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How I feel scrolling down the Queer tags only to find out it's mostly just porn:

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Me w my opps (got none my dad thinks o have schizophrenia

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At least im not on drugs anymore one year sober nov 16th

Me when i fuck up yet anothwr eelationship cause of my eatingdisorder (i lost another 20 pounds)

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Me when i fuck up yet anothwr eelationship cause of my eatingdisorder (i lost another 20 pounds)

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I made a tuna steak recently and almost died

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My gf doing this one thing that I strongly disapproved of fucked up our relationship bc the trust is gone but i still love her to death. I can joke with her and laugh bjt when i remember its just… i stand there lik

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My gf is the sweetest but i can tell when she lies and i just kinda let it happen bc no one is going to love me the specific way i need and i am a cat that loves to claw

Anyways bpd moment I hope my friwnd breaks up with their partnwr bc their partnwr is a poece of shit

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I absolutely LOVE being a masculine person. Here i come with my long hair and baggy clothes dewy makeup im ab to steal your girl… TEEHEE

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Same person ive been with shes just not cis

Really silly thing but im dating this woman 8 years older and she is SO beautiful

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Really silly thing but im dating this woman 8 years older and she is SO beautiful

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Fuck it *changes my major*

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so. I watched nimona. I am going insane.

god. I have so much else to say and I am going to say it eventually but a thing that really stands out to me and speaks to me is. in that scary shadow nimona scene, ballister doesn't pull the typical "I know you're still in there."

he says "I see you, nimona."

that is nimona. that isn't some horrible creature nimona has been warped into she needs to be saved from. that's nimona desperately lashing out at the people hurting her trying to defend herself. that's nimona scared for her life and trying to end it so the pain stops. that's nimona. not a monster that she was turned into. just a terrified, broken kid who he'd failed.

he doesn't tell her to switch back. he doesn't tell her "this isn't you!"

he tells her he sees her.

he sees she's in pain. he sees she's trying to make the pain stop. and he doesn't call her a monster. doesn't say this form is something to be rescued from.

it's nimona at her worst. her human girl form isn't her "true" self. it's a version of her. and it's a mask as well.

he doesn't tell her the mask is who she really is. he doesn't tell her who she really is.

he tells her what she's been saying all movie.

she's nimona. no matter what form she takes, she's nimona. and they have no right to punish her for being something other than normal.

and that's what she needed to hear, I think. someone saying they're sorry at her worst. not to stop her from hurting other people, but to stop her from hurting herself. for him to intervene once it was HER at risk was proof he meant it. he wasn't just trying to placate her so he could win.

that's why he was able to talk her down.

because he saw her. every part of her. and he still said sorry.

because her being "scary" or "different" doesn't mean he wasn't the one who fucked up.

I apologize I am so incoherentbit is late at night I just watched this movie this probably made no sense but this is a fucking fantastic metaphor and I will scream and cry!

(please keep the tws if you reblog)

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I had a pregnancy scare and then he was hospitalized bc he had FUCKING MALARIA and now he's fine and I'm bleeding out me coin slot so everything is so good

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I love my boyfriend.

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I feel less dirty for the first time in a long time and it was literally just bc I showered with my bf. Happy at work

Thriving

Loving my pets

My life

Fr

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Accepting I'm a good and valuable person round 2 electric boogaloo

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Posting on Tumblr for the first time since getting a life