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I think kafka’s diaries are the strongest evidence that journaling is not necessarily good for your mental health

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Girlhood is the lipstick stain on the rim of every glass i drink out of, it's the debris from my broken highlighter palette making it look like I'd trapped and crushed up little stars inside my makeup bag, it's the mix of grocery lists, poems, lyrics, and diary entries in my notes app that once carried so much weight, emotion, and purpose and now only sits there, girlhood is the hairdye stain that will be impossible to wash out of my white pillowcases, it's going from smiling about a person I like to being anxious because I worry they don't feel the same way about me

It's everything I'm terrified of, it's everything I love, it's everything that makes me want to cry it's everything

This is girlhood

This is a life

I'm glad to live it

nana by Ai Yazawa*

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you always take a sip of my coffee even though you don´t even like coffee.

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take a break

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Amalfi Coast, 🇮🇹 Italy

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Nobody wants to be as close to me as i want to be to them and i know the closeness i want is unrealistic and probably unhealthy but it doesnt make me want it less 

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the intimacy of having your efforts reciprocated in the same intensity and with the same tenderness

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are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

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Reading IS sexy I'm sorry

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