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i need a new tc .. ive noticed that i tend to do sm better when i do have one .. i miss m a whole lot even tho i see him quite a bit, i never talk to him tho :(

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im gonna yell. why are men so confusing?

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aw i miss you guyss, im never on cs i dont see m as often and my feelings towards him are slowly fading :/

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school w/ out m is j so depressing ://

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whats worse..

forbidden love or unrequited love…. 😭

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i had marching band camp and on our break we went out and j walked and i ran into m … my friend was doing a dance and he laughed at her. 😭

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theres ppl emailing their tc’s and then rheyres me knowing damn well m doesnt check his email

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remembering when i’d mouth the answers and he’d see me and encouraged me to say it out loud but i never did

ahh i miss him

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thinking abt the way he says my name

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listening to lana del rey as a way to cope w daddy issues >>

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me and m were besties during wrestling season.. i can’t wait until im actually a part of the team maybe we’ll be even more besties

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okay but m’s wife is so fine pretty i totally see why theyre married … #powercouple 😭

im not even jealous of her atp

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oh wow.. so uh we have a new wrestling coach and he’s… not bad looking.. and hes also really nice nd funny..

it hasn’t become a crush yet … but it totally might..

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hoping i get my old tc for homeroon next year

fingeres crossed

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catch me emailing m about wrestling

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im so glad m introduced me to the smashing pumpkins it’s the only thing i have of him right now

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i just want to be loved for me :/

#not tc related