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They should invent an open window that is soundproof

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Когда-то здесь кипела жизнь

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Newtons 4th law is that for every "it's so over" there's an equal and opposite "we're so back"

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There are people you haven’t even met yet who will love you. There are friendships you have yet to form. There are fun memories you have yet to create. There is so much good stuff you haven’t got to experience yet. 

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lets have some fun this beat is sick i wanna take a ride on ur disco stick

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to the 3 ppl who read my posts in oct/nov about being so stressed about my backpacking trip and grades that i couldnt sleep, the semester is over and it all went great and i got an A in my hardest class and the trip was so fun and went pretty great. im home now, i still miss my dog but i think ill be sad about him forever. thats ok. i have kesha. listen to peace & quiet by kesha.

#tayler talks

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Stonehenge at Snowy Sunset

Wiltshire | England

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building out a very sweet & sacred life for myself

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im afraid no one will ever have a crush on me

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Tommy Shelby & Charlie Shelby - Peaky Blinders S3E1

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#sad girl autumn #forever

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twilight forever

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i feel better btw!!! the meeting with all the participants on my backpacking trip went really well, they all seem eager to get started and super sweet. i have a lot of exams coming up that i need to do well on but if i can power through until thanksgiving break, i’ll get some good rest and come back for some killer finals and then HOME FOR CHRISTMAS!!! things are going really well though despite all the whiplash ups and downs of this semester. overall i have a really beautiful life and im beyond grateful for it.

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i feel so anxious and tired. i’m leading a backpacking trip soon and it’s my first time leading one and i’m so stressed about it. my boss is honestly not a very helpful or empathetic person and it just feels like a huge responsibility. i feel scared i won’t make good grades this semester even though i’ve been studying so hard and sometimes when i’m not studying i feel bad that i’m not. the weather got super cold today and i love cold weather but i’m nervous about winter in my new apartment and i honestly don’t have great winter clothes. i started today in such a good mood and i’m going to bed with this pit in my stomach. my heart is beating so fast and i feel like i want to fast forward this part of life. i just need to listen to my book and slow down my breathing. i started my period today too and i just hate my cycle. i feel like being a woman is being on a circus ride that you can’t get off of. it just goes around and around and sometimes its fun and lighthearted and other times you’re nauseous and desperate for solid ground. i think the human experience is a bit like that for every person but it’s amplified for women because it’s literally our biology. a man’s hormone cycle is 24 hours. easy. they don’t even notice their hormones. a woman’s could be anywhere from 22-40 days. or even outside of that range. and there is no normal, only average. so it’s incredibly isolating because the hormone cycle and it’s corresponding effects (mood, appetite, energy levels, skin, water retention, etc.) are vastly different for each individual woman. i feel like a ship on the ocean in a storm with no land in sight. i wish i could fly like a bird to steady shore and forget about the ocean at all. and it’s all paired with this trauma from my relationship with my mom, i’ve got this new fear of driving because of the car accident a few weeks ago and this grief i’m going to carry around forever since my dog died. i just feel like a mess. a huge mess. i think i just need to go to bed. by tomorrow night i will hopefully feel more like a person. less like a ball of anxiety. soon enough the backpacking trip will be over and then we’ll have thanksgiving break which will be so quiet and calm. then a few weeks of finals and then i’ll get to fly home to visit for a month. a glorious month.

#tayler talks

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if i had a nickel for every time i enjoyed a male character named dr. shepherd/shephard who was a world class neurosurgeon/spinal surgeon, had a really bad divorce, got into at least one plane crash in his life, and was sort of toxic but ultimately loveable to me personally, i'd only have two nickels but it's pretty weird that it happened twice

#my two favorite men #they are both so dumb and dramatic but perfect to me

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#to prev tags: I GREW UP IN QATAR AND THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY I NEVER SEE ANYONE SAY THINGS ABT QATAR