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It took me a while to figure it out, but Bedelia straight up quoted Dante after Will dropped The Question:

“He woke her then, and trembling and obedient, she ate that burning heart out of his hand. Weeping, I saw him then depart from me. Could he daily feel a stab of hunger for her? Find nourishment in the very sight of her? I think so. But would she see through the bars of his plight, and ache for him?”

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“if you take medication for that, you’ll be taking medication all your life!!” yeah, and?? bud, i already put on my glasses every morning. it’s like. a condition of mine, not a side hobby i’m pursuing irresponsibly. 

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I hope every single one of my mutuals knows that I am an absolute emotional whore for every single one of the companions.

Astarion? Baby boy I know you got trauma so let me love you and help you find your bodily autonomy again and let's find your new normal to help you heal and rebuild your identity a new.

Gale? Hey there handsome you're more than just the sum of what a quack goddess says you are and you're wonderful with or without magic and there's no need to impress with displays of power...just be the best version of a man you can be, not a god.

Shadowheart? Girly pop you deserve to know you have the power to change the future and you are not the summation of the people who used and abused you and you deserve to know what a choice to love is.

Karlach? Sweet woman you are alive to dance and frolick in the grass and your wild spirit and happiness can never again be shackled by a devil so let's dance together in the sun hand in hand.

Wyll? Babydoll, you did what you thought was best to save others and made a sacrifice no one else would ever make and now that you have yourself back, know you're more than just a title, you are loved for the summation of the scars inside and out.

Lae'zel? Babygirl, you were lied to and used by someone you thought had your best interest so know you can trust again and that love isn't a weakness for a warrior, but instead gives a warrior purpose when they fight?

Halsin? Love, know you don't always have to reign in your anger and emotions to be the perfect leader and you like the rest of us are fallible and make mistakes so know that when the dust clears, you can be loved for for every aspect of yourself, even the parts you see as bad and it doesn't always have to be physical.

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I, for one, am a strong believer in the fact that Ascended Astarion does not lose everything of himself when ascending. Oh no no no, rather those things are still there, small and locked away - but even the Vampire Ascendant can't rid himself of a little humanity. It's the proverbial grain of salt - at least he might think of it like that at first.

Ascensicon makes him powerful, it turns positive feelings into negative ones, he becomes obsessed with things, he lashes out, he becomes cruel, greedy - maybe even mad.

But ultimately, these things have already been within him - to a capacity. He didn't survive 200 years by being a soft little lamb, although he might have despised the things he had to do, felt guilt and shame for it.

But where he consciously decides to act differently as a spawn, where he turns away to be the bigger man. That's what becomes overbearing with his ascension. His lower urges are amplified to an extent it - almost - drowns out everything else.

But in turn I believe that also means that the softer side of him is still in there as well. The side that maybe a sweet Tav brought out within him.

And that might mean that, after everything, his one real love long gone, he might have everything he dreamt off. But truly he has nothing.

Surrounded by glamour, debauchery, gold, luxury - even his precious sunlight. But it doesn't warm him like it used to.

Of all the people he could have, there's one that is unattainable. The one that slipped away.

And maybe at some point he realises that he made a mistake. Maybe it doesn't even take long, maybe it takes centuries, until scraps of old feelings rise up to claw at his undying heart and make him realise how utterly wrong he'd been.

From this moment on things won't be the same. It feels hollow now, the fabric of his fine tunic feels irritatingly wrong now, colours are void of hue, daylight is only cruelly bright and there's a void within him that keeps expanding.

It was a curse after all.

Because he not only lost Tav - but also everything he was, everything he could have been.

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tbh cutie mark..

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Self Diagnosis

So apparently it’s time for another self dx info post because people are gross

INFO:

basics

self diagnosis isn’t looking at one post and going “hey thats me, im autistic”

self diagnosis includes research and introspection

self diagnosis of multiple disorders is reasonable - comorbidity is common (see: autism and ADHD, ADHD and SPD, many personality disorders with each other, though more than one is rarely diagnosed due to overlapping traits)

self diagnosis doesn’t take away resources from anyone

the only people who don’t take a disorder seriously “because of” self diagnosis don’t take it seriously anyway

the DSM is available online

it doesn’t matter if they’re wrong - if they’re self diagnosing it’s because they had a problem and the resources and coping mechanisms within ____ community helped them. 

re: doctors

many doctors refuse to diagnose

a lot of these reasons are racism and sexism

some traits/symptoms are internal and are therefore not seen by doctors

doctors diagnose based on behavior. people self-dx based on.. behavior.

re: racism, classism, sexism

many poc (especially black people) are diagnosed with “being {race}”

many people who are perceived as girls won’t be diagnosed because {sexist reason such as ‘girls cant get autism’ - yes thats a real reason people have been denied diagnosis}

going to a professional is expensive. it doesn’t matter if you were “obviously _____” or not - it’s expensive.

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Obsessed with how Professor Layton is set up with the vibes of having something mystical and surreal afoot, but EVERY mystery has a very specific, logical (???), non-magical resolution. It’s a science fiction story masquerading as a nostalgic urban fantasy.

But also Luke can talk to animals. There is no science behind how. He just can.

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No more apologizing for being horny on main. No more horny jail. We’re horny prison abolitionists. No gods, no masters! Wait. Okay maybe a few masters. Alright but no bars will hold us! No whips and chains will — fuck, hang on, let me start again.

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Shoutout to Baldurs Gate 3 for having a magical girl transformation sequence but instead of a teenager in a short skirt it's a lesbian aasimar paladin in full plate about to open 13 cans of fucking whoop ass

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people who mod lae'zel's appearance are weak as fuck. she's perfect just the way she is. if you can't handle her that's a skill issue.

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HANDS

Later part 5/?

#NDNFBBDBFBFJGJGKKEKGGG #FOAMING AT THE MOUTH RAAAAAAAAH

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lae'zel the bae’zel 🥰

she might be the toughest warrior but she can’t hide her true softness behind these pretty gith eyes!

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For the love of god stop

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my character: *perception successful*

me irl trying to find wtf they found:

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if hot spider guy Drider why can't i ride :(

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if hot spider guy Drider why can't i ride :(

#bg3 #kar'niss #gawk gawk #i need him biblically