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The Pro Ana Community is so fucking stupid like…

I just saw a post saying that eating 1000 calories a day is too much and shouldn’t count as an actual disorder.

And that someone who eats 1000 calories a day isn’t REALLY suffering…

Uhhhhhh

YES IT STILL FUCKING COUNTS

YES THEY ARE STILL FUCKING SUFFERING

DON’T INVALIDATE ANYONE’S DISORDER NO MATTER THE SEVERITY

I’LL SAY IT AGAIN

DON’T FUCKING INVALIDATE ANYONE’S DISORDER NO MATTER THE SEVERITY

YOU CAN DEMOTIVATE THEM TO GET THE HELP THE NEED AND DESERVE

Mental illnesses are not a number

Eating 500 calories a day doesn’t make you cool or special or “the best anorexic”

Anorexic is not a fucking title you earn. It is a life-threatening, heart-breaking mental disorder

A disorder, that no matter the severity, is deserving of recovery!

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Me: wow, I look good today

ED: hey you look like this

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me to me when i stay in bed all day sleeping so i don’t eat

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Not to Flex but I am 

(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ So fucking fat ♥

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when I said I wanted to fuck I didn't mean I wanted to fucking hate myself

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Me irl: No one can EVER know this secret Me to 8k strangers online: You guys will never believe this

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When someone’s touching my stomach:

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i may be malnourished but at least im

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me: oh I have an ed

everyone in a 40 mile radius:

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my heart: *suddenly beats extremely irregularly and heavy in my chest for several seconds for no reason*

me:

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sometimes i look at my body and i’m utterly disgusted and other times i look at my body and i’m still utterly disgusted

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me: *does literally nothing in the slightest*

also me:

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quarantine has me eating 300 cals a day 😳