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samkite-blog1 · 7 years
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Food Diary
Broccoli stuffed chicken- 270 cal
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210 pounds
Reblog if your start weight was over 170 pounds
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The thing is, it's not just about being skinny. Yes, I would love to not get rashes from my thighs rubbing together and I would LOVE to not feel my belly over flow over my jeans when I button them. I would love for my jeans to stop tearing where my thighs touch and I would be grateful for arms that don't bulge out of my shirt. But.. knowing that I can control how small I am is amazing. I dream about it. Maybe it's a mind game. When I'm this big I feel dirty, trashy, and cluttered. I can't eat with out feeling disgust or guilt at some point during my meal. Not because I'm eating , but because of the poor choices and the amount I eat. I don't want to feel that way any longer. Although I have done it before, the lowest weight Iv'e gotten is 150.
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samkite-blog1 · 7 years
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Delicate back
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Signed Sam .
#ana #mia #depressão #depressao #trash #can #believe #sesamestreet #truth #cool #family #mother #bonding #birthday #love #recovery #2fab4ana #positivity #teenvogue #article #selflove #bodypositive #healthy #bodypositivity #mentalillness #passion #weighgain #fitness #beforeandafter #ed
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samkite-blog1 · 7 years
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Realization
Something has been swooshing around in my head for awhile and I think it's time I get it out. People criticize and are hateful toward people who feel a certain way or do certain things to their body. Get this, WE ALL DIE. It may be sooner than later or vise versa but it will happen. So if people can wrap their heads around others wanting tattoos or changing their hair color or being vegan, what makes it okay to criticize people who don't like to eat? Or maybe they over eat. It doesn't matter your poison, if your not effecting others physically then you can decide what you want to do. If you are needing help or asking for help go ahead. It's your right. But, that being said, it's also your right to live how you want to live. Be free of other people's thought about you and be your own person. Because it won't matter when your in your grave rotting.
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samkite-blog1 · 7 years
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My First Night
Well, this is the first of my entries. It is 1:18 in the morning and I can't sleep. I have to wake up early for work but it doesn't matter. I can't stop thinking about being thin and beautiful. It feels as if it fucking haunts me everyday. I want to be 100 pounds or less and I promise I won't stop until I'm there. I remember wishing I woke up thin for the first time when I was only eight. I will prove to myself I can do it. I hope I can get some support here, or maybe self peace. Goodnight.
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