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the world is shit

it's horrible and and horrible and horrible thing after another and what the fuck can i do about it? that's right, nothing

i can go "oh don't buy from this company" oh okay, i won't . and then it's another company. and another. and another and another and another and another and my god i'm just so tired! this creator is bad, you can't enjoy their shit anymore. oh and this one to. and this one. oh she's horrible. he is too. they're kind of not the best person to exist, you shouldn't support them. but the thing is, even if i do stop supporting them, there's also a lot more people who aren't going to bother so why not just not bother along with them

capitalism or the government is never going to be dismantled or rebuilt, why bother trying to do suggest other options or trying anything about it (what is my measly voice even worth? that's right nothing. it makes no difference whatever side i'm on; especially with my dumb social anxiety making me actually just do jack shit and simply indulge in my shitty youtube which oh look is google google is bad you shouldn't use google they track your voice, history info and shit)

and i'm not even in the workforce yet, not even in post secondary, and i'm so worried about work taking my life away? and it might, but it also probably won't because i'm privileged in being white and raised middle class where my parents have raised post secondary funds for me. but what the fuck do i even want to do? i know what i want to do, that's a lie, but it won't be good enough to support me and i don't know??? if i can even do post secondary??? there's this college that sounds perfect with no written assignments and all formal and hands on and stuff what what can i even do with the fucking degree or whatever it'll provide? but i don't know if i can do i uni because i'm already shit at passing assignments in fucking highschool and i don't think i can handle it but if i end up not doing that i'll end up stuck at multiple minimum wage jobs (and even then a dumb uni degree doesn't guarantee jack shit) or, to quote my mom, "at taxes" like she does. which she complains about every day so i don't want to fucking end up there because she says it's worse than highschool and highschool already feels like shit so!!!

"don't throw away your life away like i did! i used to want to be a marine biologist but then i slacked in uni and now i'm stuck with taxes :((" - mom

"i know you want to go to that college but i would like you to go to uni because you know there's not much you can do with a certificate or whatever from that college"

"you should try this, it's ---, it's course is only so and so long, and it pays pretty good"

"what about this, this could be good-"

"i really think you should go to uni,,, you won't exactly find like-minded people at that college, and i found all my current friends through uni" (in reference to me having zero friends)(my only social life is with my family, my psychologist and this "friend" that i only really ask for notes from because we have nothing in common and i'm like a backup if their main friend isn't in school. we don't do anything outside of school)

and just atop stop stop atop sTOP STOP STOP!

just... stop.

but it can't because unfortunately spacetime doesn't fucking work like that

and the world is full of bigots and capitalistic assholes

and the only thing that really makes me happy anymore is music (spotify is horrible they barely pay their artists you shouldn't have spotify), cartoons (your favourite show has a bigoted christian scammer creator, you shouldn't indulge in that show. and your other favourite show is a disney show. disney are assholes, you shouldn't be supporting disney!) and my cat (there's nothing negative about my kitty cat. i love my kitty cat sm. actually i do have a negative side to my kitty cat. i get their food at petsmart. it's bland catfood pellet shit. ugh)

anyway my eyes hurt from crying, i'm tired, i don't care that it's only 8:00pm; night.

#social says shit #you see i would talk about this to my psychologist #but we mainly work on motivation (it's going nowhere) and whenever she asks how my week was; i don't fucking remember?? #and shrug #because forget all this when i go in there apparently

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The BBC is already calling rising energy bills insignificant with the news of the Queen dying. People in this country are really just expected to suffer while the biggest leech in the country leeches on the public one last time with her funeral

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Da fuck?

Now, in a time of political upheaval, we should be organising, not fucking cowering before an outdated institution.

Crap move from the RMT.

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THE QUEEN DIED!!!! SHOUTOUT 2 JAMAICA 🇯🇲 SHOUTOUT INDIA 🇮🇳 SHOUTOUT NIGERIA 🇳🇬 SHOUTOUT NEW ZEALAND 🇳🇿 SHOUTOUT THE BAHAMAS 🇧🇸 SHOUTOUT GRENADA 🇬🇩 SHOUTOUT PAPUA NEW GUINEA 🇵🇬 SHOUTOUT TUVALU 🇹🇻 SHOUTOUT PAKISTAN 🇵🇰 SHOUTOUT GHANA 🇬🇭 SHOUTOUT UGANDA 🇺🇬 SHOUTOUT KENYA 🇰🇪 SHOUTOUT BARBADOS 🇧🇧 SHOUTOUT IRELAND 🇮🇪 AND SHOUTOUT 2 ANY I MISSED I LOVE YALL THIS ONE GOES OUT 2 YOU!!!!!!!! 🥂🍻🍺🥂🍻🍺

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I just think that while there’s a BBC news blackout on anything that’s not This, the Scots should quietly change the locks on the country.

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anyone else think the timing of this whole queen dying shit is a little bit convenient considering if she actually kicks it all the media is going to be talking about for the next however many months is her funeral and the new monarch instead of. yknow. the fact the government is in the middle of taking our human rights away. anyone else feel like this just a little bit too perfectly timed to not be blanket coverage

(EDIT) y'all are doing my fucking head in in the notes lmao like you really missed the point here, just ignore my mostly joking accusation of staging the queen's death for a sec here and maybe think about how even if they didn't do that, they are definitely going to take advantage of the situation as much as possible to distract from the fact that millions of poor brits will starve and freeze to death in their homes this winter whilst what little money they have will be spent on her solid gold coffin. if it's not a conspiracy already it's going to become one. they will take any opportunity they can to make sure the media and the government and by extension WE don't have to talk about the worst cost of living crisis in decades and our increasingly fascist leadership. they WILL make sure this is all we hear about as they continue chipping away at our rights and our wallets throughout autumn and winter and beyond. making jokes and celebrating her death is all well and good and we should be glad she's dead but this is only going to make matters worse for the poorest and most vulnerable people in our country. the tyranny she oversaw and was complicit in will not end just because she's dead. they'll use it to get away with even more shit

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Telling my boss I can’t come in today cause I have to be on tumblr when the queen dies

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ready the crabs

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Walked outside and saw all these little critters enraptured watching the news…

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Every reblog removes one HP from the queen

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No but in all seriousness, memes aside, much love to all my friends in the UK right now. I know shit's about to be chaotic and nationalistic and shitty, and I hope the media circus ends as quickly as possible.

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ok in the tags, where were you/what were you doing when the queen died

#talking to my brother and about to go piss #i forget what i was talking to him about

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i wish all working class brits a very riot when your government tries to spend a billion dollars on that bitch’s funeral while your cost of living skyrockets, and i wish all non brits a very support working class brits while their country catches on fire

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love wins

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