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mikaela and i are still hatergirl and loverboy if anyone was wondering it’s just that she posts about californication and i post about the saw franchise

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Obsessed with the x files episodes where like someone will go missing and they’ll go to the victim’s last known location and see like a normal ant crawling around and mulder will go “I think the victim was kidnapped by two hundred ants disguised as a human being who took the victim because they need to digest organic matter in order to have the strength to build a giant anthill” and scully will go “that’s insane” but mulder will literally be right beat for beat

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scully racing against time to baby trap mulder before he could fuck krycek

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CSM pausing his WWI combat footage B-roll: well well well if it isn’t washington DC’s longest eyelashes 1994

the black oil alien walking around in krycek’s body:

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> assigned a new field partner

> ask the assistant director if the agent is trustworthy or spy

> he doesn’t understand

> pull out illustrated diagram explaining what is trustworthy and what is spy

> assistant director laughs and says “he’ll be a fine partner, agent mulder”

> work a case with him

> he’s spy

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mulder hates just as passionately as he loves and god he fucking hated krycek. a burning fury set ablaze beneath his skin; the kind of pure unbridled rage that made his fists fly, the urge to draw blood so powerful he couldn't resist it. he didn't know how not to hurt krycek– it was all he knew to do. but despite that, he could never kill him.

he had so many chances to kill krycek, threatened to so many times, but he couldn't. because he clung to krycek. he clung to the adrenaline rush of their cat and mouse chases, the flames that ignited with every betrayal, the bloody knuckles and intense stares and the devotion. the devotion to violence: the devotion to each other.

krycek has no one but mulder, and he wants to be needed by mulder so badly. he always has some piece of information to dangle as bait just waiting for mulder to bite. and he knows mulder will bite because mulder is a believer. and neither can really live without the other. they thrive off their dynamic.

mulder lives for the chase and the fights and the anger that courses through his veins when krycek betrays him. and krycek lives for mulder needing him. he lives for the way mulder pushes him around and the marks that are left days after they've parted ways. because krycek knows hatred is all mulder will ever have for him. some violent devotion to him, to the anger. and yet krycek accepts it. the muzzle of a gun pressed to his gut, and he has butterflies in his stomach. an arm pressed to his windpipe, and his breath is caught in his throat. a fist colliding with his face, and he's seeing stars. the bruises that litter his torso are kisses in their own right. a bloody nose is the closest mulder's hand will ever come to caressing his face, and krycek can live with that. he can live for that.

theres this give and take with them. mulder believes krycek, krycek betrays him. mulder releases all his anger through flying fists and bared teeth, and krycek takes and takes and takes. he could easily fight back. he's proven before that he can, but he never does. he accepts anything he can get from mulder, and mulder can only give and give and give. a bloody nose, a black eye, a broken rib, cuts that are deep enough to scar. he gives krycek all of those things, and krycek takes it all with ease.

its what they do. there's no softness. its rough and barbed and angry– its violent and consuming, but its them. and they could've danced that dance for decades more had skinner not gotten involved. but even death couldn't keep them apart. krycek always found his way back to mulder one way or another. and mulder was always a believer.

#shaking like an anxious chihuahua #i said this way back in july i think(?) but #everyone always asks ‘why does mulder keep trusting krycek every time he says he has what mulder needs #if he just lies and betrays him every single time’ and it always makes me laugh because it’s like #okay it’s because mulder loves him. that’s why #it’s in some weird evil way you’d be horrified to know humans are capable of but he loves him and wants him and can’t let him go #mikaela says this all the time but ‘i can’t die because i need to save scully’ and ‘i can’t die because i need to kill krycek’ #light up the exact same set of neurons in mulder’s mind. it’s the exact same feeling he just uses different words for it

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in the russian sleep experiment the guys only went crazy because the researchers told them they weren't allowed to have sex with each other in there

#mulder and krycek in the gulag #< GAHHHHHHHHH

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walter skinner when someone asks him what those two weirdos in his basement are doing with their taxpayer funding all day

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a girl who is a noir detective man and a guy who is a femme fatale

#covarrubias and krycek

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guys it’s so fucking dire

SEASON TWO EPISODE FOUR SLEEPLESSSSS

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#the first gif is so fucking funny you can literally see her do the metal gear solid enemy spotted thing in real life

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Finally, the complete collection.

#this is what scully and mulder were doing to krycek at the airport in the tunguska episode

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SEASON TWO EPISODE FOUR SLEEPLESSSSS

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MULDER RED SPEEDO RETURN?

i’m at my great uncle’s house way upstate and one of the only channels they get is comet so we’re watching mulder and scully meet the weremonster

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i’m at my great uncle’s house way upstate and one of the only channels they get is comet so we’re watching mulder and scully meet the weremonster

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February 23, 1964