saintanjiro

[saintanjiro]

miss you love 🙁

-eren

MY LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE im so sorry ive been away from this account way too long !! but imu too !!!! i hope you've been well 🥺💚

[saintanjiro]

We checked the farms right outside the city but it was to no avail. We stayed in a hotel for the night but the next morning we got right back to it. We found an abandoned farm that very vaguely gave off your scent. Zeke insisted on moving to the next town over but I told him to at least try. I sluggishly walked behind my big brother as we approached the door. You would run if we knocked so he just kicked the deteriorating door down with his foot and walked in the place.

“Yeah. She’s here.”

I suddenly hear a loud, dry noise and the sound of the wood breaking.

Someone's here.

I quickly blow out the candle and run for the back door, but as soon as I run, I have to stop. I'm frozen in my tracks, feeling a familiar scent hit my nostrils:

It's you.

My heart races, but so as it races, I can't help but to feel it drop. Why did you come for me? Why are you here?

Even worse — and my blood runs cold at the realization: Why are you with Zeke?

I have to get out of here fast. This cannot mean anything good at all.

#✞; el bagdad. #eren.💚

[saintanjiro]

he chuckles nervously but nods. he averts his eyes and hums quietly for a few moments as he thinks before turning his attention back to you.

“well, i grew up in the foster care system.” he cringes as soon as he hears his own words. “on second thought, maybe that isn’t party talk.” he laughs it off. “oh, i know! my favorite color is orange! but red is a close second.”

I stare, unsure of what to say when he mentions having grown up in foster care. I can only avert my sight and mumble an 'oh...' when he says so.

luckily he changes the subject and i meet his gaze again.

"orange? suits you completely," i giggle, "oh? red's also your favorite? i like that... red is my favorite, along with blue."

#✞; el bagdad. #denji.🧡

[saintanjiro]

I winced when the guards forcibly took me out of the cell. I followed Zeke out to the stables and got on top of one of the horses. “She’s gotta be far, the outer city, where there’s farms and tons of land, somewhere hard to find her. Let’s find a farm first.”

"Good that you're actually willing to cooperate, Eren." Zeke keeps you with him as he climbs onto a horse, having you in the same one. Your hands tied, and guards following behind closely, seeing to any stunt you could cause. Zeke knows you'll know better than to try to turn the tables in the checkmate situation you're at. Besides, he knows for certain that you want to see me again. So your help will come in handy, knowing that you'd also recognize my scent better.

#✞; el bagdad. #eren.💚

[saintanjiro]

He raises an eyebrow and thrusts into your hand and mouth once you take him back inside. “Oh really? What have I done that’s so perverted? I wasn’t in your bed jerking off now was I?” He smirks and keeps a hand placed on your head to help you guide your movements

He keeps his eyes on you then tightens his grip on your hair to pull you off. He then bends down to help you stand on your feet then lifts you higher and presses you to the wall, “ready for me to fuck you, Queen bitch?”

- jotaro kujo

My gaze widens a fraction as he points out the fact of the way he's found me in bed, while he thrusts into my hand and his tip hits the back of my throat. A moan escapes my lips, mixed with a wince in pain. I squeeze the part that's out of my mouth with my hand as I shut my eyes tight for a second.

Next thing I know is that he's lifting me from my knees, then up, then picking me up to press me against the wall. I feel like my heart is about to burst out of my ribcage, heart eyed and ever so hazy over his size, over his strength. My jaw falls agape as I cannot seem to break away from his gaze

I bite my lip, feeling that the heat's creeping up to my cheeks and I'm sure he notices it. He's so fucking big.

"Been ready ever since Kakyoin cut us off before," I smirk, my nails digging into his broad shoulders in anticipation, "C'mon, big guy — King Bitch. Don't hold back." I lean in, biting his lower lip before going in for a rough kiss.

#✞; el bagdad. #jotaro.⭐ #IN TEARS

[saintanjiro]

I had been days, they were starting to blur together but I would estimate a little under a week. Zeke hadn’t killed me, he gave me a piece of stale bread and water everyday but my body was thinning and I felt myself growing weak. Why was he even keeping me alive? To flaunt you in front of me once he had secured you again, that was my only thought.

I heard my elder brothers heavy footsteps coming down the concrete floor of the dungeon and I looked up to see him, still without you and with a grumble coming from his throat.

“Come to end my suffering?”

“Why do you yearn for death, little brother? The Yeager man I know would have busted his way out of here and found the bitch by now.”

“She ran. She obviously doesn’t want or need me anymore.” I turned to face the wall, a chill crawling up my spine at the realization.

“Help me find her, and I will free you. Or you can stay and die here.” The only problem with that is that I didn’t care. I didn’t care to find you and I didn’t care to be alive anymore. I was done.

“Leave me here…but if you’re looking for her, look at farms and places with plenty of food. I’m sure she’d whore herself out to a farmer for a place to stay.”

Zeke doesn't like the way you're behaving. Even if you don't want to, you're gonna be useful whether you like it or not.

With a snap of his fingers, he has his guards take you out of your cell by force.

"You're coming with me whether you like it or not, little brother." He says, as the guards hold you with a strong grip. "You'll help me find her. Even if you don't want her, you'll do it for me. Given you know her so well, you're gonna come in handy, after all."

#✞; el bagdad. #eren.💚

[saintanjiro]

his eyes widen and eyebrows shoot up as he gaps at you. he might not be the sharpest tool in the shed, but he’s very much picking up on the flirtatious undertone of your words not to mention the way you lean back against his bed.

he stammers for a moment, blush rising to his cheeks before he scrambled to sit next to you on the bed. “uh, yeah. yeah. what do you wanna know?”

"What do I wanna know?" I echo, rolling to my side and placing my hand on my cheek as I turn to him. "I'm not a detective," I chuckle, "Just tell me about you. Anything you wanna."

#✞; el bagdad. #denji.🧡

[saintanjiro]

I've got hungry eyes I feel the magic between you and I

#saving this here too i love us sm :(( #✞; aute cuture. #— jotachercore.

[saintanjiro]

I’ve missed you so much, i’m glad you’re back and well <33

-Eren

youre so sweet to me 🥺 thank you so much babe<3 i hope you are too, i missed you too!! 💚🥺

#✞; di mi nombre. #— saint eren.

[saintanjiro]

“not long. it’s my first year here.” he says as he hesitantly turns to look at you once he hears the springs on his bed creek from you sitting down. once he realizes you’re now fully clothed again he turns toward you, looking a little less tense than before.

“i’m a transfer—if you couldn’t tell.” he chuckles.

I arch an eyebrow and cock my head to the side. "No, really?" I ask, but then I crack a chuckle.

"Of course I knew it. I actually heard Hayakawa complaining a few days ago about the new transfer student... Figured it was you, since I haven't seen you around before."

Also, because I see him with Aki all the time, plus with Power. They look like two younger siblings and Aki as they older brother — or mother hen.

I eye him up and down. He's handsome, in fact. Even behind that flustered guy demeanor, tousled hair, and frat guy infame (like every frat guy, to be honest), he's really handsome.

It's like he's caught my eye completely.

"So, yeah... Since you're new, why don't we get to know each other... Denji?" I ask, leaning back against his bed.

#✞; el bagdad. #denji.🧡 #MY ADOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HES SO ADORABLE #I LOVE HIM I MISSED HIM<3

[saintanjiro]

I got up and follows obediently down to the dungeon, not sparring Zeke another glance. I wanted to be dead before he brought you back. Whether he and the soldiers did it, or I took matters into my own hands. You left and if he brought you back to be with him, I wouldn’t know how to look you in the eye.

I sat on the metal “bed” and counted the spots on the concrete wall. I knew I wouldn’t be fed and it could take days for Zeke to find you, I just wondered if I would die of starvation before you came back.

A couple of days have passed and it's hard to get used to being alone once again. Even if it's for the better, I cannot help but to think about you. Probably, you're mad at me. Probably, this time you'll get fed up of me and not come back for me.

Whereas it hurts, it's the only way I can ensure you'll be okay. One day, I'm sure you'll find a better woman, who can make you happier... Who doesn't come from where I come. Who's better than I could ever be.

Because I gave you nothing but trouble.

I notice a tear's fallen down and stained the table where I'm cutting the vegetables I gathered from the farm recently abandoned — I was lucky to find edible food at all. It's as if life smiled upon me again, for the first time forever.

I go back to cutting the vegetables after I wiped my tears off my face. Unluckily, I can't wipe you off my thoughts.

Much less from my broken heart.

#✞; el bagdad. #eren.💚 #I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU<3333 #pls the angst :((

[saintanjiro]

The defiance. The snarky remarks. The teasing and fighting back. All of it boiled down to this.

Each time you tried to pull back the just tightens his grip and keeps you close to pull you back in. But he quickly realizes that he doesn’t have to do that, not when you start bobbing your head on your own and start moaning. He throws his head back and let’s out a guttural groan of your name. “Fuck cherry, if you wanted to suck my cock this bad you should’ve just asked sooner.”

He smirks and moves his foot to spread your thighs and chuckles. “Such a pervert.”

- jotaro kujo

I flinch as I feel his foot spreading my thighs, and a needy moan escapes my lips. It only makes me want to take more of his cock, and so I try to take it all into my mouth once again, before pulling back. I look at him through glossy, half hooded eyes.

"Please..." I breathe, letting out a breathless chuckle. "That's not in my Queen Bitch nature and you know that..." I tease.

I open my mouth once again, and lean in to go back to suck him off, but all I do — without averting my gaze— is kiss his tip, then taking only it into my mouth, and I tease him.

"Like you're not one..." I scoff, biting my lip, stretched into a teasing smirk. Only to tease him further (but also because of the effect his expressions and grunts have on me) I let out another needy, more accute moan. My hand wraps itself around his cock and I stroke him as I take more of him in my mouth.

#✞; el bagdad. #jotaro.⭐ #I MISSED HIM SO MUCH AFNMSDGSDJNKJGNEJNKEJS PLEASE. im a whore for this man :(

[saintanjiro]

I miss you <3

-Eren

IMU TOO BB!!! i took a mini break since it was a long weekend for me hehehe<3 but im back and all yours!!!<3333

#✞; di mi nombre. #eren.💚

[saintanjiro]

I looked at him with a blank expression while he held a knife to my neck, I could care less honestly. I had nothing else to live for, now that you were gone.

“I didn’t let her leave. She locked herself in the bathroom and left through the window with my horse. I don’t know where she is but..whatever. Kill me, if that’ll satisfy you.”

Zeke was choleric, to say the least. His hand gripping the knife trembled with rage, and without a second thought, he moves his hand down, stabbing the table, merely inches away from your head.

"If you hadn't messed shit up... If you hadn't taken her away— If you had stayed at your stupid fucking rich house fucking any other whore... this wouldn't have happened. She wouldn't be gone."

What he does next is yank you up and point his knife at your adam's apple.

"You'll stay in the dungeon — his guards come to hold you — and I'll deal with my stupid little brother once I'm back. I will bring her back. And you'll never see her again."

After that, the guards take you away, but Zeke's glare lingers on you, a single tear rolling down his cheek. He deemed himself a good person, yet he would have you pay for what you did to him. After all, to Zeke, there was no one more appropriate to punish a man than his own brother.

A necessary evil.

#✞; el bagdad. #eren.💚

[saintanjiro]

I drank until I got the slightest bit tipsy and I hopped on my horse. I didn’t take any of my men with me because I didn’t care anymore. I didn’t have anything left to lose. If he killed me and took me on the spot, so be it. Now that you weren’t with me, I had nothing else to really live for.

I went to my brothers estate and knocked on the door. I was immediately bombarded with people pointing their weapons at me but I put my hands up in defense and let them pat me down so I could go speak with my brother.

“So, little brother, to what do I owe the pleasure? Our duel isn’t until tomorrow.”

“She’s gone. She ran away. If you want her, go find her but i’m done.”

"she's..."

Zeke leaves his cup down on the table, with force. His expression has transformed, choleric he meets your gaze.

"you let her fucking go?!" His voice roars in the big room, the bustle coming to an abrupt end.

He grabs you by the shirt and slams you against the table, taking out a knife.

"tell me why I shouldn't kill you right now, Eren."

#✞; el bagdad. #eren.💚

[saintanjiro]

“Dreams? So you’ve dreamt of this and you’ve been making me seem like a pervert, naughty girl.” He chuckles and watches as you sink down. He sucks in a breath when you kiss the tip then watches the fake smile on your face

“Oh really? That’s what you said about my cock in your pussy last night and I made it fit just fine. You wrapped around my cock like a glove.” He leans down a bit and grips your face, pressing down on on the pressure points in your cheeks to make you open your mouth

“I just have to force it a little and you’ll take it just fine, yeah?” Once you open your mouth he pushes his cock inside and rolls his head back. “No teeth okay?”

- jotaro kujo

I nod as he pushes his cock into my mouth; my gaze never leaves his own, even if my eyes fill with tears since, halfway in, he's already hitting the back of my throat. I fight back the urge to gag, my tongue grazing his shaft.

I whimper against it, pushing my head back. I try to pull him out but he's bringing me again by the back of my head, making me take him all in. I wrap my hand around the shaft, stroking what I can't take in as I hollow my cheeks and start bobbing my head slowly.

All this time, I'm looking at him from under my lashes, scanning for his reactions, and I see how his grip tightens on my face, and how he throws his head back. It's so handsome of him, drives me so crazy I have to clench my thighs, moaning against him once more.

#✞; el bagdad. #jotaro.⭐ #IM GONNA EVAPORATE

[saintanjiro]

I stay there in silence for a while until I call your name a few times, awaiting a response until I open the door myself. I see a note in your handwriting with the window open. I didn’t know whether to cry or be furious but because of my short temper, I was leaning towards the latter. I left the bathroom and went downstairs for a drink, not worrying about healing or staying hydrated. How could you do this to me? Run away after I was seriously considering murdering my own brother for you?

You probably liked him better anyways.

I kept on riding until the sunrise, when I found an abandoned house in the middle of nowhere, just surrounded by the woods. There was no one who I could bother in here. There were a few animals, plus it was still quite furnished. There were even things I could use to cook, or just the horse to go look for supplies. There was an axe stabbed into a log, so I could also cut wood to keep myself warm.

In the end, I did what I had to, so that you didn't have to. If you're mad at me for leaving, it bothers me a little, but even if my heart aches it's better this way. You didn't want to fight your brother, I didn't want to be in the middle of that. I didn't want to make you do anything.

So maybe leaving would mean that you and him would be at peace.

#✞; el bagdad. #eren.💚