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he still loves me I'm dramatic

i slept with him early in the relationship and we slept together consistently and I thought it'd be good to stop for a while so we did and now I'm not sure if he loves me anymore

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i slept with him early in the relationship and we slept together consistently and I thought it'd be good to stop for a while so we did and now I'm not sure if he loves me anymore

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Didn't kill myself! I've been communicating and getting the help that I need and I'm not completely fixed but I am in a significantly better place

#i was intentionally in unhealthy relationships and mistreating myself. i am kinder #and gentler and healthier with myself and still very much alike

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i do not believe things will ever get better. I've moved back home and I'm worse than I've ever been.

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thank god my uncle told me about his failed sewerslide attempt, I won't make those same mistakes

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realizing that my romantic fixation is due to my not feeling loved as a child.

#thats funny. anyways im going to stay up til asia texts me so i can sleep in her bed #sad lul peach

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Quote by Bella Townsend

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me; im not traumatized

me: *dissociates, only ever thinks about the abuse*: wait

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12/10/20

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sobbing so hard because I want to care so bad

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I was raised by wolves but they didnt like me i’d just keep showing up after they mauled me

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I WISH YOU

WOULD HAVE

MURDERED ME

BECAUSE AT LEAST THEN

I WOULDNT HAVE TO LIVE

WITH WHAT YOU DID TO ME

NOW EACH NIGHT

I HAVE TO BE REMINDED

OF HOW I AM A CRIME SCENE

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guess who's relapsed 💙