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I hate how sometimes my parents make me apologise for something I haven’t done wrong. They don’t listen and insist it’s my fault. They’ll push me until I breakdown and cry, then pretend like nothing happened next morning- I… I don’t know. If no matter what I do, it still means getting yelled at, what is the point of trying my best?

And I hate how I come crawling back for hugs right after they hurt me.

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I woke up with tears from last night. Makes me wonder when I can stop crying and tough up.

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I write when I review. It helps me memories things easier💀

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I like blackhole science so much. I'm so weird.

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Now that I think about it carefully, I've always been bullied.

My entire life, getting isolated, mocked, beaten until I almost black out... I probably deserved to be bullied because I was a pompous bastard growing up, but it's just... kind of sad. Am I really that worthless?

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Yesterday in the public restroom, I saw a man crying in front of the sink. He turned to look at me and it was the most tortured expression I’ve ever seen. After seeing him, I can’t help but feel bad for him, so I cried silently on my way back home. What is wrong with me.

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Time to learn anatomy officially 😭😭

Damn.

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Trigger warning: body

恐ろしい記憶

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Без меня.

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So far I can speak English and Chinese fluently, and basic Japanese since I moved away from Japan early in my childhood. Now I’m learning… Russian and French, but I also want to learn Spanish… this is too much x0

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I was looking through my phone gallery for some friend photos, and I found these old disturbing drawings from one or two years ago. I was at my worst state (terrible things were happening simultaneously.)

None of these drawings were longer available to the public since they were deleted.

Trigger warning: gore, body horror etc.

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PUSSY FACING THE WORLD.

So, I went to go take this shot of Leon looking like a smug asshole:

And then I started playing with the camera a little bit

and I realized

Look at how fucking far Leon is manspreading in this scene:

So I had to go compare it to the other times we see him sitting down (jet ski not withstanding because the seat dictates his position), and:

Jesus Christ, Leon. Need to accommodate your massive balls, or what?

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Pictures of me staring at you :]

My friend posted pictures of her eyes, and it looked fun.

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Last post before May.

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Spy for soul (｡´ ‿｀♡)

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I’m safe! Sorry for being away and making you guys worried. I’ve been studying nonstop. I know I said I was going to post but I ended up forgetting. Apologies.

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In case some of you don't know, I actually live in Taiwan.

There was a big earthquake this morning- hell, it's still ongoing. I'm really dizzy right now and my heart is beating 130 bpm.

Please, for anyone that's near earthquake area, stay safe.