sillybadger

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the more that i try to kill the part of me that cringes the more i realise that the people i know in my real life are sometimes. just boring and negative . and sad to be honest. why is anything new or different or enjoyable cringe to some of you.

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she just fucking rhymed Aristotle with Grand Theft Auto😭😭😭😭

#taylor swift i am in love with you

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the intimacy of being at a party looking over at each other occasionally to make sure the other is still having a good time, checking in with each other to see if things are getting overwhelming or if it should be time to go, the intimacy of making the same jokes at the same time and laughing so hard together that you’re both turning red, the intimacy of sharing the pen all night and also getting too high because you tried to keep up with him without thinking about it except his tolerance is high as hell and you’re just a BABY and he’s having a better time at this party with you than you’ve ever seen him have at all the other parties when he wasn’t with you so you feel on top of the fucking world ohhhh my god

#and he kept staring at me smiling so much and I’d giggle and be like ‘what’ and he’d say ‘I don’t know 😊😏’ and just AAAHHHHH #T #sorry sometimes i just have to get on here and scream bc I’ve never been loved like this before and it’s SOMETHING

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how to win my heart:

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i think loving someone can be described as the desire to make things easier for the other person

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starting a tumblr post off with “not to rant but” is silly actually like ok yeah “not to be a clown at the circus but”

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AH NOT TO RANT BUT HE GETS SOOO SMUG WHEN HE MAKES ME LAUGH HE LOOKS SO PROUD OF HIMSELF AND ITS SO HOT TO ME AND ITS JUST LIKE HOW I FEEL LIKE I’VE REALLY WON SOMETHING WHEN I MAKE HIM LAUGH AND JUST AHHH OUR SONG IS THE WAY YOU LAUGH FR

#it’s been nearly two years and I am just not used to knowing someone like him #and he’s not used to knowing someone like ME and just we’re both like. woah?! #T #ok anyway!!

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The Glass Essay, Anne Carson | Molly Brodak, Molly Brodak

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#I had a little picnic blanket just like that as a kid and would pretend I was running away and just like. #play in the backyard like I was wandering the world with very little to my name

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He should have been having an anxiety attack behind the club

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you can be a dickhead to me but my whimsy will always haunt your narrative

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i love u unconventional ways of showing affection

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One day you meet someone and your heart understands why it didn’t work out with anyone else.

#T

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I so very badly need to jump into an I-Spy book like Blue’s Clues

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girlfriend who says she feels lightheaded for some random reason and boyfriend who asks when she last ate and points out it being nearly 7 hours before might perhaps have a little something to do with it

#😭🥴 #I JUST DO NOT SENSE HUNGER #and neither does he it’s just he’s better about reminding himself #and then he feels bad he didn’t remind me but I’m like noooo that’s my fault fr that’s on me 😭 #this is what happens when I’m by myself all day all I did was read and journal and fuck all 🧍🏼‍♂️