra steps. Quiet. Soft. One of her favorite things to do would be to just... exist in the same space. Sit in silence on a couch. Go for walks. Just gentle things. And, unless her partner told her they were uncomfortable with it, she'd peek into their minds... listen to whatever song is running through their head, glimpse whatever random things they're thinking about, etc. Idk, I'm just feeling a lotta things about this.

#info ( seven ) #(( ooc. ))

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idk, seven has just fully taken over my brain… so if you want this smol telepathic bby in your askbox,   poke the heart.   i’ll send her your way with some memes.  if also a multi, please lemme know who you want the things for.   

and here’s a link to her opens, too, if that’s more your jam.   go wild, my dudes

#(( ooc. )) #meme call ( seven )

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how do you need to be comforted?

to be held.

you need someone to wrap you up, squeezing together all the parts of you that feel broken. you crave being shielded away from the world, where no one can see you... no one can hurt you.

#fr. hug the smol telepath she sad #info ( seven ) #(( ooc. ))

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which flower represents you?

Abatina, Fickleness.

you find it difficult to focus on one thing at once or to keep plans. your mind is too wild, always hopping from one thing to the next, and some things tend to get lost in the currents of your ever changing tide.

#info ( seven ) #(( ooc. ))

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BLOG WIDE MEME CALL??   just   REPLY TO THIS POST  and let me know which of my muses you want things from, i’ll send them your way.  as many as you want.  or you can just   LIKE THIS POST  for a random assortment of them sent your way.  

if also a multimuse, you can lemme know which muse(s) of yours you want things for, otherwise they’ll be left open for you to pick! open to any and all mutuals, whether we’ve interacted before or not.

#meme call ( random ) #(( ooc. ))