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ℌ𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔩𝔶 𝔦 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔤𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔭𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔨𝔰

Some teachers find it necessary to make group works because things can be accomplished in teams right?  wrong. Teamwork doesn’t make the dream work, it’s the sleepless nights and power naps that makes the dream work.

I loathe when teachers say "make your own group" because they think that by now everyone is acquainted with everyone. Nope, not in my case no. I am a loner, I do not mind it when people don't talk to me or like me. So when it comes to making groups and such, my anxiety is horrible and I'm left with the fact that everyone has their groupmates and I have to ask people to be their groupmate which also gives me a lot of anxiety.

The bottom Line is Online School gives me anxiety, point blank period.

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𝔐𝔶 𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔟𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔰 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔞 𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔲𝔱𝔢, 𝔦𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔬𝔨𝔞𝔶?

I'm a good student and I do my outputs well and I do participate in my group works but can I just take a break for a moment. Like even if I say that my mental health is an all-time low right now, Malayan wouldn't even bat an eyelash at me. I do like the comforts of online school because I like being alone in my bedroom. When I'm out socializing with other people, it gets harder to breathe. I'll be so exhausted when I talk to or even be with people, even my friends, and to that they understand.

I just don't like how there are little to no vacations during online classes and it tires me out a little bit. Online Classes gives me anxiety because there's a thought in the back of my mind that always reminds me of my deadlines, even in my 2 hours of alone time. This is sad because my parents didn't pay a ton of money for me to be so paranoid every day because of deadlines.

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ℌ𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔢 𝔅𝔦𝔯𝔱𝔥𝔡𝔞𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔐𝔢

My birthday is coming up and I want a ton of things because it's the only day where I can wish for whatever I want well whatever I want that fits in the budget, and also I don't have a lot of friends so I doubt that they would even buy me presents but that's beside the point. I'll list the things that I want and assess them if I want it or not, or maybe you can comment on what I should buy instead.

1. More Makeup Pros: I would finally expand my current make-up collection and make more creative looks to post on the grams. The stuff that I have now is close to extinction, and almost all of them are gonna empty out soon. Also, I can create make-up looks for my photoshoots. Cons: I won't be going outside to strut the runway because it's still quarantine time.

2. 64 GB (or much larger) Micro Sd-Card for my phone Pros: I can film my youtube videos without getting interrupted by the "storage is full" notification. I can take more pictures than before. Likewise, I can now update all my apps without having to delete some files for storage space. Cons: Nothing actually, Oh, The thought of regretting this purchase and the thought of me wanting other stuff than this.

3. More Clothes (From ukay-ukay and shopee) Pros: This would add more clothes to my wardrobe, which means I can take more Instagram pictures. It would be fun to dress up and take pictures. Also, I do like fashion a lot. Cons: I won't be going outside to strut the runway because it's still quarantine time.

4. Skateboard Pros: I've always wanted to learn how to skateboard maybe it's the poser in me (idk). I do want to take in a new hobby though. It may also help me walking my dog much less boring,  my dog likes to run fast but I can't keep up so maybe if I have a skateboard I can match up to his pace. Also, I don't want a penny board cause it's small and some actual skaters might criticize me. Cons: Thoughts of regretting the purchase after 6 months of using it.

5. Crystals Pros: Would help me in my craft much better as an added protection to my bedroom. Crystals would be a great addition to my altar. Cons: Thoughts in the line of "maybe I don't need this right now, I could've bought item A!"

With that being said, I wish I could make up my mind on what I want honestly. It's kinda embarrassing if I ask some inputs from my friends, they might think that I'm telling them to buy me gifts, which is great, yes but not to the extent of forcing them to buy it for me. I do have an ever-changing mind and I'll update what my final verdict is.

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ℑ 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔢𝔴 𝔟𝔲𝔱 ℑ 𝔠𝔞𝔫’𝔱

During my oh so eventful days of quarantine, I have acquired a new hobby which is sewing!. But due to the fact that I am currently enrolled in online classes, I cannot do such things.

I have all the materials that I need. My grandmother even gave me a whole box of fabric that she has stocked up. I so badly want to sew but I still have to uphold my responsibilities as a student. Sometimes, I wish DepEd would also think of students as human beings, I still have my own hobbies and interest but deadlines are always out there to get me. I've always thought that schools were a toxic place because they teach students a certain way to think and not what they want to think about.

I think school hinders creative people (people like me) from being themselves, with math and sciences being a major subject while arts and music get to be an elective or a secondary subject only.

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ℌ𝔞𝔯𝔯𝔶, 𝔶𝔬𝔲’𝔯𝔢 𝔞 𝔴𝔦𝔷𝔞𝔯𝔡!

I currently reside in the broom closet, meaning I have been practicing witchcraft for about 1-2 months now, but my family does not know. Being an apprentice witch has been a drag these days, not to mention I am living in a family of Born-Again Christians. It's also hard to study witchcraft too because of online classes and deadlines.

As a member of the broom closet society, I have one memorable event that always chuckles me up. It started in one afternoon, in my bedroom, where I was burning rosemary for my spell. I have a  medium-sized room with one window opened halfway and an electric fan that is on swing mode. I thought that the smell of burnt paper can't make it's way downstairs to half of my family members. I miscalculated. I was just sitting on my bedroom floor with my mortar full of burning rosemary in front when I heard a loud knock on my door. I then quickly scrambled my things, hid them under my bed, and opened my door to see my mom with a confused face.

"It smells of smoke in this house. Can you check your sockets if the smell came from that? It might be fried." said my mom.

I walked towards my electric fan and said, "Yup, it is the electric fan, just full of hair fall and loose threads."

"Put your electric fan outside right now!" said my mom filled with anger.

"But how can I sleep tonight? I won't have a-" I blurted out, but my mom cut me off.

"Yeah, that's right. you won't have an electric fan tonight or tomorrow!"

And that's was the time that my electric fan rights were taken from me because of me practicing witchcraft. The story actually gave me a lesson, next time I want to burn herbs or anything for my spell, do it outside, or maybe on the terrace.

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𝔐𝔶 𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔫𝔬𝔴

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𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊'𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖑𝖊𝖉 𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖉𝖊𝖈𝖎𝖘𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖔𝖋 𝖌𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆 𝖒𝖚𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖙, 𝖞𝖊𝖘, 𝖎𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖚𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖒, 𝖎 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖎𝖙.