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Kinda crazy how miserable I am. Life just isn’t life anymore. I don’t have any social life because my anxiety keeps me from going to any outings that I’m invited to. My depression doesn’t let me ever be truly happy. I hate it here.

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me: I should do laundry

my brain: you should die

me: touché

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What’s wrong with me?!!

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existing is exhausting 

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Literally the reason I’m still here.

Don't you realize... every night I'm fighting to stay alive just so you wont be sad like I am.

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So fucking difficult

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I feel so left out. I don’t know why, but I feel as though people don’t actually like me. So I slowly distance myself from people and eventually I have no friends.