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+ homophobic dog akito!

guys.....

+toya!!!!!!

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listen rui i get ur being depressed but atleast withhold ur depression on my birthday smh

#ena fictive posts

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idont wanna grt outta bed idont qsnna

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In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

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today has honestly just been such a shitty day im gonns vent about it

woke up exaughsted. is sick. was almost late for school. preparing for testing. got bullied. friends dont like me as usual. band sucked. couldnt play as well as usual, too overwhelming. too sick. got made fun of more. got overstimulated. had to help 6th-7th grader percussion players. they wouldnt listen. one of them talks shit about me. says stuff im sensitive about. gets headache. back hurts. sick. sick and tired. cramps more. gets home and gets yelled at for "sh-ing" when i didnt and for "not telling the whole truth" to my mom when she asked what was wrong. 3 of my friends including partner almost got hospitalized today. got so nervous about a talk another friend wanted to have that i threw up and couldnt breathe for a minute. feels bad for being selfish friend. overreacts. hurts ankle. has 3 seizures. cries. cries some more. doesnt take csre of myself. takes meds. gets judged and yelled at by family more. overworks myself. lays in bed miserably unable to sleep.

#ruifictiveapproved #tw vent #tw sh #tw emetophobia #honestly js a bunch of fucking tws incant #no ones gonna see this or care enoufj to read it #jm sonclose tonkilling myself #i hste my life #i hate thjs #i hate thjs sk fjckjng mucj #im tjred #everyday its the same bullshit #i wanna be comfortable #i wanna be normal #i wanna be happy #and im just burdening everyone arpund me when im not hsppy #so i mask #but its hard to madk #its hard to mask and act okay right now #cus ive been doing it #FOR SO FUCKING LONG #I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE #I CANT FUCKING DO THIS

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the way this took me 4 hours it better become my legacy

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therapist: rui jamishiro isnt real he cant hurt you

rui jamishiro:

#maintag it adrien dont be a pussy /j

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🌟🤖: memories fade away to a distant place, the best and brightest stay for you

hi............. i disappeared for who knows how long but Haaaaaaiiiiii i am back (for now) with nenekasa bc i HATE them and i hope they kiss mwahahahhaa ill probably post more here but itll mostly be oc art hehehe ok thats all!! luv you guys mwa

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I dont wnna gonschool

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THE ARCHETIC REMAINS INSIDE PEELING PAONT A HEAAAVYYY HEART THATS WHAT MAKES A WORKKK OF ART

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cover your ears and focus on boxes snd lines /lyr

#ruifictiveapproved #burries myself in my work #either gonns try and get black out drunk or im gonna get so sleep deprived its gonna be funng

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mmmmnnnnnnnnn.

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emunene week day 4: aquarium

this is late oops take aquarium assistant emu x mermaid nene goodnight

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired