friendly advice to not revolve your life around one person, one feeling, one place, one memory, one problem. the complexity of life and the diversity of the world is beautiful and you have the right to explore it. do not settle for less. you deserve better.
I need a girlfriend who will do everything to be with me. A girl who will tease me with lip bites at random moments. Someone who will put her arms around my waist and hold me lightly and give me that happiness feeling, someone who will give me hickeys at 2 am, a girl who will hold me till I fall asleep, who will give me kisses anytime I need them, who will kiss me deeply at the most exciting moments, who will grab my hand whenever, who will make romantic dinners for us, someone who will give me happiness, someone meant to be for me.
when I say I wanna have sex I don’t mean I wanna get fucked and cum I mean I wanna makeout with someone for half an hour on my couch with grabby hands all over my body and our teeth clashing because we get so into it that we can’t stop kissing, I mean slow desperate, needy grinding on each other before we take it to the bed, bumping our heads, giggling as we take our clothes off, trying to adjust and get into the right position, I mean having someone on top of me and looking up at them to see that blissful little grin on their face before they scrunch it up a lil and moan because it feels sooooo good and I mean making each other cum so good we end up all out of breath, a sweaty, happy mess, fingers still intertwined, my legs still around their waist, making out again, that’s what I want and it would be kinda cool if I could have it now